Tuesday 11 January 2022

Tuesday's Serials: "The Epic of Hades" by Lewis Morris (in English) - I

TO ALL

WHO LOVE THE LITERATURE OF GREECE

THIS POEM IS DEDICATED

By the Author.

 

 BOOK I - TARTARUS.

 THE EPIC OF HADES.

 

In February, when the dawn was slow,

And winds lay still, I gazed upon the fields

Which stretched before me, lifeless, and the stream

Which laboured in the distance to the sea,

Sullen and cold. No force of fancy took

My thought to bloomy June, when all the land

Lay deep in crested grass, and through the dew

The landrail brushed, and the lush banks were set

With strawberries, and the hot noise of bees

Lulled the bright flowers. Rather I seemed to move

Thro' that weird land, Hellenic fancy feigned,

Beyond the fabled river and the bark

Of Charon; and forthwith on every side

Rose the thin throng of ghosts.

                                                   First thro' the gloom

Of a dark grove I strayed—a sluggish wood,

Where scarce the faint fires of the setting stars,

Or some cold gleam of half-discovered dawn,

Might pierce the darkling pines. A twilight drear

Brooded o'er all the depths, and filled the dank

And sunken hollows of the rocks with shapes

Of terror,—beckoning hands and noiseless feet

Flitting from shade to shade, wide eyes that stared

With horror, and dumb mouths which seemed to cry,

Yet cried not. An ineffable despair

Hung over them and that dark world and took

The gazer captive, and a mingled pang

Of grief and anger, grown to fierce revolt

And hatred of the Invisible Force which holds

The issue of our lives and binds us fast

Within the net of Fate; as the fisher takes

The little quivering sea-things from the sea

And flings them gasping on the beach to die

Then spreads his net for more. And then again

I knew myself and those, creatures who lie

Safe in the strong grasp of Unchanging Law,

Encompassed round by hands unseen, and chains

Which do support the feeble life that else

Were spent on barren space; and thus I came

To look with less of horror, more of thought,

And bore to see the sight of pain that yet

Should grow to healing, when the concrete stain

Of life and act were purged, and the cleansed soul,

Renewed by the slow wear and waste of time,

Soared after æons of days.

                                                    They seemed alone,

Those prisoners, thro' all time. Each soul shut fast

In its own jail of woe, apart, alone,

For evermore alone; no thought of kin,

Or kindly human glance, or fellowship

Of suffering or of sin, made light the load

Of solitary pain. Ay, though they walked

Together, or were prisoned in one cell

With the partners of their wrong, or with strange souls

Which the same Furies tore, they knew them not,

But suffered still alone; as in that shape

Of hell fools build on earth, where hopeless sin

Rots slow in solitude, nor sees the face

Of men, nor hears the sound of speech, nor feels

The touch of human hand, but broods a ghost,

Hating the bare blank cell—the other self,

Which brought it thither—hating man and God,

And all that is or has been.

 

 

TANTALUS

                                                  A great fear

And pity froze my blood, who seemed to see

A half-remembered form.

                                                An Eastern King

It was who lay in pain. He wore a crown

Upon his aching brow, and his white robe

Was jewelled with fair gems of price, the signs

Of pomp and honour and all luxury,

Which might prevent desire. But as I looked

There came a hunger in the gloating eyes,

A quenchless thirst upon the parching lips,

And such unsatisfied strainings in the hands

Stretched idly forth on what I could not see,

Some fatal food of fancy; that I knew

The undying worm of sense, which frets and gnaws

The unsatisfied stained soul.

                                               Seeing me, he said:

"What? And art thou too damned as I? Dost know

This thirst as I, and see as I the cool

Lymph drawn from thee and mock thy lips; and parch

For ever in continual thirst; and mark

The fair fruit offered to thy hunger fade

Before thy longing eyes? I thought there was

No other as I thro' all the weary lengths

Of Time the gods have made, who pined so long

And found fruition mock him.

                                                    Long ago,

When I was young on earth, 'twas a sweet pain

To ride all day in the long chase, and feel

Toil and the summer fire my blood and parch

My lips, while in my father's halls I knew

The cool bath waited, with its marble floor;

And juices from the ripe fruits pressed, and chilled

With snows from far-off peaks; and troops of slaves;

And music and the dance; and fair young forms.

And dalliance, and every joy of sense,

That haunts the dreams of youth, which strength and ease

Corrupt, and vacant hours. Ay, it was sweet

For a while to plunge in these, as fair boys plunge

Naked in summer streams, all veil of shame

Laid by, only the young dear body bathed

And sunk in its delight, while the firm earth,

The soft green pastures gay with innocent flowers,

Or sober harvest fields, show like a dream;

And nought is left, but the young life which floats

Upon the depths of death, to sink, maybe,

And drown in pleasure, or rise at length grown wise

And gain the abandoned shore.

                                                    Ah, but at last

The swift desire waxed stronger and more strong,

And feeding on itself, grows tyrannous;

And the parched soul no longer finds delight

In the cool stream of old; nay, this itself,

Smitten by the fire of sense as by a flame,

Holds not its coolness more; and fevered limbs,

Seeking the fresh tides of their youth, may find

No more refreshment, but a cauldron fired

With the fires of nether hell; and a black rage

Usurps the soul, and drives it on to slake

Its thirst with crime and blood.

                                                   Longing Desire!

Unsatisfied, sick, impotent Desire!

Oh, I have known it ages long. I knew

Its pain on earth ere yet my life had grown

To its full stature, thro' the weary years

Of manhood, nay, in age itself; I knew

The quenchless weary thirst, unsatisfied

By all the charms of sense, by wealth and power

And homage; always craving, never quenched—

The undying curse of the soul! The ministers

And agents of my will drave far and wide

Through all the land for me, seeking to find

Fresh pleasures for me, who had spent my sum

Of pleasure, and had power, not even in thought,

Nor faculty to enjoy. They tore apart

The sacred claustral doors of home for me,

Defiled the inviolate hearth for me, laid waste

The flower of humble lives, in hope to heal

The sickly fancies of the king, till rose

A cry of pain from all the land; and I

Grew happier for it, since I held the power

To quench desire in blood.

                                                But even thus

The old pain faded not, but swift again

Revived; and thro' the sensual dull lengths

Of my seraglios I stalked, and marked

The glitter of the gems, the precious webs

Plundered from every clime by cruel wars

That strewed the sands with corpses; lovely eyes

That looked no look of love, and fired no more

Thoughts of the flesh; rich meats, and fruits, and wines

Grown flat and savourless; and loathed them all,

And only cared for power; content to shed

Rivers of innocent blood, if only thus

I might appease my thirst. Until I grew

A monster gloating over blood and pain.

Ah, weary, weary days, when every sense

Was satisfied, and nothing left to slake

The parched unhappy soul, except to watch

The writhing limbs and mark the slow blood drip,

Drop after drop, as the life ebbed with it;

In a new thrill of lust, till blood itself

Palled on me, and I knew the fiend I was,

Yet cared not—I who was, brief years ago,

Only a careless boy lapt round with ease,

Stretched by the soft and stealing tide of sense

Which now grew red; nor ever dreamed at all

What Furies lurked beneath it, but had shrunk

In indolent horror from the sight of tears

And misery, and felt my inmost soul

Sicken with the thought of blood. There comes a time

When the insatiate brute within the man,

Weary with wallowing in the mire, leaps forth

Devouring, and the cloven satyr-hoof

Grows to the rending claw, and the lewd leer

To the horrible fanged snarl, and the soul sinks

And leaves the man a devil, all his sin

Grown savourless, and yet he longs to sin

And longs in vain for ever.

                                               Yet, methinks,

It was not for the gods to leave me thus.

I stinted not their worship, building shrines

To all of them; the Goddess of Love I served

With hecatombs, letting the fragrant fumes

Of incense and the costly steam ascend

From victims year by year; nay, my own son

Pelops, my best beloved, I gave to them

Offering, as he must offer who would gain

The great gods' grace, my dearest.

                                                              I had gained

Through long and weary orgies that strange sense

Of nothingness and wasted days which blights

The exhausted life, bearing upon its front

Counterfeit knowledge, when the bitter ash

Of Evil, which the sick soul loathes, appears

Like the pure fruit of Wisdom. I had grown

As wizards seem, who mingle sensual rites

And forms impure with murderous spells and dark

Enchantments; till the simple people held

My very weakness wisdom, and believed

That in my blood-stained palace-halls, withdrawn,

I kept the inner mysteries of Zeus

And knew the secret of all Being; who was

A sick and impotent wretch, so sick, so tired,

That even bloodshed palled.

                                                   For my stained soul,

Knowing its sin, hastened to purge itself

With every rite and charm which the dark lore

Of priestcraft offered to it. Spells obscene,

The blood of innocent babes, sorceries foul

Muttered at midnight—these could occupy

My weary days; till all my people shrank

To see me, and the mother clasped her child

Who heard the monster pass.

                                                      They would not hear.

They listened not—the cold ungrateful gods—

For all my supplications; nay, the more

I sought them were they hidden.

                                                           At the last

A dark voice whispered nightly: 'Thou, poor wretch,

That art so sick and impotent, thyself

The source of all thy misery, the great gods

Ask a more precious gift and excellent

Than alien victims which thou prizest not

And givest without a pang. But shouldst thou take

Thy costliest and fairest offering,

'Twere otherwise. The life which thou hast given

Thou mayst recall. Go, offer at the shrine

Thy best belovèd Pelops, and appease

Zeus and the averted gods, and know again

The youth and joy of yore.'

                                                Night after night,

While all the halls were still, and the cold stars

Were fading into dawn, I lay awake

Distraught with warring thoughts, my throbbing brain

Filled with that dreadful voice. I had not shrunk

From blood, but this, the strong son of my youth—

How should I dare this thing? And all day long

I would steal from sight of him and men, and fight

Against the dreadful thought, until the voice

Seared all my burning brain, and clamoured, 'Kill!

Zeus bids thee, and be happy.' Then I rose

At midnight, when the halls were still, and raised

The arras, and stole soft to where my son

Lay sleeping. For one moment on his face

And stalwart limbs I gazed, and marked the rise

And fall of his young breast, and the soft plume

Which drooped upon his brow, and felt a thrill

Of yearning; but the cold voice urging me

Burned me like fire. Three times I gazed and turned

Irresolute, till last it thundered at me,

'Strike, fool! thou art in hell; strike, fool! and lose

The burden of thy chains.' Then with slow step

I crept as creeps the tiger on the deer,

Raised high my arm, shut close my eyes, and plunged

My dagger in his heart.

                                          And then, with a flash,

The veil fell downward from my life and left

Myself to me—the daily sum of sense—

The long continual trouble of desire—

The stain of blood blotting the stain of lust—

The weary foulness of my days, which wrecked

My heart and brain, and left me at the last

A madman and accursèd; and I knew,

Far higher than the sensual slope which held

The gods whom erst I worshipped, a white peak

Of Purity, and a stern voice pealing doom—

Not the mad voice of old—which pierced so deep

Within my life, that with the reeking blade

Wet with the heart's blood of my child I smote

My guilty heart in twain.

                                             Ah! fool, to dream

That the long stain of time might fade and merge

In one poor chrism of blood. They taught of yore,

My priests who flattered me—nor knew at all

The greater God I know, who sits afar

Beyond those earthly shapes, passionless, pure,

And awful as the Dawn—that the gods cared

For costly victims, drinking in the steam

Of sacrifice when the choice hecatombs

Were offered for my wrong. Ah no! there is

No recompense in these, nor any charm

To cleanse the stain of sin, but the long wear

Of suffering, when the soul which seized too much

Of pleasure here, grows righteous by the pain[20]

That doth redress its ill. For what is Right

But equipoise of Nature, alternating

The Too Much and Too Little? Not on earth

The salutary silent forces work

Their final victory, but year on year

Passes, and age on age, and leaves the debt

Unsatisfied, while the o'erburdened soul

Unloads itself in pain.

                                         Therefore it is

I suffer as I suffered ere swift death

Set me not free, no otherwise; and yet

There comes a healing purpose in my pain

I never knew on earth; nor ever here

The once-loved evil grows, only the tale

Of penalties grown greater hourly dwarfs

The accomplished sum of wrong. And yet desire

Pursues me still—sick, impotent desire,

Fiercer than that of earth.

                                                We are ourselves

Our heaven and hell, the joy, the penalty,

The yearning, the fruition. Earth is hell

Or heaven, and yet not only earth; but still,

After the swift soul leaves the gates of death,

The pain grows deeper and less mixed, the joy

Purer and less alloyed, and we are damned

Or blest, as we have lived."

                                                   He ceased, with a wail

Like some complaining wind among the pines

Or pent among the fretful ocean caves,

A sick, sad sound.

                                Then as I looked, I saw

His eyes glare horribly, his dry parched lips

Open, his weary hands stretch idly forth

As if to clutch the air—infinite pain

And mockery of hope. "Seest thou them now?"

He said. "I thirst, I parch, I famish, yet

They still elude me, fair and tempting fruit

And cooling waters. Now they come again.

See, they are in my grasp, they are at my lips,

Now I shall quench me. Nay, again they fly

And mock me. Seest thou them, or am I shut

From hope for ever, hungering, thirsting still,

A madman and in Hell?"

                                            And as I passed

In horror, his large eyes and straining hands

Froze all my soul with pity.

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