Non popolo arabo, non popolo balcanico, non popolo antico
ma nazione vivente, ma nazione europea:
e cosa sei? Terra di infanti, affamati, corrotti,
governanti impiegati di agrari, prefetti codini,
avvocatucci unti di brillantina e i piedi sporchi,
funzionari liberali carogne come gli zii bigotti,
una caserma, un seminario, una spiaggia libera, un casino!
Milioni di piccoli borghesi come milioni di porci
pascolano sospingendosi sotto gli illesi palazzotti,
tra case coloniali scrostate ormai come chiese.
Proprio perché tu sei esistita, ora non esisti,
proprio perché fosti cosciente, sei incosciente.
E solo perché sei cattolica, non puoi pensare
che il tuo male è tutto male: colpa di ogni male.
Sprofonda in questo tuo bel mare, libera il mondo.
Wednesday 27 June 2018
Monday 25 June 2018
Tuesday's Serial: "BEN-HUR: a tale of the Christ." by Lew Wallace - XXIV (in English)
BOOK FIFTH
"Only the actions of the just
Smell sweet and blossom in the dust."
SHIRLEY.
"And, through the heat of conflict,
keeps the law,
In calmness made, and sees what he
foresaw."
WORDSWORTH.
CHAPTER I
The morning after
the bacchanalia in the saloon of the palace, the divan was covered with young
patricians. Maxentius might come, and the city throng to receive him; the
legion might descend from Mount Sulpius in glory of arms and armor; from
Nymphaeum to Omphalus there might be ceremonial splendors to shame the most
notable ever before seen or heard of in the gorgeous East; yet would the many
continue to sleep ignominiously on the divan where they had fallen or been
carelessly tumbled by the indifferent slaves; that they would be able to take
part in the reception that day was about as possible as for the lay-figures in
the studio of a modern artist to rise and go bonneted and plumed through the
one, two, three of a waltz.
Not all, however,
who participated in the orgy were in the shameful condition. When dawn began to
peer through the skylights of the saloon, Messala arose, and took the chaplet
from his head, in sign that the revel was at end; then he gathered his robe
about him, gave a last look at the scene, and, without a word, departed for his
quarters. Cicero could not have retired with more gravity from a night-long
senatorial debate.
Three hours
afterwards two couriers entered his room, and from his own hand received each a
despatch, sealed and in duplicate, and consisting chiefly of a letter to
Valerius Gratus, the procurator, still resident in Caesarea. The importance
attached to the speedy and certain delivery of the paper may be inferred. One
courier was to proceed overland, the other by sea; both were to make the utmost
haste.
It is of great
concern now that the reader should be fully informed of the contents of the
letter thus forwarded, and it is accordingly given:
"ANTIOCH,
XII. Kal. Jul.
"Messala to
Gratus.
"O my Midas!
"I pray thou take no offense at the address,
seeing it is one of love and gratitude, and an admission that thou art most
fortunate among men; seeing, also, that thy ears are as they were derived from
thy mother, only proportionate to thy matured condition.
"O my Midas!
"I have to
relate to thee an astonishing event, which, though as yet somewhat in the field
of conjecture, will, I doubt not, justify thy instant consideration.
"Allow me
first to revive thy recollection. Remember, a good many years ago, a family of
a prince of Jerusalem, incredibly ancient and vastly rich - by name Ben-Hur. If
thy memory have a limp or ailment of any kind, there is, if I mistake not, a
wound on thy head which may help thee to a revival of the circumstance.
"Next, to
arouse thy interest. In punishment of the attempt upon thy life - for dear repose
of conscience, may all the gods forbid it should ever prove to have been an
accident! - the family were seized and summarily disposed of, and their
property confiscated. And inasmuch, O my Midas! as the action had the approval
of our Caesar, who was as just as he was wise - be there flowers upon his
altars forever! - there should be no shame in referring to the sums which were
realized to us respectively from that source, for which it is not possible I
can ever cease to be grateful to thee, certainly not while I continue, as at
present, in the uninterrupted enjoyment of the part which fell to me.
"In
vindication of thy wisdom - a quality for which, as I am now advised, the son
of Gordius, to whom I have boldly likened thee, was never distinguished among men
or gods - I recall further that thou didst make disposition of the family of
Hur, both of us at the time supposing the plan hit upon to be the most
effective possible for the purposes in view, which were silence and delivery
over to inevitable but natural death. Thou wilt remember what thou didst with
the mother and sister of the malefactor; yet, if now I yield to a desire to
learn whether they be living or dead, I know, from knowing the amiability of
thy nature, O my Gratus, that thou wilt pardon me as one scarcely less amiable
than thyself.
"As more
immediately essential to the present business, however, I take the liberty of
inviting to thy remembrance that the actual criminal was sent to the galleys a
slave for life - so the precept ran; and it may serve to make the event which I
am about to relate the more astonishing by saying here that I saw and read the
receipt for his body delivered in course to the tribune commanding a galley.
"Thou mayst
begin now to give me more especial heed, O my most excellent Phrygian!
"Referring
to the limit of life at the oar, the outlaw thus justly disposed of should be
dead, or, better speaking, some one of the three thousand Oceanides should have
taken him to husband at least five years ago. And if thou wilt excuse a
momentary weakness, O most virtuous and tender of men! inasmuch as I loved him
in childhood, and also because he was very handsome - I used in much admiration
to call him my Ganymede - he ought in right to have fallen into the arms of the
most beautiful daughter of the family. Of opinion, however, that he was
certainly dead, I have lived quite five years in calm and innocent enjoyment of
the fortune for which I am in a degree indebted to him. I make the admission of
indebtedness without intending it to diminish my obligation to thee.
"Now I am at
the very point of interest.
"Last night,
while acting as master of the feast for a party just from Rome - their extreme
youth and inexperience appealed to my compassion - I heard a singular story.
Maxentius, the consul, as you know, comes to-day to conduct a campaign against
the Parthians. Of the ambitious who are to accompany him there is one, a son of
the late duumvir Quintus Arrius. I had occasion to inquire about him
particularly. When Arrius set out in pursuit of the pirates, whose defeat
gained him his final honors, he had no family; when he returned from the
expedition, he brought back with him an heir. Now be thou composed as becomes
the owner of so many talents in ready sestertii! The son and heir of whom I
speak is he whom thou didst send to the galleys - the very Ben-Hur who should
have died at his oar five years ago - returned now with fortune and rank, and
possibly as a Roman citizen, to - Well,
thou art too firmly seated to be alarmed, but I, O my Midas! I am in danger -
no need to tell thee of what. Who should know, if thou dost not?
"Sayst thou
to all this, tut-tut?
"When
Arrius, the father, by adoption, of this apparition from the arms of the most
beautiful of the Oceanides (see above my opinion of what she should be), joined
battle with the pirates, his vessel was sunk, and but two of all her crew
escaped drowning - Arrius himself and this one, his heir.
"The
officers who took them from the plank on which they were floating say the
associate of the fortunate tribune was a young man who, when lifted to the
deck, was in the dress of a galley slave.
"This should
be convincing, to say least; but lest thou say tut-tut again, I tell thee, O my
Midas! that yesterday, by good chance - I have a vow to Fortune in consequence
- I met the mysterious son of Arrius face to face; and I declare now that,
though I did not then recognize him, he is the very Ben-Hur who was for years
my playmate; the very Ben-Hur who, if he be a man, though of the commonest
grade, must this very moment of my writing be thinking of vengeance - for so would
I were I he - vengeance not to be satisfied short of life; vengeance for
country, mother, sister, self, and - I say it last, though thou mayst think it
would be first - for fortune lost.
"By this
time, O good my benefactor and friend! my Gratus! in consideration of thy
sestertii in peril, their loss being the worst which could befall one of thy
high estate - I quit calling thee after the foolish old King of Phrygia - by
this time, I say (meaning after having read me so far), I have faith to believe
thou hast ceased saying tut-tut, and art ready to think what ought to be done
in such emergency.
"It were
vulgar to ask thee now what shall be done. Rather let me say I am thy client;
or, better yet, thou art my Ulysses whose part it is to give me sound direction.
"And I
please myself thinking I see thee when this letter is put into thy hand. I see
thee read it once; thy countenance all gravity, and then again with a smile;
then, hesitation ended, and thy judgment formed, it is this, or it is that;
wisdom like Mercury's, promptitude like Caesar's.
"The sun is
now fairly risen. An hour hence two messengers will depart from my door, each
with a sealed copy hereof; one of them will go by land, the other by sea, so
important do I regard it that thou shouldst be early and particularly informed
of the appearance of our enemy in this part of our Roman world.
"I will
await thy answer here.
"Ben-Hur's
going and coming will of course be regulated by his master, the consul, who,
though he exert himself without rest day and night, cannot get away under a
month. Thou knowest what work it is to assemble and provide for an army
destined to operate in a desolate, townless country.
"I saw the
Jew yesterday in the Grove of Daphne; and if he be not there now, he is
certainly in the neighborhood, making it easy for me to keep him in eye.
Indeed, wert thou to ask me where he is now, I should say, with the most
positive assurance, he is to be found at the old Orchard of Palms, under the
tent of the traitor Sheik Ilderim, who cannot long escape our strong hand. Be
not surprised if Maxentius, as his first measure, places the Arab on ship for
forwarding to Rome.
"I am so
particular about the whereabouts of the Jew because it will be important to
thee, O illustrious! when thou comest to consider what is to be done; for
already I know, and by the knowledge I flatter myself I am growing in wisdom,
that in every scheme involving human action there are three elements always to
be taken into account - time, place, and agency.
"If thou
sayest this is the place, have thou then no hesitancy in trusting the business
to thy most loving friend, who would be thy aptest scholar as well.
MESSALA."
CHAPTER II
About the time
the couriers departed from Messala's door with the despatches (it being yet the
early morning hour), Ben-Hur entered Ilderim's tent. He had taken a plunge into
the lake, and breakfasted, and appeared now in an under-tunic, sleeveless, and
with skirt scarcely reaching to the knee.
The sheik saluted
him from the divan.
"I give thee
peace, son of Arrius," he said, with admiration, for, in truth, he had
never seen a more perfect illustration of glowing, powerful, confident manhood.
"I give thee peace and good-will. The horses are ready, I am ready. And
thou?"
"The peace
thou givest me, good sheik, I give thee in return. I thank thee for so much
good-will. I am ready."
Ilderim clapped
his hands.
"I will have
the horses brought. Be seated."
"Are they
yoked?"
"No."
"Then suffer
me to serve myself," said Ben-Hur. "It is needful that I make the
acquaintance of thy Arabs. I must know them by name, O sheik, that I may speak
to them singly; nor less must I know their temper, for they are like men: if
bold, the better of scolding; if timid, the better of praise and flattery. Let
the servants bring me the harness."
"And the
chariot?" asked the sheik.
"I will let
the chariot alone to-day. In its place, let them bring me a fifth horse, if
thou hast it; he should be barebacked, and fleet as the others."
Ilderim's wonder
was aroused, and he summoned a servant immediately.
"Bid them
bring the harness for the four," he said -”the harness for the four, and
the bridle for Sirius."
Ilderim then
arose.
"Sirius is
my love, and I am his, O son of Arrius. We have been comrades for twenty years -
in tent, in battle, in all stages of the desert we have been comrades. I will
show him to you."
Going to the
division curtain, he held it, while Ben-Hur passed under. The horses came to
him in a body. One with a small head, luminous eyes, neck like the segment of a
bended bow, and mighty chest, curtained thickly by a profusion of mane soft and
wavy as a damsel's locks, nickered low and gladly at sight of him.
"Good
horse," said the sheik, patting the dark-brown cheek. "Good horse,
good-morning." Turning then to Ben-Hur, he added, "This is Sirius,
father of the four here. Mira, the mother, awaits our return, being too
precious to be hazarded in a region where there is a stronger hand than mine.
And much I doubt," he laughed as he spoke -”much I doubt, O son of Arrius,
if the tribe could endure her absence. She is their glory; they worship her;
did she gallop over them, they would laugh. Ten thousand horsemen, sons of the
desert, will ask to-day, 'Have you heard of Mira?' And to the answer, 'She is
well,' they will say, 'God is good! blessed be God!'"
"Mira -
Sirius - names of stars, are they not, O sheik?" asked Ben-Hur, going to
each of the four, and to the sire, offering his hand.
"And why
not?" replied Ilderim. "Wert thou ever abroad on the desert at night?"
"No."
"Then thou
canst not know how much we Arabs depend upon the stars. We borrow their names
in gratitude, and give them in love. My fathers all had their Miras, as I have
mine; and these children are stars no less. There, see thou, is Rigel, and
there Antares; that one is Atair, and he whom thou goest to now is Aldebaran,
the youngest of the brood, but none the worse of that - no, not he! Against the
wind he will carry thee till it roar in thy ears like Akaba; and he will go
where thou sayest, son of Arrius - ay, by the glory of Solomon! he will take
thee to the lion's jaws, if thou darest so much."
The harness was
brought. With his own hands Ben-Hur equipped the horses; with his own hands he
led them out of the tent, and there attached the reins.
"Bring me
Sirius," he said.
An Arab could not
have better sprung to seat on the courser's back.
"And now the
reins."
They were given
him, and carefully separated.
"Good
sheik," he said, "I am ready. Let a guide go before me to the field,
and send some of thy men with water."
There was no
trouble at starting. The horses were not afraid. Already there seemed a tacit
understanding between them and the new driver, who had performed his part
calmly, and with the confidence which always begets confidence. The order of
going was precisely that of driving, except that Ben-Hur sat upon Sirius
instead of standing in the chariot. Ilderim's spirit arose. He combed his
beard, and smiled with satisfaction as he muttered, "He is not a Roman,
no, by the splendor of God!" He followed on foot, the entire tenantry of
the dowar - men, women, and children - pouring after him, participants all in
his solicitude, if not in his confidence.
The field, when
reached, proved ample and well fitted for the training, which Ben-Hur began
immediately by driving the four at first slowly, and in perpendicular lines,
and then in wide circles. Advancing a step in the course, he put them next into
a trot; again progressing, he pushed into a gallop; at length he contracted the
circles, and yet later drove eccentrically here and there, right, left,
forward, and without a break. An hour was thus occupied. Slowing the gait to a
walk, he drove up to Ilderim.
"The work is
done, nothing now but practice," he said. "I give you joy, Sheik
Ilderim, that you have such servants as these. See," he continued,
dismounting and going to the horses, "see, the gloss of their red coats is
without spot; they breathe lightly as when I began. I give thee great joy, and
it will go hard if" - he turned his flashing eyes upon the old man's face
-”if we have not the victory and our -”
He stopped,
colored, bowed. At the sheik's side he observed, for the first time, Balthasar,
leaning upon his staff, and two women closely veiled. At one of the latter he
looked a second time, saying to himself, with a flutter about his heart,
"'Tis she - 'tis the Egyptian!" Ilderim picked up his broken sentence
-
"The
victory, and our revenge!" Then he said aloud, "I am not afraid; I am
glad. Son of Arrius, thou art the man. Be the end like the beginning, and thou
shalt see of what stuff is the lining of the hand of an Arab who is able to
give."
"I thank
thee, good sheik," Ben-Hur returned, modestly. "Let the servants
bring drink for the horses."
With his own
hands he gave the water.
Remounting
Sirius, he renewed the training, going as before from walk to trot, from trot
to gallop; finally, he pushed the steady racers into the run, gradually
quickening it to full speed. The performance then became exciting; and there
were applause for the dainty handling of the reins, and admiration for the
four, which were the same, whether they flew forward or wheeled in varying
curvature. In their action there were unity, power, grace, pleasure, all
without effort or sign of labor. The admiration was unmixed with pity or
reproach, which would have been as well bestowed upon swallows in their evening
flight.
In the midst of
the exercises, and the attention they received from all the bystanders, Malluch
came upon the ground, seeking the sheik.
"I have a
message for you, O sheik," he said, availing himself of a moment he
supposed favorable for the speech -”a message from Simonides, the
merchant."
"Simonides!"
ejaculated the Arab. "Ah! 'tis well. May Abaddon take all his
enemies!"
"He bade me
give thee first the holy peace of God," Malluch continued; "and then
this despatch, with prayer that thou read it the instant of receipt."
Ilderim, standing
in his place, broke the sealing of the package delivered to him, and from a
wrapping of fine linen took two letters, which he proceeded to read.
[No. 1.]
"Simonides
to Sheik Ilderim.
"O friend!
"Assure
thyself first of a place in my inner heart.
"Then -
"There is in
thy dowar a youth of fair presence, calling himself the son of Arrius; and such
he is by adoption.
"He is very
dear to me.
"He hath a
wonderful history, which I will tell thee; come thou to-day or to-morrow, that
I may tell thee the history, and have thy counsel.
"Meantime,
favor all his requests, so they be not against honor. Should there be need of
reparation, I am bound to thee for it.
"That I have
interest in this youth, keep thou private.
"Remember me
to thy other guest. He, his daughter, thyself, and all whom thou mayst choose
to be of thy company, must depend upon me at the Circus the day of the games. I
have seats already engaged.
"To thee and
all thine, peace.
"What should
I be, O my friend, but thy friend?
"SIMONIDES."
[No. 2.]
"Simonides
to Sheik Ilderim.
"O friend!
"Out of the
abundance of my experience, I send you a word.
"There is a
sign which all persons not Romans, and who have moneys or goods subject to
despoilment, accept as warning - that is, the arrival at a seat of power of
some high Roman official charged with authority.
"To-day
comes the Consul Maxentius.
"Be thou
warned!
"Another
word of advice.
"A
conspiracy, to be of effect against thee, O friend, must include the Herods as
parties; thou hast great properties in their dominions.
"Wherefore
keep thou watch.
"Send this
morning to thy trusty keepers of the roads leading south from Antioch, and bid
them search every courier going and coming; if they find private despatches
relating to thee or thine affairs, THOU SHOULDST SEE THEM.
"You should
have received this yesterday, though it is not too late, if you act promptly.
"If couriers
left Antioch this morning, your messengers know the byways, and can get before
them with your orders.
"Do not hesitate.
"Burn this
after reading.
"O my
friend! thy friend,
"SIMONIDES."
Ilderim read the letters a second time, and
refolded them in the linen wrap, and put the package under his girdle.
The exercises in
the field continued but a little longer - in all about two hours. At their
conclusion, Ben-Hur brought the four to a walk, and drove to Ilderim.
"With leave,
O sheik," he said, "I will return thy Arabs to the tent, and bring
them out again this afternoon."
Ilderim walked to
him as he sat on Sirius, and said, "I give them to you, son of Arrius, to
do with as you will until after the games. You have done with them in two hours
what the Roman - may jackals gnaw his bones fleshless! - could not in as many
weeks. We will win - by the splendor of God, we will win!"
At the tent
Ben-Hur remained with the horses while they were being cared for; then, after a
plunge in the lake and a cup of arrack with the sheik, whose flow of spirits
was royally exuberant, he dressed himself in his Jewish garb again, and walked
with Malluch on into the Orchard.
There was much
conversation between the two, not all of it important. One part, however, must
not be overlooked. Ben-Hur was speaking.
"I will give
you," he said, "an order for my property stored in the khan this side
the river by the Seleucian Bridge. Bring it to me to-day, if you can. And, good
Malluch - if I do not overtask you -”
Malluch protested
heartily his willingness to be of service.
"Thank you,
Malluch, thank you," said Ben-Hur. "I will take you at your word,
remembering that we are brethren of the old tribe, and that the enemy is a
Roman. First, then - as you are a man of business, which I much fear Sheik
Ilderim is not -”
"Arabs
seldom are," said Malluch, gravely.
"Nay, I do
not impeach their shrewdness, Malluch. It is well, however, to look after them.
To save all forfeit or hindrance in connection with the race, you would put me
perfectly at rest by going to the office of the Circus, and seeing that he has
complied with every preliminary rule; and if you can get a copy of the rules,
the service may be of great avail to me. I would like to know the colors I am
to wear, and particularly the number of the crypt I am to occupy at the
starting; if it be next Messala's on the right or left, it is well; if not, and
you can have it changed so as to bring me next the Roman, do so. Have you good
memory, Malluch?"
"It has
failed me, but never, son of Arrius, where the heart helped it as now."
"I will
venture, then, to charge you with one further service. I saw yesterday that
Messala was proud of his chariot, as he might be, for the best of Caesar's
scarcely surpass it. Can you not make its display an excuse which will enable
you to find if it be light or heavy? I would like to have its exact weight and
measurements - and, Malluch, though you fail in all else, bring me exactly the
height his axle stands above the ground. You understand, Malluch? I do not wish
him to have any actual advantage of me. I do not care for his splendor; if I
beat him, it will make his fall the harder, and my triumph the more complete.
If there are advantages really important, I want them."
"I see, I
see!" said Malluch. "A line dropped from the centre of the axle is
what you want."
"Thou hast
it; and be glad, Malluch - it is the last of my commissions. Let us return to
the dowar."
At the door of
the tent they found a servant replenishing the smoke-stained bottles of leben
freshly made, and stopped to refresh themselves. Shortly afterwards Malluch
returned to the city.
During their
absence, a messenger well mounted had been despatched with orders as suggested
by Simonides. He was an Arab, and carried nothing written.
Saturday 23 June 2018
Good Readings: "Os Três Amores" by Castro Alves (in Portuguese)
I
Minh’alma é como a fronte sonhadora
Do louco bardo, que Ferrara chora...
Sou Tasso!... a primavera de teus risos
De minha vida as solidões enflora...
Longe de ti eu bebo os teus perfumes,
Sigo na terra de teu passo os lumes...
— Tu és Eleonora...
II
Meu coração desmaia pensativo,
Cismando em tua rosa predileta.
Sou teu pálido amante vaporoso,
Sou teu Romeu... teu lânguido poeta!...
Sonho-te às vezes virgem... seminua...
Roubo-te um casto beijo à luz da lua...
- E tu és Julieta...
III
Na volúpia das noites andaluzas
O sangue ardente em minhas veias rola...
Sou D. Juan!... Donzelas amorosas,
Vós conheceis-me os trenos na viola!
Sobre o leito do amor teu seio brilha
Eu morro, se desfaço-te a mantilha
Tu és — Júlia, a Espanhola!...
Minh’alma é como a fronte sonhadora
Do louco bardo, que Ferrara chora...
Sou Tasso!... a primavera de teus risos
De minha vida as solidões enflora...
Longe de ti eu bebo os teus perfumes,
Sigo na terra de teu passo os lumes...
— Tu és Eleonora...
II
Meu coração desmaia pensativo,
Cismando em tua rosa predileta.
Sou teu pálido amante vaporoso,
Sou teu Romeu... teu lânguido poeta!...
Sonho-te às vezes virgem... seminua...
Roubo-te um casto beijo à luz da lua...
- E tu és Julieta...
III
Na volúpia das noites andaluzas
O sangue ardente em minhas veias rola...
Sou D. Juan!... Donzelas amorosas,
Vós conheceis-me os trenos na viola!
Sobre o leito do amor teu seio brilha
Eu morro, se desfaço-te a mantilha
Tu és — Júlia, a Espanhola!...
Friday 22 June 2018
Friday's Sung Word: "A.E.I.O.U." by Lamartine Babo and Noel Rosa (in Portuguese)
music by Lamartine Babo.
Uma, duas, angolinhas
Finca o pé na pampulinha
Ciranda, cirandinha, vamos todos cirandar
A.E.I.O.U. Dabliú, dabliú
Na cartilha da Juju, Juju
A Juju já sabe ler, a Juju sabe escrever
Há dez anos na cartilha
A Juju já sabe ler, a Juju sabe escrever
Escreve sal com cê-cedilha!
Sabe conta de somar, sabe até multiplicar
Mas, na divisão se enrasca
Outro dia fez um feio, pois partindo um queijo ao meio
Quis me dar somente a casca!
Sabe História Natural, sabe História Universal
Mas não sabe Geografia
Pois com um cabo se atracando
Na bacia navegando, foi pra Ásia e teve azia
You can hear "A.E.I.O.U." sung by Lamartine Babo with the Regional do Canhoto here.
Thursday 21 June 2018
Thursday's Serial: "The House on the Borderland" by William Hope Hodgson (in English) - III
IV - THE EARTH
Thus I was, and only the memory that
I had lived through the dark, once before, served to sustain my thoughts. A
great time passed - ages. And then a single star broke its way through the
darkness. It was the first of one of the outlying clusters of this universe.
Presently, it was far behind, and all about me shone the splendor of the countless
stars. Later, years it seemed, I saw the sun, a clot of flame. Around it, I
made out presently several remote specks of light - the planets of the Solar
system. And so I saw the earth again, blue and unbelievably minute. It grew
larger, and became defined.
A long space of time came and went,
and then at last I entered into the shadow of the world - plunging headlong
into the dim and holy earth night. Overhead were the old constellations, and
there was a crescent moon. Then, as I neared the earth's surface, a dimness
swept over me, and I appeared to sink into a black mist.
For a while, I knew nothing. I was
unconscious. Gradually, I became aware of a faint, distant whining. It became
plainer. A desperate feeling of agony possessed me. I struggled madly for
breath, and tried to shout. A moment, and I got my breath more easily. I was
conscious that something was licking my hand. Something damp swept across my
face. I heard a panting, and then again the whining. It seemed to come to my
ears, now, with a sense of familiarity, and I opened my eyes. All was dark; but
the feeling of oppression had left me. I was seated, and something was whining
piteously, and licking me. I felt strangely confused, and, instinctively, tried
to ward off the thing that licked. My head was curiously vacant, and, for the
moment, I seemed incapable of action or thought. Then, things came back to me,
and I called 'Pepper,' faintly. I was answered by a joyful bark, and renewed
and frantic caresses.
In a little while, I felt stronger,
and put out my hand for the matches. I groped about, for a few moments,
blindly; then my hands lit upon them, and I struck a light, and looked
confusedly around. All about me, I saw the old, familiar things. And there I
sat, full of dazed wonders, until the flame of the match burnt my finger, and I
dropped it; while a hasty expression of pain and anger, escaped my lips,
surprising me with the sound of my own voice.
After a moment, I struck another
match, and, stumbling across the room, lit the candles. As I did so, I observed
that they had not burned away, but had been put out.
As the flames shot up, I turned, and
stared about the study; yet there was nothing unusual to see; and, suddenly, a
gust of irritation took me. What had happened? I held my head, with both hands,
and tried to remember. Ah! the great, silent Plain, and the ring-shaped sun of
red fire. Where were they? Where had I seen them? How long ago? I felt dazed
and muddled. Once or twice, I walked up and down the room, unsteadily. My memory
seemed dulled, and, already, the thing I had witnessed came back to me with an
effort.
I have a remembrance of cursing,
peevishly, in my bewilderment. Suddenly, I turned faint and giddy, and had to
grasp at the table for support. During a few moments, I held on, weakly; and
then managed to totter sideways into a chair. After a little time, I felt
somewhat better, and succeeded in reaching the cupboard where, usually, I keep
brandy and biscuits. I poured myself out a little of the stimulant, and drank
it off. Then, taking a handful of biscuits, I returned to my chair, and began
to devour them, ravenously. I was vaguely surprised at my hunger. I felt as
though I had eaten nothing for an uncountably long while.
As I ate, my glance roved about the
room, taking in its various details, and still searching, though almost
unconsciously, for something tangible upon which to take hold, among the
invisible mysteries that encompassed me. 'Surely,' I thought, 'there must be
something - ' And, in the same instant, my gaze dwelt upon the face of the
clock in the opposite corner. Therewith, I stopped eating, and just stared.
For, though its ticking indicated most certainly that it was still going, the
hands were pointing to a little before the hour of midnight; whereas it was, as
well I knew, considerably after that time when I had witnessed the first of the
strange happenings I have just described.
For perhaps a moment I was astounded
and puzzled. Had the hour been the same as when I had last seen the clock, I
should have concluded that the hands had stuck in one place, while the internal
mechanism went on as usual; but that would, in no way, account for the hands
having traveled backward. Then, even as I turned the matter over in my wearied
brain, the thought flashed upon me that it was now close upon the morning of
the twenty-second, and that I had been unconscious to the visible world through
the greater portion of the last twenty-four hours. The thought occupied my
attention for a full minute; then I commenced to eat again. I was still very
hungry.
During breakfast, next morning, I
inquired casually of my sister regarding the date, and found my surmise
correct. I had, indeed, been absent - at least in spirit - for nearly a day and
a night.
My sister asked me no questions; for
it is not by any means the first time that I have kept to my study for a whole
day, and sometimes a couple of days at a time, when I have been particularly
engrossed in my books or work.
And so the days pass on, and I am
still filled with a wonder to know the meaning of all that I saw on that
memorable night. Yet, well I know that my curiosity is little likely to be
satisfied.
V - THE THING IN THE PIT
This house is, as I have said
before, surrounded by a huge estate, and wild and uncultivated gardens.
Away at the back, distant some three
hundred yards, is a dark, deep ravine - spoken of as the 'Pit,' by the
peasantry. At the bottom runs a sluggish stream so overhung by trees as
scarcely to be seen from above.
In passing, I must explain that this
river has a subterranean origin, emerging suddenly at the East end of the
ravine, and disappearing, as abruptly, beneath the cliffs that form its Western
extremity.
It was some months after my vision
(if vision it were) of the great Plain that my attention was particularly
attracted to the Pit.
I happened, one day, to be walking
along its Southern edge, when, suddenly, several pieces of rock and shale were
dislodged from the face of the cliff immediately beneath me, and fell with a
sullen crash through the trees. I heard them splash in the river at the bottom;
and then silence. I should not have given this incident more than a passing
thought, had not Pepper at once begun to bark savagely; nor would he be silent
when I bade him, which is most unusual behavior on his part.
Feeling that there must be someone
or something in the Pit, I went back to the house, quickly, for a stick. When I
returned, Pepper had ceased his barks and was growling and smelling, uneasily,
along the top.
Whistling to him to follow me, I
started to descend cautiously. The depth to the bottom of the Pit must be about
a hundred and fifty feet, and some time as well as considerable care was
expended before we reached the bottom in safety.
Once down, Pepper and I started to
explore along the banks of the river. It was very dark there due to the
overhanging trees, and I moved warily, keeping my glance about me and my stick
ready.
Pepper was quiet now and kept close
to me all the time. Thus, we searched right up one side of the river, without
hearing or seeing anything. Then, we crossed over - by the simple method of
jumping - and commenced to beat our way back through the underbrush.
We had accomplished perhaps half the
distance, when I heard again the sound of falling stones on the other side - the
side from which we had just come. One large rock came thundering down through
the treetops, struck the opposite bank, and bounded into the river, driving a
great jet of water right over us. At this, Pepper gave out a deep growl; then
stopped, and pricked up his ears. I listened, also.
A second later, a loud, half-human,
half-piglike squeal sounded from among the trees, apparently about halfway up
the South cliff. It was answered by a similar note from the bottom of the Pit.
At this, Pepper gave a short, sharp bark, and, springing across the little
river, disappeared into the bushes.
Immediately
afterward, I heard his barks increase in depth and number, and in between there
sounded a noise of confused jabbering. This ceased, and, in the succeeding
silence, there rose a semi-human yell of agony. Almost immediately, Pepper gave
a long-drawn howl of pain, and then the shrubs were violently agitated, and he
came running out with his tail down, and glancing as he ran over his shoulder.
As he reached me, I saw that he was bleeding from what appeared to be a great
claw wound in the side that had almost laid bare his ribs.
Seeing Pepper thus mutilated, a
furious feeling of anger seized me, and, whirling my staff, I sprang across,
and into the bushes from which Pepper had emerged. As I forced my way through,
I thought I heard a sound of breathing. Next instant, I had burst into a little
clear space, just in time to see something, livid white in color, disappear
among the bushes on the opposite side. With a shout, I ran toward it; but,
though I struck and probed among the bushes with my stick, I neither saw nor
heard anything further; and so returned to Pepper. There, after bathing his
wound in the river, I bound my wetted handkerchief 'round his body; having done
which, we retreated up the ravine and into the daylight again.
On reaching the house, my sister
inquired what had happened to Pepper, and I told her he had been fighting with
a wildcat, of which I had heard there were several about.
I felt it would be better not to
tell her how it had really happened; though, to be sure, I scarcely knew
myself; but this I did know, that the thing I had seen run into the bushes was
no wildcat. It was much too big, and had, so far as I had observed, a skin like
a hog's, only of a dead, unhealthy white color. And then - it had run upright,
or nearly so, upon its hind feet, with a motion somewhat resembling that of a
human being. This much I had noticed in my brief glimpse, and, truth to tell, I
felt a good deal of uneasiness, besides curiosity as I turned the matter over
in my mind.
It was in the morning that the above
incident had occurred.
Then, it would be after dinner, as I
sat reading, that, happening to look up suddenly, I saw something peering in
over the window ledge the eyes and ears alone showing.
'A pig, by Jove!' I said, and rose
to my feet. Thus, I saw the thing more completely; but it was no pig - God
alone knows what it was. It reminded me, vaguely, of the hideous Thing that had
haunted the great arena. It had a grotesquely human mouth and jaw; but with no
chin of which to speak. The nose was prolonged into a snout; thus it was that
with the little eyes and queer ears, gave it such an extraordinarily swinelike
appearance. Of forehead there was little, and the whole face was of an
unwholesome white color.
For
perhaps a minute, I stood looking at the thing with an ever growing feeling of
disgust, and some fear. The mouth kept jabbering, inanely, and once emitted a
half-swinish grunt. I think it was the eyes that attracted me the most; they
seemed to glow, at times, with a horribly human intelligence, and kept
flickering away from my face, over the details of the room, as though my stare
disturbed it.
It
appeared to be supporting itself by two clawlike hands upon the windowsill.
These claws, unlike the face, were of a clayey brown hue, and bore an
indistinct resemblance to human hands, in that they had four fingers and a
thumb; though these were webbed up to the first joint, much as are a duck's.
Nails it had also, but so long and powerful that they were more like the talons
of an eagle than aught else.
As I have said, before, I felt some
fear; though almost of an impersonal kind. I may explain my feeling better by
saying that it was more a sensation of abhorrence; such as one might expect to
feel, if brought in contact with something superhumanly foul; something unholy
- belonging to some hitherto undreamt of state of existence.
I cannot say that I grasped these
various details of the brute at the time. I think they seemed to come back to
me, afterward, as though imprinted upon my brain. I imagined more than I saw as
I looked at the thing, and the material details grew upon me later.
For
perhaps a minute I stared at the creature; then as my nerves steadied a little
I shook off the vague alarm that held me, and took a step toward the window.
Even as I did so, the thing ducked and vanished. I rushed to the door and
looked 'round hurriedly; but only the tangled bushes and shrubs met my gaze.
I ran back into the house, and,
getting my gun, sallied out to search through the gardens. As I went, I asked
myself whether the thing I had just seen was likely to be the same of which I
had caught a glimpse in the morning. I inclined to think it was.
I would have taken Pepper with me;
but judged it better to give his wound a chance to heal. Besides, if the
creature I had just seen was, as I imagined, his antagonist of the morning, it
was not likely that he would be of much use.
I began my search, systematically. I
was determined, if it were possible, to find and put an end to that
swine-thing. This was, at least, a material Horror!
At first, I searched, cautiously;
with the thought of Pepper's wound in my mind; but, as the hours passed, and
not a sign of anything living, showed in the great, lonely gardens, I became
less apprehensive. I felt almost as though I would welcome the sight of it.
Anything seemed better than this silence, with the ever-present feeling that
the creature might be lurking in every bush I passed. Later, I grew careless of
danger, to the extent of plunging right through the bushes, probing with my gun
barrel as I went.
At times, I shouted; but only the
echoes answered back. I thought thus perhaps to frighten or stir the creature
to showing itself; but only succeeded in bringing my sister Mary out, to know
what was the matter. I told her, that I had seen the wildcat that had wounded
Pepper, and that I was trying to hunt it out of the bushes. She seemed only
half satisfied, and went back into the house, with an expression of doubt upon
her face. I wondered whether she had seen or guessed anything. For the rest of
the afternoon, I prosecuted the search anxiously. I felt that I should be
unable to sleep, with that bestial thing haunting the shrubberies, and yet,
when evening fell, I had seen nothing. Then, as I turned homeward, I heard a
short, unintelligible noise, among the bushes to my right. Instantly, I turned,
and, aiming quickly, fired in the direction of the sound. Immediately
afterward, I heard something scuttling away among the bushes. It moved rapidly,
and in a minute had gone out of hearing. After a few steps I ceased my pursuit,
realizing how futile it must be in the fast gathering gloom; and so, with a
curious feeling of depression, I entered the house.
That night, after my sister had gone
to bed, I went 'round to all the windows and doors on the ground floor; and saw
to it that they were securely fastened. This precaution was scarcely necessary
as regards the windows, as all of those on the lower storey are strongly
barred; but with the doors - of which there are five - it was wisely thought,
as not one was locked.
Having secured these, I went to my
study, yet, somehow, for once, the place jarred upon me; it seemed so huge and
echoey. For some time I tried to read; but at last finding it impossible I
carried my book down to the kitchen where a large fire was burning, and sat
there.
I dare say, I had read for a couple
of hours, when, suddenly, I heard a sound that made me lower my book, and listen,
intently. It was a noise of something rubbing and fumbling against the back
door. Once the door creaked, loudly; as though force were being applied to it.
During those few, short moments, I experienced an indescribable feeling of
terror, such as I should have believed impossible. My hands shook; a cold sweat
broke out on me, and I shivered violently.
Gradually, I calmed. The stealthy
movements outside had ceased.
Then for an hour I sat silent and
watchful. All at once the feeling of fear took me again. I felt as I imagine an
animal must, under the eye of a snake. Yet now I could hear nothing. Still,
there was no doubting that some unexplained influence was at work.
Gradually, imperceptibly almost,
something stole on my ear - a sound that resolved itself into a faint murmur.
Quickly it developed and grew into a muffled but hideous chorus of bestial
shrieks. It appeared to rise from the bowels of the earth.
I heard a thud, and realized in a
dull, half comprehending way that I had dropped my book. After that, I just
sat; and thus the daylight found me, when it crept wanly in through the barred,
high windows of the great kitchen.
With the dawning light, the feeling
of stupor and fear left me; and I came more into possession of my senses.
Thereupon I picked up my book, and
crept to the door to listen. Not a sound broke the chilly silence. For some
minutes I stood there; then, very gradually and cautiously, I drew back the
bolt and opening the door peeped out.
My caution was unneeded. Nothing was
to be seen, save the grey vista of dreary, tangled bushes and trees, extending
to the distant plantation.
With a shiver, I closed the door,
and made my way, quietly, up to bed.
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