Tuesday 13 March 2018

Tuesday's Serial: "BEN-HUR: a tale of the Christ." by Lew Wallace - IX (in English)



CHAPTER III
                From the entrance to the Holy City, equivalent to what is now called St. Stephen's Gate, a street extended westwardly, on a line parallel with the northern front of the Tower of Antonia, though a square from that famous castle. Keeping the course as far as the Tyropoeon Valley, which it followed a little way south, it turned and again ran west until a short distance beyond what tradition tells us was the Judgment Gate, from whence it broke abruptly south. The traveller or the student familiar with the sacred locality will recognize the thoroughfare described as part of the Via Dolorosa - with Christians of more interest, though of a melancholy kind, than any street in the world. As the purpose in view does not at present require dealing with the whole street, it will be sufficient to point out a house standing in the angle last mentioned as marking the change of direction south, and which, as an important centre of interest, needs somewhat particular description.
                The building fronted north and west, probably four hundred feet each way, and, like most pretentious Eastern structures, was two stories in height, and perfectly quadrangular. The street on the west side was about twelve feet wide, that on the north not more than ten; so that one walking close to the walls, and looking up at them, would have been struck by the rude, unfinished, uninviting, but strong and imposing, appearance they presented; for they were of stone laid in large blocks, undressed - on the outer side, in fact, just as they were taken from the quarry. A critic of this age would have pronounced the house fortelesque in style, except for the windows, with which it was unusually garnished, and the ornate finish of the doorways or gates. The western windows were four in number, the northern only two, all set on the line of the second story in such manner as to overhang the thoroughfares below. The gates were the only breaks of wall externally visible in the first story; and, besides being so thickly riven with iron bolts as to suggest resistance to battering-rams, they were protected by cornices of marble, handsomely executed, and of such bold projection as to assure visitors well informed of the people that the rich man who resided there was a Sadducee in politics and creed.
                Not long after the young Jew parted from the Roman at the palace up on the Market-place, he stopped before the western gate of the house described, and knocked. The wicket (a door hung in one of the valves of the gate) was opened to admit him. He stepped in hastily, and failed to acknowledge the low salaam of the porter.
                To get an idea of the interior arrangement of the structure, as well as to see what more befell the youth, we will follow him.
                The passage into which he was admitted appeared not unlike a narrow tunnel with panelled walls and pitted ceiling. There were benches of stone on both sides, stained and polished by long use. Twelve or fifteen steps carried him into a court-yard, oblong north and south, and in every quarter, except the east, bounded by what seemed the fronts of two-story houses; of which the lower floor was divided into lewens, while the upper was terraced and defended by strong balustrading. The servants coming and going along the terraces; the noise of millstones grinding; the garments fluttering from ropes stretched from point to point; the chickens and pigeons in full enjoyment of the place; the goats, cows, donkeys, and horses stabled in the lewens; a massive trough of water, apparently for the common use, declared this court appurtenant to the domestic management of the owner. Eastwardly there was a division wall broken by another passage-way in all respects like the first one.
                Clearing the second passage, the young man entered a second court, spacious, square, and set with shrubbery and vines, kept fresh and beautiful by water from a basin erected near a porch on the north side. The lewens here were high, airy, and shaded by curtains striped alternate white and red. The arches of the lewens rested on clustered columns. A flight of steps on the south ascended to the terraces of the upper story, over which great awnings were stretched as a defence against the sun. Another stairway reached from the terraces to the roof, the edge of which, all around the square, was defined by a sculptured cornice, and a parapet of burned-clay tiling, sexangular and bright red. In this quarter, moreover, there was everywhere observable a scrupulous neatness, which, allowing no dust in the angles, not even a yellow leaf upon a shrub, contributed quite as much as anything else to the delightful general effect; insomuch that a visitor, breathing the sweet air, knew, in advance of introduction, the refinement of the family he was about calling upon.
                A few steps within the second court, the lad turned to the right, and, choosing a walk through the shrubbery, part of which was in flower, passed to the stairway, and ascended to the terrace - a broad pavement of white and brown flags closely laid, and much worn. Making way under the awning to a doorway on the north side, he entered an apartment which the dropping of the screen behind him returned to darkness. Nevertheless, he proceeded, moving over a tiled floor to a divan, upon which he flung himself, face downwards, and lay at rest, his forehead upon his crossed arms.
                About nightfall a woman came to the door and called; he answered, and she went in.
                "Supper is over, and it is night. Is not my son hungry?" she asked.
                "No," he replied.
                "Are you sick?"
                "I am sleepy."
                "Your mother has asked for you."
                "Where is she?"
                "In the summer-house on the roof."
                He stirred himself, and sat up.
                "Very well. Bring me something to eat."
                "What do you want?"
                "What you please, Amrah. I am not sick, but indifferent. Life does not seem as pleasant as it did this morning. A new ailment, O my Amrah; and you who know me so well, who never failed me, may think of the things now that answer for food and medicine. Bring me what you choose."
                Amrah's questions, and the voice in which she put them - low, sympathetic, and solicitous - were significant of an endeared relation between the two. She laid her hand upon his forehead; then, as satisfied, went out, saying, "I will see."
                After a while she returned, bearing on a wooden platter a bowl of milk, some thin cakes of white bread broken, a delicate paste of brayed wheat, a bird broiled, and honey and salt. On one end of the platter there was a silver goblet full of wine, on the other a brazen hand-lamp lighted.
                The room was then revealed: its walls smoothly plastered; the ceiling broken by great oaken rafters, brown with rain stains and time; the floor of small diamond-shaped white and blue tiles, very firm and enduring; a few stools with legs carved in imitation of the legs of lions; a divan raised a little above the floor, trimmed with blue cloth, and partially covered by an immense striped woollen blanket or shawl - in brief, a Hebrew bedroom.
                The same light also gave the woman to view. Drawing a stool to the divan, she placed the platter upon it, then knelt close by ready to serve him. Her face was that of a woman of fifty, dark-skinned, dark-eyed, and at the moment softened by a look of tenderness almost maternal. A white turban covered her head, leaving the lobes of the ear exposed, and in them the sign that settled her condition - an orifice bored by a thick awl. She was a slave, of Egyptian origin, to whom not even the sacred fiftieth year could have brought freedom; nor would she have accepted it, for the boy she was attending was her life. She had nursed him through babyhood, tended him as a child, and could not break the service. To her love he could never be a man.
                He spoke but once during the meal.
                "You remember, O my Amrah," he said, "the Messala who used to visit me here days at a time."
                "I remember him."
                "He went to Rome some years ago, and is now back. I called upon him to-day."
                A shudder of disgust seized the lad.
                "I knew something had happened," she said, deeply interested. "I never liked the Messala. Tell me all."
                But he fell into musing, and to her repeated inquiries only said, "He is much changed, and I shall have nothing more to do with him."
                When Amrah took the platter away, he also went out, and up from the terrace to the roof.
                The reader is presumed to know somewhat of the uses of the house-top in the East. In the matter of customs, climate is a lawgiver everywhere. The Syrian summer day drives the seeker of comfort into the darkened lewen; night, however, calls him forth early, and the shadows deepening over the mountain-sides seem veils dimly covering Circean singers; but they are far off, while the roof is close by, and raised above the level of the shimmering plain enough for the visitation of cool airs, and sufficiently above the trees to allure the stars down closer, down at least into brighter shining. So the roof became a resort - became playground, sleeping-chamber, boudoir, rendezvous for the family, place of music, dance, conversation, reverie, and prayer.
                The motive that prompts the decoration, at whatever cost, of interiors in colder climes suggested to the Oriental the embellishment of his house-top. The parapet ordered by Moses became a potter's triumph; above that, later, arose towers, plain and fantastic; still later, kings and princes crowned their roofs with summer-houses of marble and gold. When the Babylonian hung gardens in the air, extravagance could push the idea no further.
                The lad whom we are following walked slowly across the house-top to a tower built over the northwest corner of the palace. Had he been a stranger, he might have bestowed a glance upon the structure as he drew nigh it, and seen all the dimness permitted - a darkened mass, low, latticed, pillared, and domed. He entered, passing under a half-raised curtain. The interior was all darkness, except that on four sides there were arched openings like doorways, through which the sky, lighted with stars, was visible. In one of the openings, reclining against a cushion from a divan, he saw the figure of a woman, indistinct even in white floating drapery. At the sound of his steps upon the floor, the fan in her hand stopped, glistening where the starlight struck the jewels with which it was sprinkled, and she sat up, and called his name.
                "Judah, my son!"
                "It is I, mother," he answered, quickening his approach.
                Going to her, he knelt, and she put her arms around him, and with kisses pressed him to her bosom.


CHAPTER IV

The mother resumed her easy position against the cushion, while the son took place on the divan, his head in her lap. Both of them, looking out of the opening, could see a stretch of lower house-tops in the vicinity, a bank of blue-blackness over in the west which they knew to be mountains, and the sky, its shadowy depths brilliant with stars. The city was still. Only the winds stirred.
                "Amrah tells me something has happened to you," she said, caressing his cheek. "When my Judah was a child, I allowed small things to trouble him, but he is now a man. He must not forget" - her voice became very soft -”that one day he is to be my hero."
                She spoke in the language almost lost in the land, but which a few - and they were always as rich in blood as in possessions - cherished in its purity, that they might be more certainly distinguished from Gentile peoples - the language in which the loved Rebekah and Rachel sang to Benjamin.
                The words appeared to set him thinking anew; after a while, however, he caught the hand with which she fanned him, and said, "Today, O my mother, I have been made to think of many things that never had place in my mind before. Tell me, first, what am I to be?"
                "Have I not told you? You are to be my hero."
                He could not see her face, yet he knew she was in play. He became more serious.
                "You are very good, very kind, O my mother. No one will ever love me as you do."
                He kissed the hand over and over again.
                "I think I understand why you would have me put off the question," he continued. "Thus far my life has belonged to you. How gentle, how sweet your control has been! I wish it could last forever. But that may not be. It is the Lord's will that I shall one day become owner of myself - a day of separation, and therefore a dreadful day to you. Let us be brave and serious. I will be your hero, but you must put me in the way. You know the law - every son of Israel must have some occupation. I am not exempt, and ask now, shall I tend the herds? or till the soil? or drive the saw? or be a clerk or lawyer? What shall I be? Dear, good mother, help me to an answer."
                "Gamaliel has been lecturing today," she said, thoughtfully.
                "If so, I did not hear him."
                "Then you have been walking with Simeon, who, they tell me, inherits the genius of his family."
                "No, I have not seen him. I have been up on the Market-place, not to the Temple. I visited the young Messala."
                A certain change in his voice attracted the mother's attention. A presentiment quickened the beating of her heart; the fan became motionless again.
                "The Messala!" she said. "What could he say to so trouble you?"
                "He is very much changed."
                "You mean he has come back a Roman."
                "Yes."
                "Roman!" she continued, half to herself. "To all the world the word means master. How long has he been away?"
                "Five years."
                She raised her head, and looked off into the night.
                "The airs of the Via Sacra are well enough in the streets of the Egyptian and in Babylon; but in Jerusalem - our Jerusalem - the covenant abides."
                And, full of the thought, she settled back into her easy place. He was first to speak.
                "What Messala said, my mother, was sharp enough in itself; but, taken with the manner, some of the sayings were intolerable."
                "I think I understand you. Rome, her poets, orators, senators, courtiers, are mad with affectation of what they call satire."
                "I suppose all great peoples are proud," he went on, scarcely noticing the interruption; "but the pride of that people is unlike all others; in these latter days it is so grown the gods barely escape it."
                "The gods escape!" said the mother, quickly. "More than one Roman has accepted worship as his divine right."
                "Well, Messala always had his share of the disagreeable quality. When he was a child, I have seen him mock strangers whom even Herod condescended to receive with honors; yet he always spared Judea. For the first time, in conversation with me to-day, he trifled with our customs and God. As you would have had me do, I parted with him finally. And now, O my dear mother, I would know with more certainty if there be just ground for the Roman's contempt. In what am I his inferior? Is ours a lower order of people? Why should I, even in Caesar's presence; feel the shrinking of a slave? Tell me especially why, if I have the soul, and so choose, I may not hunt the honors of the world in all its fields? Why may not I take sword and indulge the passion of war? As a poet, why may not I sing of all themes? I can be a worker in metals, a keeper of flocks, a merchant, why not an artist like the Greek? Tell me, O my mother - and this is the sum of my trouble - why may not a son of Israel do all a Roman may?"
                The reader will refer these questions back to the conversation in the Market-place; the mother, listening with all her faculties awake, from something which would have been lost upon one less interested in him - from the connections of the subject, the pointing of the questions, possibly his accent and tone - was not less swift in making the same reference. She sat up, and in a voice quick and sharp as his own, replied, "I see, I see! From association Messala, in boyhood, was almost a Jew; had he remained here, he might have become a proselyte, so much do we all borrow from the influences that ripen our lives; but the years in Rome have been too much for him. I do not wonder at the change; yet" - her voice fell -”he might have dealt tenderly at least with you. It is a hard, cruel nature which in youth can forget its first loves."
                Her hand dropped lightly upon his forehead, and the fingers caught in his hair and lingered there lovingly, while her eyes sought the highest stars in view. Her pride responded to his, not merely in echo, but in the unison of perfect sympathy. She would answer him; at the same time, not for the world would she have had the answer unsatisfactory: an admission of inferiority might weaken his spirit for life. She faltered with misgivings of her own powers.
                "What you propose, O my Judah, is not a subject for treatment by a woman. Let me put its consideration off till to-morrow, and I will have the wise Simeon -"
                "Do not send me to the Rector," he said, abruptly.
                "I will have him come to us."
                "No, I seek more than information; while he might give me that better than you, O my mother, you can do better by giving me what he cannot - the resolution which is the soul of a man's soul."
                She swept the heavens with a rapid glance, trying to compass all the meaning of his questions.
                "While craving justice for ourselves, it is never wise to be unjust to others. To deny valor in the enemy we have conquered is to underrate our victory; and if the enemy be strong enough to hold us at bay, much more to conquer us" - she hesitated -”self-respect bids us seek some other explanation of our misfortunes than accusing him of qualities inferior to our own."
                Thus, speaking to herself rather than to him, she began:
                "Take heart, O my son. The Messala is nobly descended; his family has been illustrious through many generations. In the days of Republican Rome - how far back I cannot tell - they were famous, some as soldiers, some as civilians. I can recall but one consul of the name; their rank was senatorial, and their patronage always sought because they were always rich. Yet if to-day your friend boasted of his ancestry, you might have shamed him by recounting yours. If he referred to the ages through which the line is traceable, or to deeds, rank, or wealth - such allusions, except when great occasion demands them, are tokens of small minds - if he mentioned them in proof of his superiority, then without dread, and standing on each particular, you might have challenged him to a comparison of records."
                Taking a moment's thought, the mother proceeded:
                "One of the ideas of fast hold now is that time has much to do with the nobility of races and families. A Roman boasting his superiority on that account over a son of Israel will always fail when put to the proof. The founding of Rome was his beginning; the very best of them cannot trace their descent beyond that period; few of them pretend to do so; and of such as do, I say not one could make good his claim except by resort to tradition. Messala certainly could not. Let us look now to ourselves. Could we better?"
                A little more light would have enabled him to see the pride that diffused itself over her face.
                "Let us imagine the Roman putting us to the challenge. I would answer him, neither doubting nor boastful."
                Her voice faltered; a tender thought changed the form of the argument.
                "Your father, O my Judah, is at rest with his fathers; yet I remember, as though it were this evening, the day he and I, with many rejoicing friends, went up into the Temple to present you to the Lord. We sacrificed the doves, and to the priest I gave your name, which he wrote in my presence - 'Judah, son of Ithamar, of the House of Hur.' The name was then carried away, and written in a book of the division of records devoted to the saintly family.
                "I cannot tell you when the custom of registration in this mode began. We know it prevailed before the flight from Egypt. I have heard Hillel say Abraham caused the record to be first opened with his own name, and the names of his sons, moved by the promises of the Lord which separated him and them from all other races, and made them the highest and noblest, the very chosen of the earth. The covenant with Jacob was of like effect. 'In thy seed shall all the nations of the earth be blessed' - so said the angel to Abraham in the place Jehovah-jireh. 'And the land whereon thou liest, to thee will I give it, and to thy seed' - so the Lord himself said to Jacob asleep at Bethel on the way to Haran. Afterwards the wise men looked forward to a just division of the land of promise; and, that it might be known in the day of partition who were entitled to portions, the Book of Generations was begun. But not for that alone. The promise of a blessing to all the earth through the patriarch reached far into the future. One name was mentioned in connection with the blessing - the benefactor might be the humblest of the chosen family, for the Lord our God knows no distinctions of rank or riches. So, to make the performance clear to men of the generation who were to witness it, and that they might give the glory to whom it belonged, the record was required to be kept with absolute certainty. Has it been so kept?"
                The fan played to and fro, until, becoming impatient, he repeated the question, "Is the record absolutely true?"
                "Hillel said it was, and of all who have lived no one was so well-informed upon the subject. Our people have at times been heedless of some parts of the law, but never of this part. The good rector himself has followed the Books of Generations through three periods - from the promises to the opening of the Temple; thence to the Captivity; thence, again, to the present. Once only were the records disturbed, and that was at the end of the second period; but when the nation returned from the long exile, as a first duty to God, Zerubbabel restored the Books, enabling us once more to carry the lines of Jewish descent back unbroken fully two thousand years. And now -”
                She paused as if to allow the hearer to measure the time comprehended in the statement.
                "And now," she continued, "what becomes of the Roman boast of blood enriched by ages? By that test, the sons of Israel watching the herds on old Rephaim yonder are nobler than the noblest of the Marcii."
                "And I, mother - by the Books, who am I?"
                "What I have said thus far, my son, had reference to your question. I will answer you. If Messala were here, he might say, as others have said, that the exact trace of your lineage stopped when the Assyrian took Jerusalem, and razed the Temple, with all its precious stores; but you might plead the pious action of Zerubbabel, and retort that all verity in Roman genealogy ended when the barbarians from the West took Rome, and camped six months upon her desolated site. Did the government keep family histories? If so, what became of them in those dreadful days? No, no; there is verity in our Books of Generations; and, following them back to the Captivity, back to the foundation of the first Temple, back to the march from Egypt, we have absolute assurance that you are lineally sprung from Hur, the associate of Joshua. In the matter of descent sanctified by time, is not the honor perfect? Do you care to pursue further? if so, take the Torah, and search the Book of Numbers, and of the seventy-two generations after Adam, you can find the very progenitor of your house."
                There was silence for a time in the chamber on the roof.
                "I thank you, O my mother," Judah next said, clasping both her hands in his; "I thank you with all my heart. I was right in not having the good rector called in; he could not have satisfied me more than you have. Yet to make a family truly noble, is time alone sufficient?"
                "Ah, you forget, you forget; our claim rests not merely upon time; the Lord's preference is our especial glory."
                "You are speaking of the race, and I, mother, of the family - our family. In the years since Father Abraham, what have they achieved? What have they done? What great things to lift them above the level of their fellows?"
                She hesitated, thinking she might all this time have mistaken his object. The information he sought might have been for more than satisfaction of wounded vanity. Youth is but the painted shell within which, continually growing, lives that wondrous thing the spirit of man, biding its moment of apparition, earlier in some than in others. She trembled under a perception that this might be the supreme moment come to him; that as children at birth reach out their untried hands grasping for shadows, and crying the while, so his spirit might, in temporary blindness, be struggling to take hold of its impalpable future. They to whom a boy comes asking, Who am I, and what am I to be? have need of ever so much care. Each word in answer may prove to the after-life what each finger-touch of the artist is to the clay he is modelling.
                "I have a feeling, O my Judah," she said, patting his cheek with the hand he had been caressing -”I have the feeling that all I have said has been in strife with an antagonist more real than imaginary. If Messala is the enemy, do not leave me to fight him in the dark. Tell me all he said."

Saturday 10 March 2018

Letter from St. Gerome to Riparius (translated into Portuguese)

Carta 109 (53) "Acceptis primum", a Ripário, presbítero de Aquitânia, c. ano 404

1. Tendo recebido tuas cartas, <ó Ripário>, julgo que não lhes responder seria arrogância; e responder-lhes, ao contrário, seria temeridade. Com efeito, as coisas que me perguntas não podem nem ouvir-se nem contar-se sem sacrilégio. Dizes, pois, que este tal Vigilâncio, a quem eu, com mais propriedade, chamaria Dormitâncio, voltou a abrir a boca suja para exalar contra as relíquias dos santos mártires o seu terrível mau cheiro: julgando-nos adoradores de ossos, ele nos chama cinerários e idólatras. Oh! homem infeliz e digno de pena, que, ao dizer tais coisas, não percebe ser mais um samaritano e judeu, os quais, preferindo a letra que mata ao Espírito, que dá vida (cf. 2Cor 3, 6), consideram impuros não só os cadáveres, mas inclusive a mobília de suas casas. Nós, ao contrário, recusamo-nos a adorar, não digo nem as relíquias dos mártires, mas nem sequer o sol, a lua ou os anjos, sejam arcanjos, querubins ou serafins, nem nenhum nome que possa haver, quer neste mundo, quer no futuro (cf. Ef 1, 21), pois não podemos servir mais às criaturas do que ao Criador, que é bendito pelos séculos (cf. Rm 1, 25). Veneramos, todavia, as relíquias dos mártires, a fim de adorarmos Aquele de quem eles são mártires; honramos, sim, os servos, para que a honra prestada a eles recaia sobre o seu Senhor, que diz: "Quem vos recebe, a mim recebe" (Mt 10, 40). São, portanto, impuras as relíquias de Pedro e Paulo? Quer dizer então que o corpo de Moisés, sepultado, como lemos, pelo próprio Senhor (cf. Dt 34, 6), não passa de imundície? Sendo assim, todas as vezes que entramos nas basílicas dos Apóstolos e profetas, como também nas de todos os mártires, são ídolos o que ali veneramos? As velas acesas diante de seus túmulos são, enfim, sinais de idolatria? Farei uma só pergunta mais, que há de ou curar ou ensandecer de vez a cabeça insana deste autor, a fim de que as almas simples não se percam por causa de tamanhos sacrilégios. Acaso era imundo também o corpo do Senhor enquanto esteve no sepulcro? Os anjos, portanto, com vestes resplandecentes, vigiavam aquele cadáver "sórdido" para que, séculos mais tardes, o delirante Dormitâncio vomitasse esta porquice e, assim como o perseguidor Juliano, destruísse nossas igrejas, ou mesmo as convertesse em templos <pagãos>?
2. Surpreende-me que o santo bispo em cuja paróquia, pelo que dizem, <Vigilâncio> é presbítero, concorde com esta loucura e nem com disciplina apostólica nem com disciplina férrea corrija esse vaso inútil "para a mortificação do seu corpo, a fim de que a sua alma seja salva" (1Cor 5, 5). Ele deveria lembrar-se do que dizem os Salmos: "Se vês um ladrão, te ajuntas a ele, e com adúlteros te associas" (Sl 49, 18); e noutra passagem: "Todos os dias extirparei da terra os ímpios, banindo da cidade do Senhor os que praticam o mal" (Sl 100, 8). E ainda: "Pois não hei de odiar, Senhor, os que vos odeiam? Os que se levantam contra vós, não hei de abominá-los? Eu os odeio com ódio mortal" (Sl 138, 21-22). Ora, se não se devem honrar as relíquias dos mártires, como então lemos: "Preciosa é à vista do Senhor a morte dos seus santos" (Sl 115, 6 [15])? Se, pois, os ossos <dos defuntos> tornam impuros os que os tocam, como o cadáver de Eliseu, que, segundo Vigilâncio, jazia imundo na sepultura, pôde trazer à vida outro corpo morto (cf. 2Rs 13, 21)? Logo, foram impuros todos os arraiais do exército de Israel e o próprio povo de Deus, já que, levando consigo pelo deserto os corpos de José e dos patriarcas, trouxeram à Terra Santa as cinzas dos mortos? Também José, deste modo, foi profanado, ele que, com grande pompa e cortejo, partira com a ossada de Jacó em direção a Hebron, unicamente para reunir os restos imundos de seus parentes, juntando um morto aos outros? Oh! deveriam os médicos cortar esta língua e pôr sob tratamento esta insanidade. Se ele [sc. Vigilâncio] não sabe falar, que aprenda ao menos a calar-se. Eu mesmo já tive ocasião de ver outrora este monstro e, servindo-me dos textos da Escritura como das amarras de Hipócrates, tentei conter o seu furor; mas ele, tomando o seu partido, preferiu fugir e refugiar-se entre as vagas do Adriático e os Alpes do rei Cócio [i. e. Alpes Cócios], donde pôde desfazer-se em injúrias contra nós. De fato, tudo quanto um tolo diz não é senão vociferação e barulho.
3. Tu talvez me repreendas em teu íntimo por haver-me dirigido nestes termos a quem não está presente para defender-se. Devo, contudo, confessar-te a minha dor. Não posso ouvir pacientemente tal sacrilégio. Eu li, pois, sobre a lança de Finéias (cf. Nm 25, 7); sobre a austeridade de Elias (cf. 1Rs 18, 40); sobre o zelo de Simão Cananeu; sobre a severidade de Pedro, <cujas palavras prostraram> a Ananias e Safira (cf. At 5, 5); sobre, enfim, a constância de Paulo, punindo com cegueira perpétua a Elimás, o Mago, que se opunha às vias do Senhor (cf. At 13, 8-11). Não há crueldade no ser temente a Deus. De fato, na própria Lei se diz: "Se o teu irmão, ou um teu amigo, ou a tua esposa te quiserem desviar da verdade, esteja a tua mão sobre eles, e tu lhes derramará o sangue, e tirarás o mal de Israel" (cf. Dt 13, 6-9). Pois bem, <ó Vigilâncio>, são imundas as relíquias dos mártires? Por que então trataram os Apóstolos de enterrar com grande dignidade o corpo "imundo" de Estevão? Por que fizeram a seu respeito um grande pranto (cf. At 8, 2), a fim de que a sua lamentação se tornasse a nossa alegria? Ora, não fosse isso o bastante, tu [sc. Ripário] também me dizes que ele despreza as vigílias. E vai nisto contra o próprio nome, como se Vigilâncio quisesse antes dormir do que ouvir o Senhor, que diz: "Então não pudestes vigiar uma hora comigo... Vigiai e orai para que não entreis em tentação. O espírito está pronto, mas a carne é fraca" (Mt 26, 40-41). E noutra passagem canta o profeta: "Em meio à noite levanto-me para vos louvar pelos vossos decretos cheios de justiça" (Sl 118, 62). Lemos também no Evangelho que o Senhor passava as noites orando a Deus (cf. Lc 6, 12) e que os Apóstolos, quando eram mantidos sob custódia, costumavam vigiar e entoar salmos a noite inteira, para que a terra estremecesse, o carcereiro se convertesse, o magistrado e a cidade se enchessem de horror (cf. At 16, 25-38). Paulo diz: "Sede perseverantes, sede vigilantes na oração" (Col 4, 2) e, noutro lugar, em "vigílias repetidas" (2Cor 11, 27). Que Vigilâncio durma, então, se assim lhe aprouver, e seja sufocado com os egípcios pelo exterminador do Egito (cf. Ex 11, 4-6). Nós, porém, digamos com Davi: "Não, não há de dormir, não há de adormecer o guarda de Israel" (Sl 120, 4), para que venha a nós o Santo Velador <que desce do céu> (cf. Dn 4, 10) [6]. Mas se porventura, devido aos nossos pecados, Ele adormecer, enquanto nossa barca se enche d'água, despertêmo-lO: "Levanta-Te, Senhor, como dormes?" e clamemos: "Senhor, salva-nos, nós perecemos" (Mt 8, 25).
4. Quisera eu poder escrever-te mais coisas, <ó Ripário>; os limites de uma simples carta, porém, impõe-nos a modéstia do silêncio. De resto, tivesses tu nos enviado os livros de suas cantilenas, saberíamos em detalhe a que objeções poderíamos responder. Por ora, apenas golpeamos o ar (cf. 1Cor 9, 26) e demos a conhecer não tanto a infidelidade dele, que é manifesta a todos, quanto a nossa própria fé. Mas se desejares que discorramos com mais vagar a este respeito, envia-nos as suas lamúrias e tolices, para que afinal dê ouvidos à pregação de João Batista: "O machado já está posto à raiz das árvores: toda árvore que não produzir bons frutos será cortada e lançada ao fogo" (Mt 3, 10).

Friday 9 March 2018

Friday's Sung Word: "Agora é Tarde" by Synval Silva (in Portuguese)

É tarde de mais
pra voce se arrepender
É tarde, é tarde
jurei nunca mais querer
você nao ouviu, que eu saiba,
agora é tarde de mais, de mais

O arrependimento é sempra a base
de quem teve boa fase
pra se aprumar
meu perdão você não tera
não adianta chorar



You can listen  "Agora é Tarde" sung by Orlando Silva here.

Thursday 8 March 2018

Thursday's Serial: "The Golden Age" by Keneth Grahame (in English) - XIII



A FALLING OUT

Harold told me the main facts of this episode some time later,—in bits, and with reluctance. It was not a recollection he cared to talk about. The crude blank misery of a moment is apt to leave a dull bruise which is slow to depart, if it ever does so entirely; and Harold confesses to a twinge or two, still, at times, like the veteran who brings home a bullet inside him from martial plains over sea.
                He knew he was a brute the moment he had done it; Selina had not meant to worry, only to comfort and assist. But his soul was one raw sore within him, when he found himself shut up in the schoolroom after hours, merely for insisting that 7 times 7 amounted to 47. The injustice of it seemed so flagrant. Why not 47 as much as 49? One number was no prettier than the other to look at, and it was evidently only a matter of arbitrary taste and preference, and, anyhow, it had always been 47 to him, and would be to the end of time. So when Selina came in out of the sun, leaving the Trappers or the Far West behind her, and putting off the glory of being an Apache squaw in order to hear him his tables and win his release, Harold turned on her venomously, rejected her kindly overtures, and ever drove his elbow into her sympathetic ribs, in his determination to be left alone in the glory of sulks. The fit passed directly, his eyes were opened, and his soul sat in the dust as he sorrowfully began to cast about for some atonement heroic enough to salve the wrong.
                Of course poor Selina looked for no sacrifice nor heroics whatever: she didn’t even want him to say he was sorry. If he would only make it up, she would have done the apologising part herself. But that was not a boy’s way. Something solid, Harold felt, was due from him; and until that was achieved, making-up must not be thought of, in order that the final effect might not be spoilt. Accordingly, when his release came, and poor Selina hung about, trying to catch his eye, Harold, possessed by the demon of a distorted motive, avoided her steadily—though he was bleeding inwardly at every minute of delay—and came to me instead. Needless to say, I approved his plan highly; it was so much more high-toned than just going and making-up tamely, which any one could do; and a girl who had been jobbed in the ribs by a hostile elbow could not be expected for a moment to overlook it, without the liniment of an offering to soothe her injured feelings.
                “I know what she wants most,” said Harold. “She wants that set of tea-things in the toy-shop window, with the red and blue flowers on ‘em; she’s wanted it for months, ‘cos her dolls are getting big enough to have real afternoon tea; and she wants it so badly that she won’t walk that side of the street when we go into the town. But it costs five shillings!”
                Then we set to work seriously, and devoted the afternoon to a realisation of assets and the composition of a Budget that might have been dated without shame from Whitehall. The result worked out as follows:—

                                                       s. d.
     By one uncle, unspent through having been
         lost for nearly a week—turned up at last
         in the straw of the dog-kennel .  .  .  .     2  6

                                                 ——
                             Carry forward,            2  6

                                                       s. d.
                             Brought forward,          2  6
     By advance from me on security of next
         uncle, and failing that, to be called in at
         Christmas .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  1  0
     By shaken out of missionary-box with the
         help of a knife-blade.  (They were our
         own pennies and a forced levy) .  .  .  .  .  0  4
     By bet due from Edward, for walking across
         the field where Farmer Larkin’s bull was,
         and Edward bet him twopence he wouldn’t
         —called in with difficulty .  .  .  .  .  .  0  2
     By advance from Martha, on no security at
         all, only you mustn’t tell your aunt .  .  .  1  0

                                                       ——

                                               Total   5  0

and at last we breathed again.
                The rest promised to be easy. Selina had a tea-party at five on the morrow, with the chipped old wooden tea-things that had served her successive dolls from babyhood. Harold would slip off directly after dinner, going alone, so as not to arouse suspicion, as we were not allowed to go into the town by ourselves. It was nearly two miles to our small metropolis, but there would be plenty of time for him to go and return, even laden with the olive-branch neatly packed in shavings; besides, he might meet the butcher, who was his friend and would give him a lift. Then, finally, at five, the rapture of the new tea-service, descended from the skies; and, retribution made, making-up at last, without loss of dignity. With the event before us, we thought it a small thing that twenty-four hours more of alienation and pretended sulks must be kept up on Harold’s part; but Selina, who naturally knew nothing of the treat in store for her, moped for the rest of the evening, and took a very heavy heart to bed.
                When next day the hour for action arrived, Harold evaded Olympian attention with an easy modesty born of long practice, and made off for the front gate. Selina, who had been keeping her eye upon him, thought he was going down to the pond to catch frogs, a joy they had planned to share together, and made after him; but Harold, though he heard her footsteps, continued sternly on his high mission, without even looking back; and Selina was left to wander disconsolately among flower-beds that had lost—for her—all scent and colour. I saw it all, and although cold reason approved our line of action, instinct told me we were brutes.
                Harold reached the town—so he recounted afterwards—in record time, having run most of the way for fear the tea-things, which had reposed six months in the window, should be snapped up by some other conscience-stricken lacerator of a sister’s feelings; and it seemed hardly credible to find them still there, and their owner willing to part with them for the price marked on the ticket. He paid his money down at once, that there should be no drawing back from the bargain; and then, as the things had to be taken out of the window and packed, and the afternoon was yet young, he thought he might treat himself to a taste of urban joys and la vie de Boheme. Shops came first, of course, and he flattened his nose successively against the window with the india-rubber balls in it, and the clock-work locomotive; and against the barber’s window, with wigs on blocks, reminding him of uncles, and shaving-cream that looked so good to eat; and the grocer’s window, displaying more currants than the whole British population could possibly consume without a special effort; and the window of the bank, wherein gold was thought so little of that it was dealt about in shovels. Next there was the market-place, with all its clamorous joys; and when a runaway calf came down the street like a cannon-ball, Harold felt that he had not lived in vain. The whole place was so brimful of excitement that he had quite forgotten the why and the wherefore of his being there, when a sight of the church clock recalled him to his better self, and sent him flying out of the town, as he realised he had only just time enough left to get back in. If he were after his appointed hour, he would not only miss his high triumph, but probably would be detected as a transgressor of bounds,—a crime before which a private opinion on multiplication sank to nothingness. So he jogged along on his homeward way, thinking of many things, and probably talking to himself a good deal, as his habit was, and had covered nearly half the distance, when suddenly—a deadly sinking in the pit of his stomach—a paralysis of every limb—around him a world extinct of light and music—a black sun and a reeling sky—he had forgotten the tea-things!
                It was useless, it was hopeless, all was over, and nothing could now be done; nevertheless he turned and ran back wildly, blindly, choking with the big sobs that evoked neither pity nor comfort from a merciless mocking world around; a stitch in his side, dust in his eyes, and black despair clutching at his heart. So he stumbled on, with leaden legs and bursting sides, till—as if Fate had not yet dealt him her last worst buffet—on turning a corner in the road he almost ran under the wheels of a dog-cart, in which, as it pulled up, was apparent the portly form of Farmer Larkin, the arch-enemy, whose ducks he had been shying stones at that very morning!
                Had Harold been in his right and unclouded senses, he would have vanished through the hedge some seconds earlier, rather than pain the farmer by any unpleasant reminiscences which his appearance might call up; but as things were, he could only stand and blubber hopelessly, caring, indeed, little now what further ill might befall him. The farmer, for his part, surveyed the desolate figure with some astonishment, calling out in no unfriendly accents, “Why, Master Harold! whatever be the matter? Baint runnin’ away, be ee?”
                Then Harold, with the unnatural courage born of desperation, flung himself on the step, and climbing into the cart, fell in the straw at the bottom of it, sobbing out that he wanted to go back, go back! The situation had a vagueness; but the farmer, a man of action rather than words, swung his horse round smartly, and they were in the town again by the time Harold had recovered himself sufficiently to furnish some details. As they drove up to the shop, the woman was waiting at the door with the parcel; and hardly a minute seemed to have elapsed since the black crisis, ere they were bowling along swiftly home, the precious parcel hugged in a close embrace.
                And now the farmer came out in quite a new and unexpected light. Never a word did he say of broken fences and hurdles, of trampled crops and harried flocks and herds. One would have thought the man had never possessed a head of live stock in his life. Instead, he was deeply interested in the whole dolorous quest of the tea-things, and sympathised with Harold on the disputed point in mathematics as if he had been himself at the same stage of education. As they neared home, Harold found himself, to his surprise, sitting up and chatting to his new friend like man to man; and before he was dropped at a convenient gap in the garden hedge, he had promised that when Selina gave her first public tea-party, little Miss Larkin should be invited to come and bring ha whole sawdust family along with her; and the farmer appeared as pleased and proud as if he hat been asked to a garden-party at Marlborough House. Really, those Olympians have certain good points, far down in them. I shall have to leave off abusing them some day.
                At the hour of five, Selina, having spent the afternoon searching for Harold in all his accustomed haunts, sat down disconsolately to tea with her dolls, who ungenerously refused to wait beyond the appointed hour. The wooden tea-things seemed more chipped than usual; and the dolls themselves had more of wax and sawdust, and less of human colour and intelligence about them, than she ever remembered before. It was then that Harold burst in, very dusty, his stockings at his heels, and the channels ploughed by tears still showing on his grimy cheeks; and Selina was at last permitted to know that he had been thinking of her ever since his ill-judged exhibition of temper, and that his sulks had not been the genuine article, nor had he gone frogging by himself. It was a very happy hostess who dispensed hospitality that evening to a glassy-eyed stiff-kneed circle; and many a dollish gaucherie, that would have been severely checked on ordinary occasions, was as much overlooked as if it had been a birthday.
                But Harold and I, in our stupid masculine way, thought all her happiness sprang from possession of the long-coveted tea-service.



Wednesday 7 March 2018

Good Radings: "The Brazier and His Dog" by Aesop (translated into English)




     A Brazier had a little Dog, which was a great favorite with his master, and his constant companion.  While he hammered away at his metals the Dog slept; but when, on the other hand, he went to dinner and began to eat, the Dog woke up and wagged his tail, as if he would ask for a share of his meal.  His master one day, pretending to be angry and shaking his stick at him, said, "You wretched little sluggard! what shall I do to you? While I am hammering on the anvil, you sleep on the mat; and when I begin to eat after my toil, you wake up and wag your tail for food.  Do you not know that labor is the source of every blessing, and that none but those who work are entitled to eat?'