Mr. Bessel was the senior partner in the firm of
Bessel, Hart, and Brown, of St. Paul's Churchyard, and for many years he was
well known among those interested in psychical research as a liberal-minded and
conscientious investigator. He was an unmarried man, and instead of living in
the suburbs, after the fashion of his class, he occupied rooms in the Albany,
near Piccadilly. He was particularly interested in the questions of thought
transference and of apparitions of the living, and in November, 1896, he
commenced a series of experiments in conjunction with Mr. Vincey, of Staple
Inn, in order to test the alleged possibility of projecting an apparition of
one's self by force of will through space.
Their experiments
were conducted in the following manner: At a pre-arranged hour Mr. Bessel shut
himself in one of his rooms in the Albany and Mr. Vincey in his sitting-room in
Staple Inn, and each then fixed his mind as resolutely as possible on the
other. Mr. Bessel had acquired the art of self-hypnotism, and, so far as he
could, he attempted first to hypnotise himself and then to project himself as a
"phantom of the living" across the intervening space of nearly two
miles into Mr. Vincey's apartment. On several evenings this was tried without
any satisfactory result, but on the fifth or sixth occasion Mr. Vincey did
actually see or imagine he saw an apparition of Mr. Bessel standing in his
room. He states that the appearance, although brief, was very vivid and real.
He noticed that Mr. Bessel's face was white and his expression anxious, and,
moreover, that his hair was disordered. For a moment Mr. Vincey, in spite of
his state of expectation, was too surprised to speak or move, and in that
moment it seemed to him as though the figure glanced over its shoulder and
incontinently vanished. It had been arranged that an attempt should be made to
photograph any phantasm seen, but Mr. Vincey had not the instant presence of
mind to snap the camera that lay ready on the table beside him, and when he did
so he was too late. Greatly elated, however, even by this partial success, he
made a note of the exact time, and at once took a cab to the Albany to inform
Mr. Bessel of this result.
He was surprised
to find Mr. Bessel's outer door standing open to the night, and the inner
apartments lit and in an extraordinary disorder. An empty champagne magnum lay
smashed upon the floor; its neck had been broken off against the inkpot on the
bureau and lay beside it. An octagonal occasional table, which carried a bronze
statuette and a number of choice books, had been rudely overturned, and down
the primrose paper of the wall inky fingers had been drawn, as it seemed for
the mere pleasure of defilement. One of the delicate chintz curtains had been
violently torn from its rings and thrust upon the fire, so that the smell of
its smouldering filled the room. Indeed the whole place was disarranged in the
strangest fashion. For a few minutes Mr. Vincey, who had entered sure of
finding Mr. Bessel in his easy chair awaiting him, could scarcely believe his
eyes, and stood staring helplessly at these unanticipated things.
Then, full of a
vague sense of calamity, he sought the porter at the entrance lodge.
"Where is Mr. Bessel?" he asked. "Do you know that all the
furniture is broken in Mr. Bessel's room?" The porter said nothing, but,
obeying his gestures, came at once to Mr. Bessel's apartment to see the state
of affairs. "This settles it," he said, surveying the lunatic
confusion. "I didn't know of this. Mr. Bessel's gone off. He's mad!"
He then proceeded
to tell Mr. Vincey that about half an hour previously, that is to say, at about
the time of Mr. Bessel's apparition in Mr. Vincey's rooms, the missing
gentleman had rushed out of the gates of the Albany into Vigo Street, hatless
and with disordered hair, and had vanished into the direction of Bond Street.
"And as he went past me," said the porter, "he laughed—a sort of
gasping laugh, with his mouth open and his eyes glaring—I tell you, sir, he
fair scared me!—like this."
According to his
imitation it was anything but a pleasant laugh. "He waved his hand, with
all his fingers crooked and clawing—like that. And he said, in a sort of fierce
whisper, 'LIFE!' Just that one word, 'LIFE!'"
"Dear
me," said Mr. Vincey. "Tut, tut," and "Dear me!" He
could think of nothing else to say. He was naturally very much surprised. He
turned from the room to the porter and from the porter to the room in the gravest
perplexity. Beyond his suggestion that probably Mr. Bessel would come back
presently and explain what had happened, their conversation was unable to
proceed. "It might be a sudden toothache," said the porter, "a
very sudden and violent toothache, jumping on him suddenly-like and driving him
wild. I've broken things myself before now in such a case..." He thought.
"If it was, why should he say 'LIFE' to me as he went past?"
Mr. Vincey did
not know. Mr. Bessel did not return, and at last Mr. Vincey, having done some
more helpless staring, and having addressed a note of brief inquiry and left it
in a conspicuous position on the bureau, returned in a very perplexed frame of
mind to his own premises in Staple Inn. This affair had given him a shock. He
was at a loss to account for Mr. Bessel's conduct on any sane hypothesis. He
tried to read, but he could not do so; he went for a short walk, and was so
preoccupied that he narrowly escaped a cab at the top of Chancery Lane; and at
last—a full hour before his usual time—he went to bed. For a considerable time
he could not sleep because of his memory of the silent confusion of Mr.
Bessel's apartment, and when at length he did attain an uneasy slumber it was
at once disturbed by a very vivid and distressing dream of Mr. Bessel. He saw
Mr. Bessel gesticulating wildly, and with his face white and contorted. And,
inexplicably mingled with his appearance, suggested perhaps by his gestures,
was an intense fear, an urgency to act. He even believes that he heard the
voice of his fellow experimenter calling distressfully to him, though at the
time he considered this to be an illusion. The vivid impression remained though
Mr. Vincey awoke. For a space he lay awake and trembling in the darkness,
possessed with that vague, unaccountable terror of unknown possibilities that
comes out of dreams upon even the bravest men. But at last he roused himself,
and turned over and went to sleep again, only for the dream to return with
enhanced vividness.
He awoke with
such a strong conviction that Mr. Bessel was in overwhelming distress and need
of help that sleep was no longer possible. He was persuaded that his friend had
rushed out to some dire calamity. For a time he lay reasoning vainly against
this belief, but at last he gave way to it. He arose, against all reason, lit
his gas, and dressed, and set out through the deserted streets—deserted, save
for a noiseless policeman or so and the early news carts—towards Vigo Street to
inquire if Mr. Bessel had returned.
But he never got
there. As he was going down Long Acre some unaccountable impulse turned him
aside out of that street towards Covent Garden, which was just waking to its
nocturnal activities. He saw the market in front of him—a queer effect of
glowing yellow lights and busy black figures. He became aware of a shouting,
and perceived a figure turn the corner by the hotel and run swiftly towards
him. He knew at once that it was Mr. Bessel. But it was Mr. Bessel
transfigured. He was hatless and dishevelled, his collar was torn open, he
grasped a bone-handled walking-cane near the ferrule end, and his mouth was
pulled awry. And he ran, with agile strides, very rapidly. Their encounter was
the affair of an instant. "Bessel!" cried Vincey. The running man
gave no sign of recognition either of Mr. Vincey or of his own name. Instead,
he cut at his friend savagely with the stick, hitting him in the face within an
inch of the eye. Mr. Vincey, stunned and astonished, staggered back, lost his
footing, and fell heavily on the pavement. It seemed to him that Mr. Bessel
leapt over him as he fell. When he looked again Mr. Bessel had vanished, and a
policeman and a number of garden porters and salesmen were rushing past towards
Long Acre in hot pursuit.
With the
assistance of several passers-by—for the whole street was speedily alive with
running people—Mr. Vincey struggled to his feet. He at once became the centre
of a crowd greedy to see his injury. A multitude of voices competed to reassure
him of his safety, and then to tell him of the behaviour of the madman, as they
regarded Mr. Bessel. He had suddenly appeared in the middle of the market
screaming "LIFE! LIFE!" striking left and right with a blood-stained
walking-stick, and dancing and shouting with laughter at each successful blow. A
lad and two women had broken heads, and he had smashed a man's wrist; a little
child had been knocked insensible, and for a time he had driven every one
before him, so furious and resolute had his behaviour been. Then he made a raid
upon a coffee stall, hurled its paraffin flare through the window of the post
office, and fled laughing, after stunning the foremost of the two policemen who
had the pluck to charge him.
Mr. Vincey's
first impulse was naturally to join in the pursuit of his friend, in order if
possible to save him from the violence of the indignant people. But his action
was slow, the blow had half stunned him, and while this was still no more than
a resolution came the news, shouted through the crowd, that Mr. Bessel had
eluded his pursuers. At first Mr. Vincey could scarcely credit this, but the
universality of the report, and presently the dignified return of two futile
policemen, convinced him. After some aimless inquiries he returned towards
Staple Inn, padding a handkerchief to a now very painful nose. He was angry and
astonished and perplexed. It appeared to him indisputable that Mr. Bessel must
have gone violently mad in the midst of his experiment in thought transference,
but why that should make him appear with a sad white face in Mr. Vincey's dreams
seemed a problem beyond solution. He racked his brains in vain to explain this.
It seemed to him at last that not simply Mr. Bessel, but the order of things
must be insane. But he could think of nothing to do. He shut himself carefully
into his room, lit his fire—it was a gas fire with asbestos bricks—and, fearing
fresh dreams if he went to bed, remained bathing his injured face, or holding
up books in a vain attempt to read, until dawn. Throughout that vigil he had a
curious persuasion that Mr. Bessel was endeavouring to speak to him, but he
would not let himself attend to any such belief.
About dawn, his
physical fatigue asserted itself, and he went to bed and slept at last in spite
of dreaming. He rose late, unrested and anxious, and in considerable facial
pain. The morning papers had no news of Mr. Bessel's aberration—it had come too
late for them. Mr. Vincey's perplexities, to which the fever of his bruise
added fresh irritation, became at last intolerable, and, after a fruitless
visit to the Albany, he went down to St. Paul's Churchyard to Mr. Hart, Mr.
Bessel's partner, and, so far as Mr. Vincey knew, his nearest friend.
He was surprised
to learn that Mr. Hart, although he knew nothing of the outbreak, had also been
disturbed by a vision, the very vision that Mr. Vincey had seen—Mr. Bessel,
white and dishevelled, pleading earnestly by his gestures for help. That was
his impression of the import of his signs. "I was just going to look him
up in the Albany when you arrived," said Mr. Hart. "I was so sure of
something being wrong with him."
As the outcome of
their consultation the two gentlemen decided to inquire at Scotland Yard for
news of their missing friend. "He is bound to be laid by the heels,"
said Mr. Hart. "He can't go on at that pace for long." But the police
authorities had not laid Mr. Bessel by the heels. They confirmed Mr. Vincey's
overnight experiences and added fresh circumstances, some of an even graver
character than those he knew—a list of smashed glass along the upper half of
Tottenham Court Road, an attack upon a policeman in Hampstead Road, and an
atrocious assault upon a woman. All these outrages were committed between
half-past twelve and a quarter to two in the morning, and between those
hours—and, indeed, from the very moment of Mr. Bessel's first rush from his
rooms at half-past nine in the evening—they could trace the deepening violence
of his fantastic career. For the last hour, at least from before one, that is,
until a quarter to two, he had run amuck through London, eluding with amazing
agility every effort to stop or capture him.
But after a
quarter to two he had vanished. Up to that hour witnesses were multitudinous.
Dozens of people had seen him, fled from him or pursued him, and then things
suddenly came to an end. At a quarter to two he had been seen running down the
Euston Road towards Baker Street, flourishing a can of burning colza oil and
jerking splashes of flame therefrom at the windows of the houses he passed. But
none of the policemen on Euston Road beyond the Waxwork Exhibition, nor any of
those in the side streets down which he must have passed had he left the Euston
Road, had seen anything of him. Abruptly he disappeared. Nothing of his
subsequent doings came to light in spite of the keenest inquiry.
Here was a fresh
astonishment for Mr. Vincey. He had found considerable comfort in Mr. Hart's
conviction: "He is bound to be laid by the heels before long," and in
that assurance he had been able to suspend his mental perplexities. But any
fresh development seemed destined to add new impossibilities to a pile already
heaped beyond the powers of his acceptance. He found himself doubting whether
his memory might not have played him some grotesque trick, debating whether any
of these things could possibly have happened; and in the afternoon he hunted up
Mr. Hart again to share the intolerable weight on his mind. He found Mr. Hart
engaged with a well-known private detective, but as that gentleman accomplished
nothing in this case, we need not enlarge upon his proceedings.
All that day Mr.
Bessel's whereabouts eluded an unceasingly active inquiry, and all that night.
And all that day there was a persuasion in the back of Vincey's mind that Mr.
Bessel sought his attention, and all through the night Mr. Bessel with a
tear-stained face of anguish pursued him through his dreams. And whenever he
saw Mr. Bessel in his dreams he also saw a number of other faces, vague but
malignant, that seemed to be pursuing Mr. Bessel.
It was on the
following day, Sunday, that Mr. Vincey recalled certain remarkable stories of
Mrs. Bullock, the medium, who was then attracting attention for the first time
in London. He determined to consult her. She was staying at the house of that
well-known inquirer, Dr. Wilson Paget, and Mr. Vincey, although he had never
met that gentleman before, repaired to him forthwith with the intention of
invoking her help. But scarcely had he mentioned the name of Bessel when Doctor
Paget interrupted him. "Last night—just at the end," he said,
"we had a communication."
He left the room,
and returned with a slate on which were certain words written in a handwriting,
shaky indeed, but indisputably the handwriting of Mr. Bessel!
"How did you
get this?" said Mr. Vincey. "Do you mean—?"
"We got it
last night," said Doctor Paget. With numerous interruptions from Mr.
Vincey, he proceeded to explain how the writing had been obtained. It appears
that in her seances, Mrs. Bullock passes into a condition of trance, her eyes
rolling up in a strange way under her eyelids, and her body becoming rigid. She
then begins to talk very rapidly, usually in voices other than her own. At the
same time one or both of her hands may become active, and if slates and pencils
are provided they will then write messages simultaneously with and quite
independently of the flow of words from her mouth. By many she is considered an
even more remarkable medium than the celebrated Mrs. Piper. It was one of these
messages, the one written by her left hand, that Mr. Vincey now had before him.
It consisted of eight words written disconnectedly: "George Bessel...
trial excavn... Baker Street... help... starvation." Curiously enough, neither
Doctor Paget nor the two other inquirers who were present had heard of the
disappearance of Mr. Bessel—the news of it appeared only in the evening papers
of Saturday—and they had put the message aside with many others of a vague and
enigmatical sort that Mrs. Bullock has from time to time delivered. When Doctor
Paget heard Mr. Vincey's story, he gave himself at once with great energy to
the pursuit of this clue to the discovery of Mr. Bessel. It would serve no
useful purpose here to describe the inquiries of Mr. Vincey and himself;
suffice it that the clue was a genuine one, and that Mr. Bessel was actually
discovered by its aid.
He was found at
the bottom of a detached shaft which had been sunk and abandoned at the
commencement of the work for the new electric railway near Baker Street
Station. His arm and leg and two ribs were broken. The shaft is protected by a
hoarding nearly 20 feet high, and over this, incredible as it seems, Mr.
Bessel, a stout, middle-aged gentleman, must have scrambled in order to fall
down the shaft. He was saturated in colza oil, and the smashed tin lay beside
him, but luckily the flame had been extinguished by his fall. And his madness
had passed from him altogether. But he was, of course, terribly enfeebled, and
at the sight of his rescuers he gave way to hysterical weeping.
In view of the
deplorable state of his flat, he was taken to the house of Dr. Hatton in Upper
Baker Street. Here he was subjected to a sedative treatment, and anything that
might recall the violent crisis through which he had passed was carefully
avoided. But on the second day he volunteered a statement.
Since that
occasion Mr. Bessel has several times repeated this statement—to myself among
other people—varying the details as the narrator of real experiences always
does, but never by any chance contradicting himself in any particular. And the
statement he makes is in substance as follows.
In order to
understand it clearly it is necessary to go back to his experiments with Mr.
Vincey before his remarkable attack. Mr. Bessel's first attempts at
self-projection, in his experiments with Mr. Vincey, were, as the reader will
remember, unsuccessful. But through all of them he was concentrating all his
power and will upon getting out of the body—"willing it with all my
might," he says. At last, almost against expectation, came success. And
Mr. Bessel asserts that he, being alive, did actually, by an effort of will,
leave his body and pass into some place or state outside this world.
The release was,
he asserts, instantaneous. "At one moment I was seated in my chair, with
my eyes tightly shut, my hands gripping the arms of the chair, doing all I
could to concentrate my mind on Vincey, and then I perceived myself outside my
body—saw my body near me, but certainly not containing me, with the hands
relaxing and the head drooping forward on the breast." Nothing shakes him
in his assurance of that release. He describes in a quiet, matter-of-fact way
the new sensation he experienced. He felt he had become impalpable—so much he
had expected, but he had not expected to find himself enormously large. So,
however, it would seem he became. "I was a great cloud—if I may express it
that way—anchored to my body. It appeared to me, at first, as if I had
discovered a greater self of which the conscious being in my brain was only a
little part. I saw the Albany and Piccadilly and Regent Street and all the
rooms and places in the houses, very minute and very bright and distinct,
spread out below me like a little city seen from a balloon. Every now and then
vague shapes like drifting wreaths of smoke made the vision a little
indistinct, but at first I paid little heed to them. The thing that astonished
me most, and which astonishes me still, is that I saw quite distinctly the
insides of the houses as well as the streets, saw little people dining and
talking in the private houses, men and women dining, playing billiards, and
drinking in restaurants and hotels, and several places of entertainment crammed
with people. It was like watching the affairs of a glass hive."
Such were Mr.
Bessel's exact words as I took them down when he told me the story. Quite
forgetful of Mr. Vincey, he remained for a space observing these things.
Impelled by curiosity, he says, he stooped down, and, with the shadowy arm he
found himself possessed of, attempted to touch a man walking along Vigo Street.
But he could not do so, though his finger seemed to pass through the man.
Something prevented his doing this, but what it was he finds it hard to
describe. He compares the obstacle to a sheet of glass.
"I felt as a
kitten may feel," he said, "when it goes for the first time to pat
its reflection in a mirror." Again and again, on the occasion when I heard
him tell this story, Mr. Bessel returned to that comparison of the sheet of glass.
Yet it was not altogether a precise comparison, because, as the reader will
speedily see, there were interruptions of this generally impermeable
resistance, means of getting through the barrier to the material world again.
But, naturally, there is a very great difficulty in expressing these
unprecedented impressions in the language of everyday experience.
A thing that
impressed him instantly, and which weighed upon him throughout all this
experience, was the stillness of this place—he was in a world without sound.
At first Mr.
Bessel's mental state was an unemotional wonder. His thought chiefly concerned
itself with where he might be. He was out of the body—out of his material body,
at any rate—but that was not all. He believes, and I for one believe also, that
he was somewhere out of space, as we understand it, altogether. By a strenuous
effort of will he had passed out of his body into a world beyond this world, a
world undreamt of, yet lying so close to it and so strangely situated with
regard to it that all things on this earth are clearly visible both from
without and from within in this other world about us. For a long time, as it
seemed to him, this realisation occupied his mind to the exclusion of all other
matters, and then he recalled the engagement with Mr. Vincey, to which this
astonishing experience was, after all, but a prelude.
He turned his
mind to locomotion in this new body in which he found himself. For a time he
was unable to shift himself from his attachment to his earthly carcass. For a
time this new strange cloud body of his simply swayed, contracted, expanded,
coiled, and writhed with his efforts to free himself, and then quite suddenly
the link that bound him snapped. For a moment everything was hidden by what
appeared to be whirling spheres of dark vapour, and then through a momentary
gap he saw his drooping body collapse limply, saw his lifeless head drop
sideways, and found he was driving along like a huge cloud in a strange place
of shadowy clouds that had the luminous intricacy of London spread like a model
below.
But now he was
aware that the fluctuating vapour about him was something more than vapour, and
the temerarious excitement of his first essay was shot with fear. For he
perceived, at first indistinctly, and then suddenly very clearly, that he was
surrounded by FACES! that each roll and coil of the seeming cloud-stuff was a
face. And such faces! Faces of thin shadow, faces of gaseous tenuity. Faces
like those faces that glare with intolerable strangeness upon the sleeper in
the evil hours of his dreams. Evil, greedy eyes that were full of a covetous
curiosity, faces with knit brows and snarling, smiling lips; their vague hands
clutched at Mr. Bessel as he passed, and the rest of their bodies was but an
elusive streak of trailing darkness. Never a word they said, never a sound from
the mouths that seemed to gibber. All about him they pressed in that dreamy
silence, passing freely through the dim mistiness that was his body, gathering
ever more numerously about him. And the shadowy Mr. Bessel, now suddenly
fear-stricken, drove through the silent, active multitude of eyes and clutching
hands. So inhuman were these faces, so malignant their staring eyes, and
shadowy, clawing gestures, that it did not occur to Mr. Bessel to attempt
intercourse with these drifting creatures. Idiot phantoms, they seemed,
children of vain desire, beings unborn and forbidden the boon of being, whose
only expressions and gestures told of the envy and craving for life that was
their one link with existence.
It says much for
his resolution that, amidst the swarming cloud of these noiseless spirits of
evil, he could still think of Mr. Vincey. He made a violent effort of will and
found himself, he knew not how, stooping towards Staple Inn, saw Vincey sitting
attentive and alert in his arm-chair by the fire.
And clustering
also about him, as they clustered ever about all that lives and breathes, was
another multitude of these vain voiceless shadows, longing, desiring, seeking
some loophole into life. For a space Mr. Bessel sought ineffectually to attract
his friend's attention. He tried to get in front of his eyes, to move the
objects in his room, to touch him. But Mr. Vincey remained unaffected, ignorant
of the being that was so close to his own. The strange something that Mr.
Bessel has compared to a sheet of glass separated them impermeably. And at last
Mr. Bessel did a desperate thing. I have told how that in some strange way he
could see not only the outside of a man as we see him, but within. He extended
his shadowy hand and thrust his vague black fingers, as it seemed, through the
heedless brain.
Then, suddenly,
Mr. Vincey started like a man who recalls his attention from wandering
thoughts, and it seemed to Mr. Bessel that a little dark-red body situated in
the middle of Mr. Vincey's brain swelled and glowed as he did so. Since that
experience he has been shown anatomical figures of the brain, and he knows now
that this is that useless structure, as doctors call it, the pineal eye. For,
strange as it will seem to many, we have, deep in our brains—where it cannot
possibly see any earthly light—an eye! At the time this, with the rest of the
internal anatomy of the brain, was quite new to him. At the sight of its
changed appearance, however, he thrust forth his finger, and, rather fearful
still of the consequences, touched this little spot. And instantly Mr. Vincey
started, and Mr. Bessel knew that he was seen.
And at that
instant it came to Mr. Bessel that evil had happened to his body, and behold! a
great wind blew through all that world of shadows and tore him away. So strong
was this persuasion that he thought no more of Mr. Vincey, but turned about
forthwith, and all the countless faces drove back with him like leaves before a
gale. But he returned too late. In an instant he saw the body that he had left
inert and collapsed—lying, indeed, like the body of a man just dead—had arisen,
had arisen by virtue of some strength and will beyond his own. It stood with
staring eyes, stretching its limbs in dubious fashion. For a moment he watched
it in wild dismay, and then he stooped towards it. But the pane of glass had
closed against him again, and he was foiled. He beat himself passionately
against this, and all about him the spirits of evil grinned and pointed and
mocked. He gave way to furious anger. He compares himself to a bird that has
fluttered heedlessly into a room and is beating at the window-pane that holds
it back from freedom.
And behold! the
little body that had once been his was now dancing with delight. He saw it shouting,
though he could not hear its shouts; he saw the violence of its movements grow.
He watched it fling his cherished furniture about in the mad delight of
existence, rend his books apart, smash bottles, drink heedlessly from the
jagged fragments, leap and smite in a passionate acceptance of living. He
watched these actions in paralysed astonishment. Then once more he hurled
himself against the impassable barrier, and then with all that crew of mocking
ghosts about him, hurried back in dire confusion to Vincey to tell him of the
outrage that had come upon him.
But the brain of
Vincey was now closed against apparitions, and the disembodied Mr. Bessel
pursued him in vain as he hurried out into Holborn to call a cab. Foiled and
terror-stricken, Mr. Bessel swept back again, to find his desecrated body
whooping in a glorious frenzy down the Burlington Arcade...
And now the
attentive reader begins to understand Mr. Bessel's interpretation of the first
part of this strange story. The being whose frantic rush through London had
inflicted so much injury and disaster had indeed Mr. Bessel's body, but it was
not Mr. Bessel. It was an evil spirit out of that strange world beyond
existence, into which Mr. Bessel had so rashly ventured. For twenty hours it
held possession of him, and for all those twenty hours the dispossessed
spirit-body of Mr. Bessel was going to and fro in that unheard-of middle world
of shadows seeking help in vain. He spent many hours beating at the minds of
Mr. Vincey and of his friend Mr. Hart. Each, as we know, he roused by his
efforts. But the language that might convey his situation to these helpers
across the gulf he did not know; his feeble fingers groped vainly and
powerlessly in their brains. Once, indeed, as we have already told, he was able
to turn Mr. Vincey aside from his path so that he encountered the stolen body
in its career, but he could not make him understand the thing that had
happened: he was unable to draw any help from that encounter...
All through those
hours the persuasion was overwhelming in Mr. Bessel's mind that presently his
body would be killed by its furious tenant, and he would have to remain in this
shadow-land for evermore. So that those long hours were a growing agony of
fear. And ever as he hurried to and fro in his ineffectual excitement,
innumerable spirits of that world about him mobbed him and confused his mind.
And ever an envious applauding multitude poured after their successful fellow
as he went upon his glorious career.
For that, it
would seem, must be the life of these bodiless things of this world that is the
shadow of our world. Ever they watch, coveting a way into a mortal body, in
order that they may descend, as furies and frenzies, as violent lusts and mad,
strange impulses, rejoicing in the body they have won. For Mr. Bessel was not
the only human soul in that place. Witness the fact that he met first one, and
afterwards several shadows of men, men like himself, it seemed, who had lost
their bodies even it may be as he had lost his, and wandered, despairingly, in
that lost world that is neither life nor death. They could not speak because
that world is silent, yet he knew them for men because of their dim human
bodies, and because of the sadness of their faces.
But how they had
come into that world he could not tell, nor where the bodies they had lost
might be, whether they still raved about the earth, or whether they were closed
forever in death against return. That they were the spirits of the dead neither
he nor I believe. But Doctor Wilson Paget thinks they are the rational souls of
men who are lost in madness on the earth. At last Mr. Bessel chanced upon a
place where a little crowd of such disembodied silent creatures was gathered,
and thrusting through them he saw below a brightly-lit room, and four or five
quiet gentlemen and a woman, a stoutish woman dressed in black bombazine and
sitting awkwardly in a chair with her head thrown back. He knew her from her
portraits to be Mrs. Bullock, the medium. And he perceived that tracts and
structures in her brain glowed and stirred as he had seen the pineal eye in the
brain of Mr. Vincey glow. The light was very fitful; sometimes it was a broad
illumination, and sometimes merely a faint twilight spot, and it shifted slowly
about her brain. She kept on talking and writing with one hand. And Mr. Bessel
saw that the crowding shadows of men about him, and a great multitude of the
shadow spirits of that shadowland, were all striving and thrusting to touch the
lighted regions of her brain. As one gained her brain or another was thrust
away, her voice and the writing of her hand changed. So that what she said was
disorderly and confused for the most part; now a fragment of one soul's
message, and now a fragment of another's, and now she babbled the insane
fancies of the spirits of vain desire. Then Mr. Bessel understood that she
spoke for the spirit that had touch of her, and he began to struggle very
furiously towards her. But he was on the outside of the crowd and at that time
he could not reach her, and at last, growing anxious, he went away to find what
had happened meanwhile to his body. For a long time he went to and fro seeking
it in vain and fearing that it must have been killed, and then he found it at
the bottom of the shaft in Baker Street, writhing furiously and cursing with
pain. Its leg and an arm and two ribs had been broken by its fall. Moreover,
the evil spirit was angry because his time had been so short and because of the
painmaking violent movements and casting his body about.
And at that Mr.
Bessel returned with redoubled earnestness to the room where the seance was
going on, and so soon as he had thrust himself within sight of the place he saw
one of the men who stood about the medium looking at his watch as if he meant
that the seance should presently end. At that a great number of the shadows who
had been striving turned away with gestures of despair. But the thought that
the seance was almost over only made Mr. Bessel the more earnest, and he
struggled so stoutly with his will against the others that presently he gained
the woman's brain. It chanced that just at that moment it glowed very brightly,
and in that instant she wrote the message that Doctor Wilson Paget preserved.
And then the other shadows and the cloud of evil spirits about him had thrust
Mr. Bessel away from her, and for all the rest of the seance he could regain
her no more.
So he went back
and watched through the long hours at the bottom of the shaft where the evil
spirit lay in the stolen body it had maimed, writhing and cursing, and weeping
and groaning, and learning the lesson of pain. And towards dawn the thing he
had waited for happened, the brain glowed brightly and the evil spirit came
out, and Mr. Bessel entered the body he had feared he should never enter again.
As he did so, the silence—the brooding silence—ended; he heard the tumult of
traffic and the voices of people overhead, and that strange world that is the
shadow of our world—the dark and silent shadows of ineffectual desire and the
shadows of lost men—vanished clean away.
He lay there for
the space of about three hours before he was found. And in spite of the pain
and suffering of his wounds, and of the dim damp place in which he lay; in
spite of the tears—wrung from him by his physical distress—his heart was full
of gladness to know that he was nevertheless back once more in the kindly world
of men.
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