Shambleau! Ha... Shambleau! "The wild hysteria
of the mob rocketed from wall to wall of Lakkdarol's narrow streets and the
storming of heavy boots over the slag-red pavement made an ominous undernote to
that swelling bay, "Shambleau! Shambleau!"
Northwest Smith
heard it coming and stepped into the nearest doorway, laying a wary hand on his
heat-gun's grip, and his colorless eyes narrowed. Strange sounds were common
enough in the streets of Earth's latest colony on Mars - a raw, red little town
where anything might happen, and very often did. But Northwest Smith, whose
name is known and respected in every dive and wild outpost on a dozen wild
planets, was a cautious man, despite his reputation. He set his back against
the wall and gripped his pistol, and heard the rising shout come nearer and
nearer.
Then into his
range of vision flashed a red running figure, dodging like a hunted hare from
shelter to shelter in the narrow street. It was a girl - a berry-brown girl in
a single tattered garment whose scarlet burnt the eyes with its brilliance. She
ran wearily, and he could hear her gasping breath from where he stood. As she
came into view he saw her hesitate and lean one hand against the wall for
support, and glance wildly around for shelter. She must not have seen him in
the depths of the doorway, for as the bay of the mob grew louder and the
pounding of feet sounded almost at the corner she gave a despairing little moan
and dodged into the recess at his very side.
When she saw him
standing there, tall and leather-brown, hand on his heat-gun, she sobbed once,
inarticulately, and collapsed at his feet, a huddle of burning scarlet and
bare, brown limbs.
Smith had not
seen her face, but she was a girl, and sweetly made and in danger; and though
he had not the reputation of a chivalrous man, something in her hopeless huddle
at his feet touched that chord of sympathy for the underdog that stirs in every
Earthman, and he pushed her gently into the corner behind him and jerked out
his gun, just as the first of the running mob rounded the corner.
It was a motley
crowd, Earthmen and Martians and a sprinkling of Venusian swampmen and strange,
nameless denizens of unnamed planets - a typical Lakkdarol mob. When the first
of them turned the corner and saw the empty street before them there was a
faltering in the rush and the foremost spread out and began to search the
doorways on both sides of the street.
"Looking for
something?" Smith's sardonic call sounded clear above the clamor of the
mob.
They turned. The
shouting died for a moment as they took in the scene before them - tall
Earthman in the space-explorer's leathern garb, all one color from the burning
of savage suns save for the sinister pallor of his no-colored eyes in a scarred
and resolute face, gun in his steady hand and the scarlet girl crouched behind
him, panting.
The foremost of
the crowd - a burly Earthman in tattered leather from which the Patrol insignia
had been ripped away - stared for a moment with a strange expression of
incredulity on his face overspreading the savage exultation of the chase. Then
he let loose a deep-throated bellow, "Shambleau!" and lunged forward.
Behind him the mob took up the cry again. "Shambleau! Shambleau!
Shambleau!" and surged after.
Smith, lounging
negligently against the wall, arms folded and gun-hand draped over his left
forearm, looked incapable of swift motion, but at the leader's first forward
step the pistol swept in a practiced half-circle and the dazzle of blue-white
heat leaping from its muzzle seared an arc in the slag pavement at his feet. It
was an old gesture, and not a man in the crowd but understood it. The foremost
recoiled swiftly against the surge of those in the rear, and for a moment there
was confusion as the two tides met and struggled. Smith's mouth curled into a
grim curve as he watched. The man in the mutilated Patrol uniform lifted a
threatening fist and stepped to the very edge of the deadline, while the crowd
rocked to and fro behind him.
"Are you
crossing that line?" queried Smith in an ominously gentle voice.
"We want
that girl!"
"Come and
get her!" Recklessly Smith grinned into his face. He saw danger there, but
his defiance was not the foolhardy gesture it seemed. An expert psychologist of
mobs from long experience, he sensed no murder here. Not a gun had appeared in
any hand in the crowd. They desired the girl with an inexplicable
bloodthirstiness he was at a loss to understand, but toward himself he sensed
no such fury. A mauling he might expect, but his life was in no danger. Guns
would have appeared before now if they were coming out at all. So he grinned in
the man's angry face and leaned lazily against the wall.
Behind their
self-appointed leader the crowd milled impatiently, and threatening voices
began to rise again. Smith heard the girl moan at his feet.
"What do you
want with her?" he demanded.
"She's
Shambleau! Shambleau, you fool! Kick her out of there - we'll take care of
her!"
"I'm taking
care of her," drawled Smith.
"She's
Shambleau, I tell you! Damn your hide, man, we never let those things live!
Kick her out here!"
The repeated name
had no meaning to him, but Smith's innate stubbornness rose defiantly as the
crowd surged forward to the very edge of the arc, their clamor growing louder.
"Shambleau! Kick her out here! Give us Shambleau! Shambleau!"
Smith dropped his
indolent pose like a cloak and planted both feet wide, swinging up his gun
threatening. "Keep back!" he yelled. "She's mine! Keep
back!"
He had no
intention of using that heat-beam. He knew by now that they would not kill him
unless he started the gunplay himself, and he did not mean to give up his life
for any girl alive. But a severe mauling he expected, and he braced himself
instinctively as the mob heaved within itself.
To his
astonishment a thing happened then that he had never known to happen before. At
his shouted defiance the foremost of the mob - those who had heard him clearly
- drew back a little, not in alarm but evidently surprised. The ex-Patrolman
said, "Yours! She's yours?" in a voice from which puzzlement crowded
out the anger.
Smith spread his
booted legs wide before the crouching figure and flourished his gun.
"Yes,"
he said. "And I'm keeping her! Stand back there!"
The man stared at
him wordlessly, and horror and disgust and incredulity mingled on his
weather-beaten face. The incredulity triumphed for a moment and he said again,
"Yours!"
Smith nodded
defiance.
The man stepped
back suddenly, unutterable contempt in his very pose. He waved an arm to the
crowd and said loudly, "It's - his!" and the press melted away, gone
silent, too, and the look of contempt spread from face to face.
The ex-Patrolman
spat on the slag-paved street and turned his back indifferently. "Keep
her, then," he advised briefly over one shoulder. "But don't let her
out again in this town!"
* * *
Smith stared in
perplexity almost open-mouthed as the suddenly scornful mob began to break up.
His mind was in a whirl. That such bloodthirsty animosity should vanish in a breath
he could not believe. And the curious mingling of contempt and disgust on the
faces he saw baffled him even more. Lakkdarol was anything but a puritan town -
it did not enter his head for a moment that his claiming the brown girl as his
own had caused that strangely shocked revulsion to spread through the crowd.
No, it was something deeper-rooted than that. Instinctive, instant disgust had
been in the faces he saw - they would have looked less so if he had admitted
cannibalism or Pharol-worship.
And they were
leaving his vicinity as swiftly as if whatever unknowing sin he had committed
were contagious. The street was emptying as rapidly as it had filled. He saw a
sleek Venusian glance back over his shoulder as he turned the corner and sneer,
"Shambleau!" and the word awoke a new line of speculation in Smith's
mind. Shambleau! Vaguely of French origin, it must be. And strange enough to
hear it from the lips of Venusian and Martian drylanders, but it was their use
of it that puzzled him more. "We never let those things live," the
ex-Patrolman had said. It reminded him dimly of something... an ancient line
from some writing in his own tongue... "Thou shalt not suffer a witch to
live." He smiled to himself at the similarity, and simultaneously was
aware of the girl at his elbow.
She had risen
soundlessly. He turned to face her, sheathing his gun and stared at first with
curiosity and then in the entirely frank openness with which men regard that
which is not wholly human. For she was not. He knew it at a glance, though the
brown, sweet body was shaped like a woman's and she wore the garment of scarlet
- he saw it was leather - with an ease that few unhuman beings achieve toward
clothing. He knew it from the moment he looked into her eyes, and a shiver of unrest
went over him as he met them. They were frankly green as young grass, with
slit-like, feline pupils that pulsed unceasingly, and there was a look of dark,
animal wisdom in their depths - that look of the beast which sees more than
man.
There was no hair
upon her face - neither brows nor lashes, and he would have sworn that the
tight scarlet turban bound around her head covered baldness. She had three
fingers and a thumb, and her feet had four digits apiece too, and all sixteen
of them were tipped with round claws that sheathed back into the flesh like a
cat's. She ran her tongue over her lips - a thin, pink, flat tongue as feline
as her eyes - and spoke with difficulty. He felt that that throat and tongue
had never been shaped for human speech.
"Not -
afraid now," she said softly, and her little teeth were white and polished
as a kitten's.
"What did
they want you for?" he asked her curiously. "What have you done?
Shambleau... is that your name?"
"I - not
talk your - speech," she demurred hesitantly.
"Well, try
to - I want to know. Why were they chasing you? Will you be safe on the street
now, or hadn't you better get indoors somewhere? They looked dangerous."
"I - go with
you." She brought it out with difficulty.
"Say
you!" Smith grinned. "What are you, anyhow? You look like a kitten to
me."
"Shambleau."
She said it somberly.
"Where d'you
live? Are you a Martian?"
"I come from
- from far - from long ago - far country -"
"Wait!"
laughed Smith. "You're getting your wires crossed. You're not a Martian?"
She drew herself
up very straight beside him, lifting the turbaned head, and there was something
queenly in the pose of her.
"Martian?"
she said scornfully. "My people - are - are - you have no word. Your
speech - hard for me."
"What's
yours? I might know it - try me."
She lifted her
head and met his eyes squarely, and there was in hers a subtle amusement - he
could have sworn it.
"Some day I
- speak to you in - my own language," she promised, and the pink tongue
flicked out over her lips, swiftly, hungrily.
Approaching
footsteps on the red pavement interrupted Smith's reply. A dryland Martian came
past, reeling a little and exuding an aroma of segir-whisky, the Venusian
brand. When he caught the red flash of the girl's tatters he turned his head
sharply, and as his segir-steeped brain took in the fact of her presence he
lurched toward the recess unsteadily, bawling, "Shambleau, by Pharol!
Shambleau!" and reached out a clutching hand.
Smith struck it
aside contemptuously.
"On your
way, drylander," he advised.
The man drew back
and stared, bleary-eyed.
"Yours,
eh?" he croaked. "Zut! You're welcome to it!" And like the
ex-Patrolman before him he spat on the pavement and turned away, muttering
harshly in the blasphemous tongue of the drylands.
Smith watched him
shuffle off, and there was a crease between his colorless eyes, a nameless
unease rising within him.
"Come
on," he said abruptly to the girl. "If this sort of thing is going to
happen we'd better get indoors. Where shall I take you?"
"With -
you," she murmured.
He stared down
into the flat green eyes. Those ceaselessly pulsing pupils disturbed him, but
it seemed to him, vaguely, that behind the animal shallows of her gaze was a
shutter - a closed barrier that might at any moment open to reveal the very
deeps of that dark knowledge he sensed there.
Roughly he said
again, "Come on, then," and stepped down into the street.
She pattered
along a pace or two behind him, making no effort to keep up with his long
strides, and though Smith - as men know from Venus to Jupiter's moons - walks
as softly as a cat, even in spacemen's boots, the girl at his heels slid like a
shadow over the rough pavement, making so little sound that even the lightness
of his footsteps was loud in the empty street.
Smith chose the
less frequented ways of Lakkdarol, and somewhat shamefacedly thanked his
nameless gods that his lodgings were not far away, for the few pedestrians he
met turned and stared after the two with that by now familiar mingling of
horror and contempt which he was as far as ever from understanding.
The room he had
engaged was a single cubicle in a lodging-house on the edge of the city.
Lakkdarol, raw camptown that it was in those days, could have furnished little
better anywhere within its limits, and Smith's errand there was not one he
wished to advertise. He had slept in worse places than this before, and knew
that he would do so again.
There was no one
in sight when he entered, and the girl slipped up the stairs at his heels and
vanished through the door, shadowy, unseen by anyone in the house. Smith closed
the door and leaned his broad shoulders against the panels, regarding her
speculatively.
She took in what
little the room had to offer in a glance - frowsy bed, rickety table, mirror
hanging unevenly and cracked against the wall, unpainted chairs - a typical
camptown room in an Earth settlement abroad. She accepted its poverty in that
single glance, dismissed it, then crossed to the window and leaned out for a
moment, gazing across the low roof-tops toward the barren countryside beyond,
red slag under the late afternoon sun.
"You can
stay here," said Smith abruptly, "until I leave town. I'm waiting
here for a friend to come in from Venus. Have you eaten?"
"Yes,"
said the girl quickly. "I shall - need no - food for - a while."
"Well
-" Smith glanced around the room. "I'll be in sometime tonight. You
can go or stay just as you please. Better lock the door behind me."
With no more
formality than that he left her. The door closed and he heard the key turn, and
smiled to himself. He did not expect, then, ever to see her again.
He went down the
steps and out into the late-slanting sunlight with a mind so full of other
matters that the brown girl receded very quickly into the background. Smith's
errand in Lakkdarol, like most of his errands, is better not spoken of. Man
lives as he must, and Smith's living was a perilous affair outside the law and
ruled by the ray-gun only. It is enough to say that the shipping-port and its
cargoes outbound interested him deeply just now, and that the friend he awaited
was Yarol the Venusian, in that swift little Edsel ship the Maid that can flash
from world to world with a derisive speed that laughs at Patrol boats and
leaves pursuers floundering in the ether far behind. Smith and Yarol and the
Maid were a trinity that had caused Patrol leaders much worry and many gray
hairs in the past, and the future looked very bright to Smith himself that
evening as he left his lodging-house.
* * *
Lakkdarol
roars by night, as Earthmen's camp-towns have a way of doing on every planet
where Earth's outposts are, and it was beginning lustily as Smith went down
among the awakening lights toward the center of town. His business there does
not concern us. He mingled with the crowd where the lights were brightest, and
there was the click of ivory counters and the jingle of silver, and red segir
gurgled invitingly from black Venusian bottles, and much later Smith strolled
homeward under the moving moons of Mars, and if the street wavered a little
under his feet now and then - why, that is only understandable. Not even Smith
could drink red segir at every bar from the Martian Lamb to the New Chicago and
remain entirely steady on his feet. But he found his way back with very little
difficulty - considering - and spent a good five minutes hunting for his key
before he remembered he had left it in the inner lock for the girl.
He knocked then,
and there was no sound of footsteps from within, but in a few moments the latch
clicked and the door swung open. She retreated soundlessly before him as he
entered, and took up her favorite place against the window, leaning back on the
sill and outlined against the starry sky beyond. The room was in darkness.
Smith flipped the
switch by the door and then leaned back against the panels, steadying himself.
The cool night air had sobered him a little and his head was clear enough -
liquor went to Smith's feet, not his head, or he would never have come this far
along the lawless way he had chosen. He lounged against the door now and
regarded the girl in the sudden glare of the bulbs, blinking a little as much
at the scarlet of her clothing as at the light.
"So you
stayed," he said.
"I -
waited," she answered softly, leaning farther back against the sill and clasping
the rough wood with slim, three-fingered hands, pale brown against the
darkness.
"Why?"
She did not
answer that, but her mouth curved into a slow smile. On a woman it would have
been reply enough - provocative, daring. On Shambleau there was something
pitiful and horrible in it - so human on the face of one half-animal. And
yet... that sweet brown body curving so softly from the tatters of scarlet
leather - the velvety texture of that brownness - the white-flashing smile...
Smith was aware of a stirring excitement within him. After all - time would be
hanging heavy now until Yarol came... Speculatively he allowed the steel-pale
eyes to wander over her, with a slow regard that missed nothing. And when he
spoke he was aware that his voice had deepened a little...
"Come
here," he said.
She came forward
slowly, on bare clawed feet that made no slightest sound on the floor, and
stood before him with downcast eyes and mouth trembling in that pitifully human
smile. He took her by the shoulders - velvety soft shoulders, of a creamy
smoothness that was not the texture of human flesh. A little tremor went over
her, perceptibly, at the contact of his hands. Northwest Smith caught his
breath suddenly and dragged her to him... sweet yielding brownness in the circle
of his arms... heard her own breath catch and quicken as her velvety arms
closed about his neck. And then he was looking down into her face, very near,
and the green animal eyes met his with the pulsing pupils and the flicker of -
something - deep behind their shallows - and through the rising clamor of his
blood, even as he stooped his lips to hers, Smith felt something deep within
him shudder away - inexplicable, instinctive, revolted. What it might be he had
no words to tell, but the very touch of her was suddenly loathsome - so soft
and velvet and unhuman - and it might have been an animal's face that lifted
itself to his mouth - the dark knowledge looked hungrily from the darkness of
those slit pupils - and for a mad instant he knew that same wild, feverish
revulsion he had seen in the faces of the mob...
"God!"
he gasped, a far more ancient invocation against evil than he realized, then or
ever, and he ripped her arms from his neck, swung her away with such a force
that she reeled half across the room. Smith fell back against the door,
breathing heavily, and stared at her while the wild revolt died slowly within
him.
She had fallen to
the floor beneath the window, and as she lay there against the wall with bent
head he saw, curiously, that her turban had slipped - the turban that he had
been so sure covered baldness - and a lock of scarlet hair fell below the
binding leather, hair as scarlet as her garment, as unhumanly red as her eyes
were unhumanly green. He stared, and shook his head dizzily and stared again,
for it seemed to him that the thick lock of crimson had moved, squirmed of
itself against her cheek.
At the contact of
it her hands flew up and she tucked it away with a very human gesture and then
dropped her head again into her hands. And from the deep shadow of her fingers
he thought she was staring up at him covertly.
Smith drew a deep
breath and passed a hand across his forehead. The inexplicable moment had gone
as quickly as it came - too swiftly for him to understand or analyze it. "Got
to lay off the segir," he told himself unsteadily. Had he imagined that
scarlet hair? After all, she was no more than a pretty brown girl-creature from
one of the many half-human races peopling the planets. No more than that, after
all. A pretty little thing, but animal... He laughed, a little shakily.
"No more of
that," he said. "God knows I'm no angel, but there's got to be a
limit somewhere. Here." He crossed to the bed and sorted out a pair of
blankets from the untidy heap, tossing them to the far corner of the room.
"You can sleep there."
Wordlessly she
rose from the floor and began to rearrange the blankets, the uncomprehending
resignation of the animal eloquent in every line of her.
* * *
Smith had a
strange dream that night. He thought he had awakened to a room full of darkness
and moonlight and moving shadows, for the nearer moon of Mars was racing
through the sky and everything on the planet below her was endued with a
restless life in the dark. And something... some nameless, unthinkable thing...
was coiled about his throat... something like a soft snake, wet and warm. It
lay loose and light about his neck... and it was moving gently, very gently,
with a soft, caressive pressure that sent little thrills of delight through
every nerve and fiber of him, a perilous delight - beyond physical pleasure,
deeper than joy of the mind. That warm softness was caressing the very roots of
his soul and with a terrible intimacy. The ecstasy of it left him weak, and yet
he knew - in a flash of knowledge born of this impossible dream - that the soul
should not be handled... And with that knowledge a horror broke upon him,
turning the pleasure into a rapture of revulsion, hateful, horrible - but still
most foully sweet. He tried to lift his hands and tear the dream-monstrosity
from his throat - tired but half-heartedly; for though his soul was revolted to
its very deeps, yet the delight of his body was so great that his hands all but
refused the attempt. But when at last he tried to lift his arms a cold shock went
over him and he found that he could not stir... his body lay stony as marble
beneath the blankets, a living marble that shuddered with a dreadful delight
through every rigid vein.
The revulsion
grew strong upon him as he struggled against the paralyzing dream - a struggle
of soul against sluggish body - titanically, until the moving dark was streaked
with blankness that clouded and closed about him at last and he sank back into
the oblivion from which he had awakened.
* * *
Next morning, when the bright sunlight shining
through Mars' clear thin air awakened him, Smith lay for a while trying to
remember. The dream had been more vivid than reality, but he could not now
quite recall... only that it had been more sweet and horrible than anything
else in life. He lay puzzling for a while, until a soft sound from the corner
aroused him from his thoughts and he sat up to see the girl lying in a cat-like
coil on her blankets, watching him with round, grave eyes. He regarded her
somewhat ruefully.
"Morning,"
he said. "I've just had the devil of a dream... Well, hungry?"
She shook her
head silently, and he could have sworn there was a covert gleam of strange
amusement in her eyes.
He stretched and
yawned, dismissing the nightmare temporarily from his mind.
"What am I
going to do with you?" he inquired, turning to more immediate matters.
"I'm leaving here in a day or two and I can't take you along, you know.
Where'd you come from in the first place?"
Again she shook
her head.
"Not
telling? Well, it's your business. You can stay here until I give up the room.
From then on you'll have to do your own worrying."
He swung his feet
to the floor and reached for his clothes.
Ten minutes
later, slipping the heat-gun into its holster at his thigh, Smith turned to the
girl. "There's food-concentrate in that box on the table. It ought to hold
you until I get back. And you'd better lock the door again after I've
gone."
Her wide,
unwavering stare was his only answer, and he was not sure she had understood,
but at any rate the lock clicked after him as before, and he went down the
steps with a faint grin on his lips.
The memory of
last night's extraordinary dream was slipping from him, as such memories do,
and by the time he had reached the street the girl and the dream and all of
yesterday's happenings were blotted out by the sharp necessities of the
present.
Again the
intricate business that had brought him here claimed his attention. He went
about it to the exclusion of all else, and there was a good reason behind everything
he did from the moment he stepped out into the street until the time when he
turned back again at evening; though had one chosen to follow him during the
day his apparently aimless rambling through Lakkdarol would have seemed very
pointless.
He must have
spent two hours at the least idling by the space-port, watching with sleepy,
colorless eyes the ships that came and went, the passengers, the vessels lying
at wait, the cargoes - particularly the cargoes. He made the rounds of the
town's saloons once more, consuming many glasses of varied liquors in the
course of the day and engaging in idle conversation with men of all races and
worlds, usually in their own languages, for Smith was a linguist of repute
among his contemporaries. He heard the gossip of the spaceways, news from a
dozen planets of a thousand different events. He heard the latest joke about
the Venusian Emperor and the latest report on the Chino-Aryan war and the
latest song hot from the lips of Rose Robertson, whom every man on the civilized
planets adored as "the Georgia Rose." He passed the day quite
profitably, for his own purposes, which do not concern us now, and it was not
until late evening, when he turned homeward again, that the thought of the
brown girl in his room took definite shape in his mind, though it had been
lurking there, formless and submerged, all day.
He had no idea
what comprised her usual diet, but he bought a can of New York roast beef and
one of Venusian frog-broth and a dozen fresh canal-apples and two pounds of that
Earth lettuce that grows so vigorously in the fertile canal-soil of Mars. He
felt that she must surely find something to her liking in this broad variety of
edibles, and - for his day had been very satisfactory - he hummed "The
Green Hills of Earth" to himself in a surprisingly good baritone as he
climbed the stairs.
* * *
The door was locked, as before, and he was reduced
to kicking the lower panels gently with his boot, for his arms were full. She
opened the door with that softness that was characteristic of her and stood
regarding him in the semidarkness as he stumbled to the table with his load.
The room was unlit again.
"Why don't
you turn on the lights?" he demanded irritably after he had barked his
shin on the chair by the table in an effort to deposit his burden there.
"Light and -
dark - they are alike - to me," she murmured.
"Cat eyes,
eh? Well, you look the part. Here, I've brought you some dinner. Take your
choice. Fond of roast beef? Or how about a little frog-broth?"
She shook her
head and backed away a step.
"No,"
she said. "I can not - eat your food."
Smith's brows
wrinkled. "Didn't you have any of the food-tablets?"
Again the red
turban shook negatively.
"Then you
haven't had anything for - why, more than twenty-four hours! You must be
starved."
"Not
hungry," she denied.
"What can I
find for you to eat, then? There's time yet if I hurry. You've got to eat,
child."
"I shall -
eat," she said softly. "Before long - I shall - feed. Have no -
worry."
She turned away
then and stood at the window, looking out over the moonlit landscape as if to
end the conversation. Smith cast her a puzzled glance as he opened the can of
roast beef. There had been an odd undernote in that assurance that,
undefinably, he did not like. And the girl had teeth and tongue and presumably
a fairly human digestive system, to judge from her human form. It was nonsense
for her to pretend that he could find nothing that she could eat. She must have
had some of the food concentrate after all, he decided, prying up the thermos
lid of the inner container to release the long-sealed savor of the hot meat
inside.
"Well, if
you won't eat you won't," he observed philosophically as he poured hot
broth and diced beef into the dish-like lid of the thermos can and extracted the
spoon from its hiding-place between the inner and outer receptacles. She turned
a little to watch him as he pulled up a rickety chair and sat down to the food,
and after a while the realization that her green gaze was fixed so unwinkingly
upon him made the man nervous, and he said between bites of creamy canal-apple,
"Why don't you try a little of this? It's good."
"The food -
I eat is - better," her soft voice told him in its hesitant murmur, and
again he felt rather than heard a faint undernote of unpleasantness in the
words. A sudden suspicion struck him as he pondered on that last remark - some
vague memory of horror-tales told about campfires in the past - and he swung
round in the chair to look at her, a tiny, creeping fear unaccountably arising.
There had been that in her words - in her unspoken words, that menaced...
She stood up
beneath his gaze demurely, wide green eyes with their pulsing pupils meeting
his without a falter. But her mouth was scarlet and her teeth were sharp...
"What food
do you eat?" he demanded. And then, after a pause, very softly,
"Blood?"
She stared at him
for a moment, uncomprehending; then something like amusement curled her lips
and she said scornfully, "You think me - vampire, eh? No - I am
Shambleau!"
Unmistakably there
were scorn and amusement in her voice at the suggestion, but as unmistakably
she knew what he meant - accepted it as a logical suspicion - vampire!
Fairy-tales - but fairy-tales this unhuman, outland creature was most familiar
with. Smith was not a credulous man, nor a superstitious one, but he had seen
too many strange things himself to doubt that the wildest legend might have a
basis of fact. And there was something namelessly strange about her...
He puzzled over
it for a while between deep bites of the canal-apple. And though he wanted to
question her about a great many things, he did not, for he knew how futile it
would be.
He said nothing
more until the meat was finished and another canal-apple had followed the
first, and he had cleared away the meal by the simple expedient of tossing the
empty can out of the window. Then he lay back in the chair and surveyed her
from half-closed eyes, colorless in a face tanned like saddle-leather. And
again he was conscious of the brown, soft curves of her, velvety - subtle arcs
and planes of smooth flesh under the tatters of scarlet leather. Vampire she
might be, unhuman she certainly was, but desirable beyond words as she sat
submissive beneath his low regard, her red-turbaned head bent, her clawed
fingers lying in her lap. They sat very still for a while, and the silence
throbbed between them.
She was so like a
woman - an Earth woman - sweet and submissive and demure, and softer than soft
fur, if he could forget the three-fingered claws and the pulsing eyes - and
that deeper strangeness beyond words... (Had he dreamed that red lock of hair
that moved? Had it been segir that woke the wild revulsion he knew when he held
her in his arms? Why had the mob so thirsted for her?) He sat and stared, and
despite the mystery of her and the half-suspicions that thronged his mind - for
she was so beautifully soft and curved under those revealing tatters - he
slowly realized that his pulses were mounting, became aware of a kindling
within... brown girl-creature with downcast eyes... and then the lids lifted
and the green flatness of a cat's gaze met his, and last night's revulsion woke
swiftly again, like a warning bell that clanged as their eyes met - animal,
after all, too sleek and soft for humanity, and that inner strangeness...
Smith shrugged
and sat up. His failings were legion, but the weakness of the flesh was not
among the major ones. He motioned the girl to her pallet of blankets in the
corner and turned to his own bed.
* * *
From deeps of
sound sleep he awoke much later. He awoke suddenly and completely, and with
that inner excitement that presages something momentous. He awoke to brilliant
moonlight, turning the room so bright that he could see the scarlet of the
girl's rags as she sat up on her pallet. She was awake, she was sitting with
her shoulder half turned to him and her head bent, and some warning instinct
crawled coldly up his spine as he watched what she was doing. And yet it was a
very ordinary thing for a girl to do - any girl, anywhere. She was unbinding
her turban...
He watched, not
breathing, a presentiment of something horrible stirring in his brain,
inexplicably... The red folds loosened, and - he knew then that he had not
dreamed - again a scarlet lock swung down against her cheek... a hair, was it?
a lock of hair?... thick as a thick worm it fell, plumply, against that smooth
cheek... more scarlet than blood and thick as a crawling worm... and like a
worm it crawled.
Smith rose on an
elbow, not realizing the motion, and fixed an unwinking stare, with a sort of
sick, fascinated incredulity, on that - that lock of hair. He had not dreamed.
Until now he had taken it for granted that it was the segir which had made it
seem to move on that evening before. But now... it was lengthening, stretching,
moving of itself. It must be hair, but it crawled; with a sickening life of its
own it squirmed down against her cheek, caressingly, revoltingly, impossibly...
Wet, it was, and round and thick and shining...
She unfastened
the last fold and whipped the turban off. From what he saw then Smith would
have turned his eyes away - and he had looked on dreadful things before,
without flinching - but he could not stir. He could only lie there on elbow
staring at the mass of scarlet, squirming - worms, hairs, what? - that writhed
over her head in a dreadful mockery of ringlets. And it was lengthening,
falling, somehow growing before his eyes, down over her shoulders in a spilling
cascade, a mass that even at the beginning could never have been hidden under
the skull-tight turban she had worn. He was beyond wondering, but he realized
that. And still it squirmed and lengthened and fell, and she shook it out in a
horrible travesty of a woman shaking out her unbound hair - until the
unspeakable tangle of it - twisting, writhing, obscenely scarlet - hung to her
waist and beyond, and still lengthened, an endless mass of crawling horror that
until now, somehow, impossibly, had been hidden under the tight-bound turban.
It was like a nest of blind, restless red worms... it was - it was like naked
entrails endowed with an unnatural aliveness, terrible beyond words.
Smith lay in the
shadows, frozen without and within in a sick numbness that came of utter shock
and revulsion.
She shook out the
obscene, unspeakable tangle over her shoulders, and somehow he knew that she
was going to turn in a moment and that he must meet her eyes. The thought of
that meeting stopped his heart with dread, more awfully than anything else in
this nightmare horror; for nightmare it must be, surely. But he knew without
trying that he could not wrench his eyes away - the sickened fascination of
that sight held him motionless, and somehow there was a certain beauty...
Her head was
turning. The crawling awfulness rippled and squirmed at the motion, writhing thick
and wet and shining over the soft brown shoulders about which they fell now in
obscene cascades that all but hid her body. Her head was turning. Smith lay
numb. And very slowly he saw the round of her cheek foreshorten and her profile
come into view, all the scarlet horrors twisting ominously, and the profile
shortened in turn and her full face came slowly round toward the bed -
moonlight shining brilliantly as day on the pretty girl-face, demure and sweet,
framed in tangled obscenity that crawled...
The green eyes
met his. He felt a perceptible shock, and a shudder rippled down his paralyzed
spine, leaving an icy numbness in its wake. He felt the goose-flesh rising. But
that numbness and cold horror he scarcely realized, for the green eyes were
locked with his in a long, long look that somehow presaged nameless things -
not altogether unpleasant things - the voiceless voice of her mind assailing
him with little murmurous promises...
For a moment he
went down into a blind abyss of submission; and then somehow the very sight of
that obscenity in eyes that did not then realize they saw it, was dreadful
enough to draw him out of the seductive darkness... the sight of her crawling
and alive with unnamable horror.
She rose, and
down about her in a cascade fell the squirming scarlet of - of what grew upon
her head. It fell in a long, alive cloak to her bare feet on the floor, hiding
her in a wave of dreadful, wet, writhing life. She put up her hands and like a
swimmer she parted the waterfall of it, tossing the masses back over her
shoulders to reveal her own brown body, sweetly curved. She smiled exquisitely,
and in starting waves back from her forehead and down about her in a hideous
background writhed the snaky wetness of her living tresses. And Smith knew that
he looked upon Medusa.
The knowledge of
that - the realization of vast backgrounds reaching into misted history - shook
him out of his frozen horror for a moment, and in that moment he met her eyes
again, smiling, green as glass in the moonlight, half hooded under drooping
lids. Through the twisting scarlet she held out her arms. And there was
something soul-shakingly desirable about her, so that all the blood surged to
his head suddenly and he stumbled to his feet like a sleeper in a dream as she swayed
toward him, infinitely graceful, infinitely sweet in her cloak of living
horror.
And somehow there
was beauty in it, the wet scarlet writhings with moonlight sliding and shining
along the thick, worm-round tresses and losing itself in the masses only to
glint again and move silvery along writhing tendrils - an awful, shuddering
beauty more dreadful than any ugliness could be.
But all this,
again, he but half realized, for the insidious murmur was coiling again through
his brain, promising, caressing, alluring, sweeter than honey; and the green
eyes that held his were clear and burning like the depths of a jewel, and
behind the pulsing slits of darkness he was staring into a greater dark that
held all things... He had known - dimly he had known when he first gazed into
those flat animal shallows that behind them lay this - all beauty and terror,
all horror and delight, in the infinite darkness upon which her eyes opened
like windows, paned with emerald glass.
Her lips moved,
and in a murmur that blended indistinguishably with the silence and the sway of
her body and the dreadful sway of her - her hair - she whispered - very softly,
very passionately, "I shall - speak to you now - in my own tongue - oh,
beloved!"
And in her living
cloak she swayed to him, the murmur swelling seductive and caressing in his
innermost brain - promising, compelling, sweeter than sweet. His flesh crawled
to the horror of her, but it was a perverted revulsion that clasped what it
loathed. His arms slid round her under the sliding cloak, wet, wet and warm and
hideously alive - and the sweet velvet body was clinging to his, her arms
locked about his neck - and with a whisper and a rush the unspeakable horror
closed about them both.
In nightmares
until he died he remembered that moment when the living tresses of Shambleau
first folded him in their embrace. A nauseous, smothering odor as the wetness
shut around him - thick, pulsing worms clasping every inch of his body,
sliding, writhing, their wetness and warmth striking through his garments as if
he stood naked to their embrace.
All this in a
graven instant - and after that a tangled flash of conflicting sensation before
oblivion closed over him for he remembered the dream - and knew it for
nightmare reality now, and the sliding, gently moving caresses of those wet,
warm worms upon his flesh was an ecstasy above words - that deeper ecstasy that
strikes beyond the body and beyond the mind and tickles the very roots of soul
with unnatural delight. So he stood, rigid as marble, as helplessly stony as
any of Medusa's victims in ancient legends were, while the terrible pleasure of
Shambleau thrilled and shuddered through every fiber of him; through every atom
of his body and the intangible atoms of what men call the soul, through all that
was Smith the dreadful pleasure ran. And it was truly dreadful. Dimly he knew
it, even as his body answered to the root-deep ecstasy, a foul and dreadful
wooing from which his very soul shuddered away - and yet in the innermost
depths of that soul some grinning traitor shivered with delight. But deeply,
behind all this, he knew horror and revulsion and despair beyond telling, while
the intimate caresses crawled obscenely in the secret places of his soul - knew
that the soul should not be handled - and shook with the perilous pleasure
through it all.
And this conflict
and knowledge, this mingling of rapture and revulsion all took place in the
flashing of a moment while the scarlet worms coiled and crawled upon him,
sending deep, obscene tremors of that infinite pleasure into every atom that
made up Smith. And he could not stir in that slimy, ecstatic embrace - and a
weakness was flooding that grew deeper after each succeeding wave of intense
delight, and the traitor in his soul strengthened and drowned out the revulsion
- and something within him ceased to struggle as he sank wholly into a blazing
darkness that was oblivion to all else but that devouring rapture...
* * *
The young
Venusian climbing the stairs to his friend's lodging-room pulled out his key
absent-mindedly, a pucker forming between his fine brows. He was slim, as all
Venusians are, as fair and sleek as any of them, and as with most of his
countrymen the look of cherubic innocence on his face was wholly deceptive. He
had the face of a fallen angel, without Lucifer's majesty to redeem it; for a
black devil grinned in his eyes and there were faint lines of ruthlessness and
dissipation about his mouth to tell of the long years behind him that had run
the gamut of experiences and made his name, next to Smith's, the most hated and
the most respected in the records of the Patrol.
He mounted the
stairs now with a puzzled frown between his eyes. He had come into Lakkdarol on
the noon liner - the Maid in her hold very skillfully disguised with paint and
otherwise - to find in lamentable disorder the affairs he had expected to be
settled. And cautious inquiry elicited the information that Smith had not been
seen for three days. That was not like his friend - he had never failed before,
and the two stood to lose not only a large sum of money but also their personal
safety by the inexplicable lapse on the part of Smith. Yarol could think of one
solution only: fate had at last caught up with his friend. Nothing but physical
disability could explain it.
Still puzzling,
he fitted his key in the lock and swung the door open.
In that first
moment, as the door opened, he sensed something very wrong... The room was
darkened, and for a while he could see nothing, but at the first breath he
scented a strange, unnamable odor, half sickening, half sweet. And deep
stirrings of ancestral memory awoke within him - ancient swamp-born memories
from Venusian ancestors far away and long ago...
Yarol laid his
hand on his gun, lightly, and opened the door wider. In the dimness all he
could see at first was a curious mound in the far corner... Then his eyes grew
accustomed to the dark, and he saw it more clearly, a mound that somehow heaved
and stirred within itself... A mound of - he caught his breath sharply - a
mound like a mass of entrails, living, moving, writhing with an unspeakable
aliveness. Then a hot Venusian oath broke from his lips and he cleared the
door-sill in a swift stride, slammed the door and set his back against it, gun
ready in his hand, although his flesh crawled - for he knew...
"Smith!"
he said softly, in a voice thick with horror.
The moving mass
stirred - shuddered - sank back into crawling quiescence again.
"Smith!
Smith!" The Venusian's voice was gentle and insistent, and it quivered a
little with terror.
An impatient
ripple went over the whole mass of aliveness in the corner. It stirred again,
reluctantly, and then tendril by writhing tendril it began to part itself and
fall aside, and very slowly the brown of a spaceman's leather appeared beneath
it, all slimed and shining.
"Smith!
Northwest!" Yarol's persistent whisper came again, urgently, and with a
dream-like slowness the leather garments moved... a man sat up in the midst of
the writhing worms, a man who once, long ago, might have been Northwest Smith.
From head to foot he was slimy from the embrace of the crawling horror about
him. His face was that of some creature beyond humanity - dead-alive, fixed in
a gray stare, and the look of terrible ecstasy that overspread it seemed to
come from somewhere far within, a faint reflection from immeasurable distances
beyond the flesh. And as there is mystery and magic in the moonlight which is
after all but a reflection of the everyday sun, so in that gray face turned to
the door was a terror unnamable and sweet, a reflection of ecstasy beyond the
understanding of any who had known only earthly ecstasy themselves. And as he
sat there turning a blank, eyeless face to Yarol the red worms writhed
ceaselessly about him, very gently, with a soft, caressive motion that never
slacked.
"Smith... come
here! Smith... get up... Smith, Smith!" Yarol's whisper hissed in the
silence, commanding, urgent - but he made no move to leave the door.
And with a dreadful slowness, like a dead man
rising, Smith stood up in the nest of slimy scarlet. He swayed drunkenly on his
feet, and two or three crimson tendrils came writhing up his legs to the knees
and wound themselves there, supportingly, moving with a ceaseless caress that
seemed to give him some hidden strength, for he said then, without inflection.
"Go away. Go
away. Leave me alone." And the dead ecstatic face never changed.
"Smith!"
Yarol's voice was desperate. "Smith, listen! Smith, can't you hear
me?"
"Go
away," the monotonous voice said. "Go away. Go away. Go -"
"Not unless
you come too. Can't you hear? Smith! Smith! I'll -"
He hushed in
mid-phrase, and once more the ancestral prickle of race-memory shivered down
his back, for the scarlet mass was moving again, violently, rising...
Yarol pressed
back against the door and gripped his gun, and the name of a god he had
forgotten years ago rose to his lips unbidden. For he knew what was coming
next, and the knowledge was more dreadful than any ignorance could have been.
The red, writhing
mass rose higher, and the tendrils parted and a human face looked out - no,
half human, with green cat-eyes that shone in that dimness like lighted jewels,
compellingly...
Yarol breathed
"Shar!" again, and flung up an arm across his face, and the tingle of
meeting that green gaze for even an instant went thrilling through him
perilously.
"Smith!"
he called in despair. "Smith, can't you hear me?"
"Go
away," said that voice that was not Smith's. "Go away."
And somehow,
although he dared not look, Yarol knew that the - the other - had parted those
worm-thick tresses and stood there in all the human sweetness of the brown,
curved woman's body, cloaked in living horror. And he felt the eyes upon him,
and something was crying insistently in his brain to lower that shielding
arm... He was lost - he knew it, and the knowledge gave him that courage which
comes from despair. The voice in his brain was growing, swelling, deafening him
with a roaring command that all but swept him before it - command to lower that
arm - to meet the eyes that opened upon darkness - to submit - and a promise,
murmurous and sweet and evil beyond words, of pleasure to come...
But somehow he
kept his head - somehow, dizzily, he was gripping his gun in his upflung hand -
somehow, incredibly, crossing the narrow room with averted face, groping for
Smith's shoulder. There was a moment of blind fumbling in emptiness, and then
he found it, and gripped the leather that was slimy and dreadful and wet - and
simultaneously he felt something loop gently about his ankle and a shock of
repulsive pleasure went through him, and then another coil, and another, wound
about his feet...
Yarol set his
teeth and gripped the shoulder hard, and his hand shuddered of itself, for the
feel of that leather was slimy as the worms about his ankles, and a faint
tingle of obscene delight went through him from the contact.
That caressive
pressure on his legs was all he could feel, and the voice in his brain drowned
out all other sounds, and his body obeyed him reluctantly - but somehow he gave
one heave of tremendous effort and swung Smith, stumbling, out of that nest of
horror. The twining tendrils ripped loose with a little sucking sound, and the
whole mass quivered and reached after, and then Yarol forgot his friend utterly
and turned his whole being to the hopeless task of freeing himself. For only a
part of him was fighting, now - only a part of him struggled against the
twining obscenities, and in his innermost brain the sweet, seductive murmur
sounded, and his body clamored to surrender...
"Shar! Shar
y'danis... Shar mor'la-rol -" prayed Yarol, gasping and half unconscious
that he spoke, boy's prayers that he had forgotten years ago, and with his back
half turned to the central mass he kicked desperately with his heavy boots at
the red, writhing worms about him. They gave back before him, quivering and
curling themselves out of reach, and though he knew that more were reaching for
his throat from behind, at least he could go on struggling until he was forced
to meet those eyes...
He stamped and
kicked and stamped again, and for one instant he was free of the slimy grip as
the bruised worms curled back from his heavy feet, and he lurched away dizzily,
sick with revulsion and despair as he fought off the coils, and then he lifted
his eyes and saw the cracked mirror on the wall. Dimly in its reflection he
could see the writhing scarlet horror behind him, cat face peering out with its
demure girl-smile, dreadfully human, and all the red tendrils reaching after
him. And remembrance of something he had read long ago swept incongruously over
him, and the gasp of relief and hope that he gave shook for a moment the grip
of the command in his brain.
Without
pausing for a breath he swung the gun over his shoulder, the reflected barrel
in line with the reflected horror in the mirror, and flicked the catch.
In the mirror he
saw its blue flame leap in a dazzling spate across the dimness, full into the
midst of that squirming, reaching mass behind him. There was a hiss and a blaze
and a high, thin scream of inhuman malice and despair - the flame cut a wide
arc and went out as the gun fell from his hand, and Yarol pitched forward to
the floor.
* * *
Northwest Smith opened his eyes to Martian sunlight streaming thinly
through the dingy window. Something wet and cold was slapping his face, and the
familiar fiery sting of segir-whiskey burnt his throat.
"Smith!"
Yarol's voice was saying from far away. "N.W.! Wake up, damn you! Wake
up!"
"I'm -
awake," Smith managed to articulate thickly. "Wha's matter?"
Then a cup-rim
was thrust against his teeth and Yarol said irritably, "Drink it, you
fool!"
Smith swallowed
obediently and more of the fire-hot segir flowed down his grateful throat. It
spread a warmth through his body that awakened him from the numbness that had
gripped him until now, and helped a little toward driving out the all-devouring
weakness he was becoming aware of slowly. He lay still for a few minutes while
the warmth of the whisky went through him, and memory sluggishly began to
permeate his brain with the spread of the segir. Nightmare memories... sweet
and terrible... memories of -
"God!"
gasped Smith suddenly, and tried to sit up. Weakness smote him like a blow, and
for an instant the room wheeled as he fell back against something firm and warm
- Yarol's shoulder. The Venusian's arm supported him while the room steadied,
and after a while he twisted a little and stared into the other's black gaze.
Yarol was holding
him with one arm and finishing the mug of segir himself, and the black eyes met
his over the rim and crinkled into sudden laughter, half hysterical after that
terror that was passed.
"By
Pharol!" gasped Yarol, choking into his mug. "By Pharol, N.W.! I'm
never gonna let you forget this! Next time you have to drag me out of a mess
I'll say -"
"Let it go," said Smith. "What's
been going on? How -"
"Shambleau,"
Yarol's laughter died. "Shambleau! What were you doing with a thing like
that?"
"What was
it?" Smith asked soberly.
"Mean to say
you didn't know? But where'd you find it? How -"
"Suppose you
tell me first what you know," said Smith firmly. "And another swig of
that segir, too. I need it."
"Can you
hold the mug now? Feel better?"
"Yeah -
some. I can hold it - thanks. Now go on."
"Well - I
don't know just where to start. They call them Shambleau -"
"Good God,
is there more than one?"
"It's a - a
sort of race, I think, one of the very oldest. Where they come from nobody
knows. The name sounds a little French, doesn't it? But it goes back beyond the
start of history. There have always been Shambleau."
"I never
heard of 'em."
"Not many
people have. And those who know don't care to talk about it much."
"Well, half
this town knows. I hadn't any idea what they were talking about, then. And I
still don't understand -"
"Yes, it
happens like this, sometimes. They'll appear, and the news will spread and the
town will get together and hunt them down, and after that - well, the story
doesn't get around very far. It's too - too unbelievable."
"But - my
God, Yarol! - what was it? Where'd it come from? How -"
"Nobody
knows just where they come from. Another planet - maybe some undiscovered one.
Some say Venus - I know there are some rather awful legends of them handed down
in our family - that's how I've heard about it. And the minute I opened that
door, awhile back - I - I think I knew that smell..."
"But - what
are they?"
"God knows.
Not human, though they have the human form. Or that may be only an illusion...
or maybe I'm crazy. I don't know. They're a species of the vampire - or maybe
the vampire is a species of - of them. Their normal form must be that - that
mass, and in that form they draw nourishment from the - I suppose the
life-forces of men. And they take some form - usually a woman form, I think,
and key you up to the highest pitch of emotion before they - begin. That's to
work the life-force up to intensity so it'll be easier... And they give,
always, that horrible, foul pleasure as they - feed. There are some men who, if
they survive the first experience, take to it like a drug - can't give it up -
keep the thing with them all their lives - which isn't long - feeding it for
that ghastly satisfaction. Worse than smoking ming or - or 'praying to
Pharol.'"
"Yes,"
said Smith. "I'm beginning to understand why that crowd was so surprised
and - and disgusted when I said - well, never mind. Go on."
"Did you get
to talk to - to it?" asked Yarol.
"I tried to.
It couldn't speak very well. I asked it where it came from and it said - 'from
far away and long ago' - something like that."
"I wonder.
Possibly some unknown planet - but I think not. You know there are so many wild
stories with some basis of fact to start from, that I've sometimes wondered -
mightn't there be a lot more of even worse and wilder superstitions we've never
even heard of? Things like this, blasphemous and foul, that those who know have
to keep still about? Awful, fantastic things running around loose that we never
hear rumors of at all!
"These
things - they've been in existence for countless ages. No one knows when or
where they first appeared. Those who've seen them, as we saw this one, don't
talk about it. It's just one of those vague, misty rumors you find half hinted
at in old books sometimes... I believe they are an older race than man, spawned
from ancient seed in times before ours, perhaps on planets that have gone to
dust, and so horrible to man that when they are discovered the discoverers keep
still about it - forget them again as quickly as they can.
"And they go
back to time immemorial. I suppose you recognized the legend of Medusa? There
isn't any question that the ancient Greeks knew of them. Does it mean that
there have been civilizations before yours that set out from Earth and explored
other planets? Or did one of the Shambleau somehow make its way into Greece
three thousand years ago? If you think about it long enough you'll go off your
head! I wonder how many other legends are based on things like this - things we
don't suspect, things we'll never know.
"The Gorgon,
Medusa, a beautiful woman with - with snakes for hair, and a gaze that turned
men to stone, and Perseus finally killed her - I remembered this just by
accident, N.W., and it saved your life and mine - Perseus killed her by using a
mirror as he fought to reflect what he dared not look at directly. I wonder
what the old Greek who first started that legend would have thought if he'd
known that three thousand years later his story would save the lives of two men
on another planet. I wonder what that Greek's own story was, and how he met the
thing, and what happened...
"Well,
there's a lot we'll never know. Wouldn't the records of that race of - of
things, whatever they are, be worth reading! Records of other planets and other
ages and all the beginnings of mankind! But I don't suppose they've kept any
records. I don't suppose they've even any place to keep them - from what little
I know, or anyone knows about it, they're like the Wandering Jew, just bobbing
up here and there at long intervals, and where they stay in the meantime I'd give
my eyes to know! But I don't believe that terribly hypnotic power they have
indicates any superhuman intelligence. It's their means of getting food - just
like a frog's long tongue or a carnivorous flower's odor. Those are physical
because the frog and the flower eat physical food. The Shambleau uses a - a
mental reach to get mental food. I don't quite know how to put it. And just as
a beast that eats the bodies of other animals acquires with each meal greater
power over the bodies of the rest, so the Shambleau, stoking itself up with the
life-forces of men, increases its power over the minds and souls of other men.
But I'm talking about things I can't define - things I'm not sure exist.
"I only know
that when I felt - when those tentacles closed around my legs - I didn't want
to pull loose, I felt sensations that - that - oh, I'm fouled and filthy to the
very deepest part of me by that - pleasure - and yet - "
"I
know," said Smith slowly. The effect of the segir was beginning to wear
off, and weakness was washing back over him in waves, and when he spoke he was
half meditating in a lower voice, scarcely realizing that Yarol listened.
"I know it - much better than you do - and there's something so
indescribably awful that the thing emanates, something so utterly at odds with
everything human - there aren't any words to say it. For a while I was a part
of it, literally, sharing its thoughts and memories and emotions and hungers,
and - well, it's over now and I don't remember very clearly, but the only part
left free was that part of me that was all but insane from the - the obscenity
of the thing. And yet it was a pleasure so sweet - I think there must be some
nucleus of utter evil in me - in everyone - that needs only the proper stimulus
to get complete control; because even while I was sick all through from the
touch of those - things - there was something in me that was - was simply
gibbering with delight... Because of that I saw things - and knew things -
horrible, wild things I can't quite remember - visited unbelievable places,
looked backward through the memory of that - creature - I was one with, and saw
- God, I wish I could remember!"
"You ought
to thank your God you can't," said Yarol soberly.
* * *
His voice roused Smith from the half-trance he had
fallen into, and he rose on his elbow, swaying a little from weakness. The room
was wavering before him, and he closed his eyes, not to see it, but he asked,
"You say they - they don't turn up again? No way of finding -
another?"
Yarol did not
answer for a moment. He laid his hands on the other man's shoulders and pressed
him back, and then sat staring down into the dark, ravaged face with a new,
strange, undefinable look upon it that he had never seen there before - whose
meaning he knew, too well.
"Smith,"
he said finally, and his black eyes for once were steady and serious, and the
little grinning devil had vanished from behind them, "Smith, I've never
asked your word on anything before, but I've - I've earned the right to do it
now, and I'm asking you to promise me one thing."
Smith's colorless
eyes met the black gaze unsteadily. Irresolution was in them, and a little fear
of what that promise might be. And for just a moment Yarol was looking, not
into his friend's familiar eyes, but into a wide gray blankness that held all
horror and delight - a pale sea with unspeakable pleasures sunk beneath it.
Then the wide stare focused again and Smith's eyes met his squarely and Smith's
voice said, "Go ahead. I'll promise."
"That if you
ever should meet a Shambleau again - ever, anywhere - you'll draw your gun and
burn it to hell the instant you realize what it is. Will you promise me
that?"
There was a long
silence. Yarol's somber black eyes bored relentlessly into the colorless ones
of Smith, not wavering. And the veins stood out on Smith's tanned forehead. He
never broke his word - he had given it perhaps half a dozen times in his life,
but once he had given it, he was incapable of breaking it. And once more the
gray seas flooded in a dim tide of memories, sweet and horrible beyond dreams.
Once more Yarol was staring into blankness that hid nameless things. The room
was very still.
The gray tide
ebbed. Smith's eyes, pale and resolute as steel, met Yarol's levelly.
"I'll -
try," he said. And his voice wavered.
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