art by Fred Kida - Air Fighters Comics #12 - Hillman Periodicals, Inc., 1943.
Monday, 27 April 2020
Saturday, 25 April 2020
Good Readings: letter from unknown writer to William Parker, 13th Baron Morley, 4th Baron Monteagle (in English)
My lord, out
of the love I have for some of your friends, I want to make sure you are safe.
Because of this I would advise you to not attend this sitting of parliament
because God and man have agreed to punish the wickedness of this time. Do not
think this is a joke, go to your estate in the country where you will be safe,
because although there is no sign of any problem yet, this parliament will
receive a terrible blow, but they will not see who it is that hurts them. This
advice should not be ignored as it may do you some good, and it can do you no
harm because the danger will have passed as soon as you have burned this
letter. I hope God grants you the grace to make good use of it, and that he
protects you.
Friday, 24 April 2020
Friday's Sung Word: "Sonhei Contigo" by Lamartine Babo (in Portuguese)
music by Gáudio Viotti.
Sonhei contigo esta noite, ó sonho lindo !
sonho de amor e de esplendor, ó flor !
mas se este sonho assim tão belo fosse infindo
eu sentiria para o céu meu ser transposto
beijos sutis talvez sentisse no meu rosto
sonho de amor, doce néctar que leva à dor
e os lindos olhos teus fizeram-me sonhar
suaves foram os rogos meus a Deus.
É um doce alívio nesta vida acidentada !
um belo sonho todo feito de fulgor
nos tira a ânsia do amargor
e sendo assim sonhar com anjos de pureza
faz lembrar a doce amada
faz fugir toda a tristeza.
Tenho na alma um sonho eterno de ilusão
que faz florir meu coração
na eterna ânsia que domina e que fascina
e volverei meus olhos tristes para Deus
pedindo em cada sonho
dois sorrisos teus.
You can hear "Sonhei Contigo" sung by Francisco Alves and the Pan American Orchestra here.
Thursday, 23 April 2020
Thursday's Serial: "Tom Brown's Schooldays" by Thomas Hughes (in English) - XII
CHAPTER II—THE NEW BOY.
“And Heaven's rich instincts in him grew
As effortless as woodland nooks
Send violets up and paint them blue.”
LOWELL.
I do not mean to recount all the little troubles
and annoyances which thronged upon Tom at the beginning of this half-year, in
his new character of bear-leader to a gentle little boy straight from home. He
seemed to himself to have become a new boy again, without any of the
long-suffering and meekness indispensable for supporting that character with
moderate success. From morning till night he had the feeling of responsibility
on his mind, and even if he left Arthur in their study or in the close for an
hour, was never at ease till he had him in sight again. He waited for him at
the doors of the school after every lesson and every calling-over; watched that
no tricks were played him, and none but the regulation questions asked; kept
his eye on his plate at dinner and breakfast, to see that no unfair
depredations were made upon his viands; in short, as East remarked, cackled
after him like a hen with one chick.
Arthur took a long time thawing, too, which made
it all the harder work; was sadly timid; scarcely ever spoke unless Tom spoke
to him first; and, worst of all, would agree with him in everything—the hardest
thing in the world for a Brown to bear. He got quite angry sometimes, as they
sat together of a night in their study, at this provoking habit of agreement,
and was on the point of breaking out a dozen times with a lecture upon the
propriety of a fellow having a will of his own and speaking out, but managed to
restrain himself by the thought that he might only frighten Arthur, and the
remembrance of the lesson he had learnt from him on his first night at Number
4. Then he would resolve to sit still and not say a word till Arthur began; but
he was always beat at that game, and had presently to begin talking in despair,
fearing lest Arthur might think he was vexed at something if he didn't, and
dog-tired of sitting tongue-tied.
It was hard work. But Tom had taken it up, and
meant to stick to it, and go through with it so as to satisfy himself; in which
resolution he was much assisted by the chafing of East and his other old
friends, who began to call him “dry-nurse,” and otherwise to break their small
wit on him. But when they took other ground, as they did every now and then,
Tom was sorely puzzled.
“Tell you what, Tommy,” East would say; “you'll
spoil young Hopeful with too much coddling. Why can't you let him go about by
himself and find his own level? He'll never be worth a button if you go on
keeping him under your skirts.”
“Well, but he ain't fit to fight his own way yet;
I'm trying to get him to it every day, but he's very odd. Poor little beggar! I
can't make him out a bit. He ain't a bit like anything I've ever seen or heard
of—he seems all over nerves; anything you say seems to hurt him like a cut or a
blow.”
“That sort of boy's no use here,” said East;
“he'll only spoil. Now I'll tell you what to do, Tommy. Go and get a nice large
band-box made, and put him in with plenty of cotton-wool and a pap-bottle,
labelled 'With care—this side up,' and send him back to mamma.”
“I think I shall make a hand of him though,” said
Tom, smiling, “say what you will. There's something about him, every now and
then, which shows me he's got pluck somewhere in him. That's the only thing
after all that'll wash, ain't it, old Scud? But how to get at it and bring it
out?”
Tom took one hand out of his breeches-pocket and
stuck it in his back hair for a scratch, giving his hat a tilt over his nose,
his one method of invoking wisdom. He stared at the ground with a ludicrously
puzzled look, and presently looked up and met East's eyes. That young gentleman
slapped him on the back, and then put his arm round his shoulder, as they
strolled through the quadrangle together. “Tom,” said he, “blest if you ain't
the best old fellow ever was. I do like to see you go into a thing. Hang it, I
wish I could take things as you do; but I never can get higher than a joke.
Everything's a joke. If I was going to be flogged next minute, I should be in a
blue funk, but I couldn't help laughing at it for the life of me.”
“Brown and East, you go and fag for Jones on the
great fives court.”
“Hullo, though, that's past a joke,” broke out
East, springing at the young gentleman who addressed them, and catching him by the
collar.—“Here, Tommy, catch hold of him t'other side before he can holla.”
The youth was seized, and dragged, struggling, out
of the quadrangle into the School-house hall. He was one of the miserable
little pretty white-handed, curly-headed boys, petted and pampered by some of
the big fellows, who wrote their verses for them, taught them to drink and use
bad language, and did all they could to spoil them for everything * in this world and the next. One of the avocations in
which these young gentlemen took particular delight was in going about and
getting fags for their protectors, when those heroes were playing any game.
They carried about pencil and paper with them, putting down the names of all
the boys they sent, always sending five times as many as were wanted, and
getting all those thrashed who didn't go. The present youth belonged to a house
which was very jealous of the School-house, and always picked out School-house
fags when he could find them. However, this time he'd got the wrong sow by the
ear. His captors slammed the great door of the hall, and East put his back
against it, while Tom gave the prisoner a shake up, took away his list, and
stood him up on the floor, while he proceeded leisurely to examine that
document.
* A kind and
wise critic, an old Rugboean, notes here in the margin: “The small friend
system was not so utterly bad from 1841-1847.” Before that, too, there were
many noble friendships between big and little boys; but I can't strike out the
passage. Many boys will know why it is left in.
“Let me out, let me go!” screamed the boy, in a
furious passion. “I'll go and tell Jones this minute, and he'll give you both
the —- thrashing you ever had.”
“Pretty little dear,” said East, patting the top
of his hat.—“Hark how he swears, Tom. Nicely brought up young man, ain't he, I
don't think.”
“Let me alone, —- you,” roared the boy, foaming
with rage, and kicking at East, who quietly tripped him up, and deposited him
on the floor in a place of safety.
“Gently, young fellow,” said he; “'tain't
improving for little whippersnappers like you to be indulging in blasphemy; so
you stop that, or you'll get something you won't like.”
“I'll have you both licked when I get out, that I
will,” rejoined the boy, beginning to snivel.
“Two can play at that game, mind you,” said Tom,
who had finished his examination of the list. “Now you just listen here. We've
just come across the fives court, and Jones has four fags there already—two
more than he wants. If he'd wanted us to change, he'd have stopped us himself.
And here, you little blackguard, you've got seven names down on your list
besides ours, and five of them School-house.” Tom walked up to him, and jerked
him on to his legs; he was by this time whining like a whipped puppy. “Now just
listen to me. We ain't going to fag for Jones. If you tell him you've sent us,
we'll each of us give you such a thrashing as you'll remember.” And Tom tore up
the list and threw the pieces into the fire.
“And mind you, too,” said East, “don't let me
catch you again sneaking about the School-house, and picking up our fags. You
haven't got the sort of hide to take a sound licking kindly.” And he opened the
door and sent the young gentleman flying into the quadrangle with a parting
kick.
“Nice boy, Tommy,” said East, shoving his hands in
his pockets, and strolling to the fire.
“Worst sort we breed,” responded Tom, following
his example. “Thank goodness, no big fellow ever took to petting me.”
“You'd never have been like that,” said East. “I should
like to have put him in a museum: Christian young gentleman, nineteenth
century, highly educated. Stir him up with a long pole, Jack, and hear him
swear like a drunken sailor. He'd make a respectable public open its eyes, I
think.”
“Think he'll tell Jones?” said Tom.
“No,” said East. “Don't care if he does.”
“Nor I,” said Tom. And they went back to talk
about Arthur.
The young gentleman had brains enough not to tell
Jones, reasoning that East and Brown, who were noted as some of the toughest
fags in the School, wouldn't care three straws for any licking Jones might give
them, and would be likely to keep their words as to passing it on with
interest.
After the above conversation, East came a good
deal to their study, and took notice of Arthur, and soon allowed to Tom that he
was a thorough little gentleman, and would get over his shyness all in good
time; which much comforted our hero. He felt every day, too, the value of
having an object in his life—something that drew him out of himself; and it being
the dull time of the year, and no games going about for which he much cared,
was happier than he had ever yet been at school, which was saying a great deal.
The time which Tom allowed himself away from his
charge was from locking-up till supper-time. During this hour or hour and a
half he used to take his fling, going round to the studies of all his
acquaintance, sparring or gossiping in the hall, now jumping the old iron-bound
tables, or carving a bit of his name on them, then joining in some chorus of
merry voices—in fact, blowing off his steam, as we should now call it.
This process was so congenial to his temper, and
Arthur showed himself so pleased at the arrangement, that it was several weeks
before Tom was ever in their study before supper. One evening, however, he
rushed in to look for an old chisel, or some corks, or other article essential
to his pursuit for the time being, and while rummaging about in the cupboards,
looked up for a moment, and was caught at once by the figure of poor little Arthur.
The boy was sitting with his elbows on the table, and his head leaning on his
hands, and before him an open book, on which his tears were falling fast. Tom
shut the door at once, and sat down on the sofa by Arthur, putting his arm
round his neck.
“Why, young un, what's the matter?” said he
kindly; “you ain't unhappy, are you?”
“Oh no, Brown,” said the little boy, looking up
with the great tears in his eyes; “you are so kind to me, I'm very happy.”
“Why don't you call me Tom? Lots of boys do that I
don't like half so much as you. What are you reading, then? Hang it! you must
come about with me, and not mope yourself.” And Tom cast down his eyes on the
book, and saw it was the Bible. He was silent for a minute, and thought to
himself, “Lesson Number 2, Tom Brown;” and then said gently, “I'm very glad to
see this, Arthur, and ashamed that I don't read the Bible more myself. Do you
read it every night before supper while I'm out?”
“Yes.”
“Well, I wish you'd wait till afterwards, and then
we'd read together. But, Arthur, why does it make you cry?”
“Oh, it isn't that I'm unhappy. But at home, while
my father was alive, we always read the lessons after tea; and I love to read
them over now, and try to remember what he said about them. I can't remember all
and I think I scarcely understand a great deal of what I do remember. But it
all comes back to me so fresh that I can't help crying sometimes to think I
shall never read them again with him.”
Arthur had never spoken of his home before, and
Tom hadn't encouraged him to do so, as his blundering schoolboy reasoning made
him think that Arthur would be softened and less manly for thinking of home.
But now he was fairly interested, and forgot all about chisels and bottled
beer; while with very little encouragement Arthur launched into his home
history, and the prayer-bell put them both out sadly when it rang to call them
to the hall.
From this time Arthur constantly spoke of his
home, and above all, of his father, who had been dead about a year, and whose
memory Tom soon got to love and reverence almost as much as his own son did.
Arthur's father had been the clergyman of a parish
in the Midland counties, which had risen into a large town during the war, and
upon which the hard years which followed had fallen with fearful weight. The
trade had been half ruined; and then came the old, sad story, of masters
reducing their establishments, men turned off and wandering about, hungry and
wan in body, and fierce in soul, from the thought of wives and children starving
at home, and the last sticks of furniture going to the pawnshop; children taken
from school, and lounging about the dirty streets and courts, too listless
almost to play, and squalid in rags and misery; and then the fearful struggle
between the employers and men—lowerings of wages, strikes, and the long course
of oft-repeated crime, ending every now and then with a riot, a fire, and the
county yeomanry. There is no need here to dwell upon such tales: the Englishman
into whose soul they have not sunk deep is not worthy the name. You English
boys, for whom this book is meant (God bless your bright faces and kind
hearts!), will learn it all soon enough.
Into such a parish and state of society Arthur's
father had been thrown at the age of twenty-five—a young married parson, full
of faith, hope, and love. He had battled with it like a man, and had lots of
fine Utopian ideas about the perfectibility of mankind, glorious humanity, and
such-like, knocked out of his head, and a real, wholesome Christian love for the
poor, struggling, sinning men, of whom he felt himself one, and with and for
whom he spent fortune, and strength, and life, driven into his heart. He had
battled like a man, and gotten a man's reward—no silver tea-pots or salvers,
with flowery inscriptions setting forth his virtues and the appreciation of a
genteel parish; no fat living or stall, for which he never looked, and didn't
care; no sighs and praises of comfortable dowagers and well-got-up young women,
who worked him slippers, sugared his tea, and adored him as “a devoted man;”
but a manly respect, wrung from the unwilling souls of men who fancied his
order their natural enemies; the fear and hatred of every one who was false or
unjust in the district, were he master or man; and the blessed sight of women
and children daily becoming more human and more homely, a comfort to themselves
and to their husbands and fathers.
These things, of course, took time, and had to be
fought for with toil and sweat of brain and heart, and with the life-blood poured
out. All that, Arthur had laid his account to give, and took as a matter of
course, neither pitying himself, nor looking on himself as a martyr, when he
felt the wear and tear making him feel old before his time, and the stifling
air of fever-dens telling on his health. His wife seconded him in everything.
She had been rather fond of society, and much admired and run after before her
marriage; and the London world to which she had belonged pitied poor Fanny
Evelyn when she married the young clergyman, and went to settle in that smoky
hole Turley; a very nest of Chartism and Atheism, in a part of the country
which all the decent families had had to leave for years. However, somehow or
other she didn't seem to care. If her husband's living had been amongst green
fields and near pleasant neighbours she would have liked it better—that she
never pretended to deny. But there they were. The air wasn't bad, after all;
the people were very good sort of people—civil to you if you were civil to
them, after the first brush; and they didn't expect to work miracles, and
convert them all off-hand into model Christians. So he and she went quietly
among the folk, talking to and treating them just as they would have done
people of their own rank. They didn't feel that they were doing anything out of
the common way, and so were perfectly natural, and had none of that
condescension or consciousness of manner which so outrages the independent
poor. And thus they gradually won respect and confidence; and after sixteen
years he was looked up to by the whole neighbourhood as the just man, the man
to whom masters and men could go in their strikes, and in all their quarrels
and difficulties, and by whom the right and true word would be said without
fear or favour. And the women had come round to take her advice, and go to her
as a friend in all their troubles; while the children all worshipped the very
ground she trod on.
They had three children, two daughters and a son,
little Arthur, who came between his sisters. He had been a very delicate boy
from his childhood; they thought he had a tendency to consumption, and so he
had been kept at home and taught by his father, who had made a companion of
him, and from whom he had gained good scholarship, and a knowledge of and
interest in many subjects which boys in general never come across till they are
many years older.
Just as he reached his thirteenth year, and his
father had settled that he was strong enough to go to school, and, after much
debating with himself, had resolved to send him there, a desperate typhus fever
broke out in the town. Most of the other clergy, and almost all the doctors,
ran away; the work fell with tenfold weight on those who stood to their work.
Arthur and his wife both caught the fever, of which he died in a few days; and
she recovered, having been able to nurse him to the end, and store up his last
words. He was sensible to the last, and calm and happy, leaving his wife and
children with fearless trust for a few years in the hands of the Lord and
Friend who had lived and died for him, and for whom he, to the best of his
power, had lived and died. His widow's mourning was deep and gentle. She was
more affected by the request of the committee of a freethinking club,
established in the town by some of the factory hands (which he had striven
against with might and main, and nearly suppressed), that some of their number
might be allowed to help bear the coffin, than by anything else. Two of them
were chosen, who, with six other labouring men, his own fellow-workmen and
friends, bore him to his grave—a man who had fought the Lord's fight even unto
the death. The shops were closed and the factories shut that day in the parish,
yet no master stopped the day's wages; but for many a year afterwards the
townsfolk felt the want of that brave, hopeful, loving parson and his wife, who
had lived to teach them mutual forbearance and helpfulness, and had almost at
last given them a glimpse of what this old world would be if people would live
for God and each other instead of for themselves.
What has all this to do with our story? Well, my
dear boys, let a fellow go on his own way, or you won't get anything out of him
worth having. I must show you what sort of a man it was who had begotten and
trained little Arthur, or else you won't believe in him, which I am resolved
you shall do; and you won't see how he, the timid, weak boy, had points in him
from which the bravest and strongest recoiled, and made his presence and
example felt from the first on all sides, unconsciously to himself, and without
the least attempt at proselytizing. The spirit of his father was in him, and
the Friend to whom his father had left him did not neglect the trust.
After supper that night, and almost nightly for
years afterwards, Tom and Arthur, and by degrees East occasionally, and
sometimes one, sometimes another, of their friends, read a chapter of the Bible
together, and talked it over afterwards. Tom was at first utterly astonished,
and almost shocked, at the sort of way in which Arthur read the book and talked
about the men and women whose lives were there told. The first night they
happened to fall on the chapters about the famine in Egypt, and Arthur began
talking about Joseph as if he were a living statesman—just as he might have
talked about Lord Grey and the Reform Bill, only that they were much more
living realities to him. The book was to him, Tom saw, the most vivid and
delightful history of real people, who might do right or wrong, just like any
one who was walking about in Rugby—the Doctor, or the masters, or the
sixth-form boys. But the astonishment soon passed off, the scales seemed to
drop from his eyes, and the book became at once and for ever to him the great
human and divine book, and the men and women, whom he had looked upon as
something quite different from himself, became his friends and counsellors.
For our purposes, however, the history of one
night's reading will be sufficient, which must be told here, now we are on the
subject, though it didn't happen till a year afterwards, and long after the
events recorded in the next chapter of our story.
Arthur, Tom, and East were together one night, and
read the story of Naaman coming to Elisha to be cured of his leprosy. When the
chapter was finished, Tom shut his Bible with a slap.
“I can't stand that fellow Naaman,” said he,
“after what he'd seen and felt, going back and bowing himself down in the house
of Rimmon, because his effeminate scoundrel of a master did it. I wonder Elisha
took the trouble to heal him. How he must have despised him!”
“Yes; there you go off as usual, with a shell on
your head,” struck in East, who always took the opposite side to Tom, half from
love of argument, half from conviction. “How do you know he didn't think better
of it? How do you know his master was a scoundrel? His letter don't look like
it, and the book don't say so.”
“I don't care,” rejoined Tom; “why did Naaman talk
about bowing down, then, if he didn't mean to do it? He wasn't likely to get
more in earnest when he got back to court, and away from the prophet.”
“Well, but, Tom,” said Arthur, “look what Elisha
says to him—'Go in peace.' He wouldn't have said that if Naaman had been in the
wrong.”
“I don't see that that means more than saying,
'You're not the man I took you for.'”
“No, no; that won't do at all,” said East. “Read
the words fairly, and take men as you find them. I like Naaman, and think he
was a very fine fellow.”
“I don't,” said Tom positively.
“Well, I think East is right,” said Arthur; “I
can't see but what it's right to do the best you can, though it mayn't be the
best absolutely. Every man isn't born to be a martyr.”
“Of course, of course,” said East; “but he's on
one of his pet hobbies.—How often have I told you, Tom, that you must drive a
nail where it'll go.”
“And how often have I told you,” rejoined Tom,
“that it'll always go where you want, if you only stick to it and hit hard
enough. I hate half-measures and compromises.”
“Yes, he's a whole-hog man, is Tom. Must have the
whole animal-hair and teeth, claws and tail,” laughed East. “Sooner have no
bread any day than half the loaf.”
“I don't know;” said Arthur—“it's rather puzzling;
but ain't most right things got by proper compromises—I mean where the
principle isn't given up?”
“That's just the point,” said Tom; “I don't object
to a compromise, where you don't give up your principle.”
“Not you,” said East laughingly.—“I know him of
old, Arthur, and you'll find him out some day. There isn't such a reasonable
fellow in the world, to hear him talk. He never wants anything but what's right
and fair; only when you come to settle what's right and fair, it's everything
that he wants, and nothing that you want. And that's his idea of a compromise.
Give me the Brown compromise when I'm on his side.”
“Now, Harry,” said Tom, “no more chaff. I'm
serious. Look here. This is what makes my blood tingle.” And he turned over the
pages of his Bible and read, “Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego answered and
said to the king, O Nebuchadnezzar, we are not careful to answer thee in this
matter. If it be so, our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the
burning fiery furnace, and he will deliver us out of thine hand, O king. But if
not, be it known unto thee, O king, that we will not serve thy gods, nor
worship the golden image which thou hast set up.” He read the last verse twice,
emphasizing the nots, and dwelling on them as if they gave him actual pleasure,
and were hard to part with.
They were silent a minute, and then Arthur said,
“Yes, that's a glorious story, but it don't prove your point, Tom, I think.
There are times when there is only one way, and that the highest, and then the
men are found to stand in the breach.”
“There's always a highest way, and it's always the
right one,” said Tom. “How many times has the Doctor told us that in his
sermons in the last year, I should like to know?”
“Well, you ain't going to convince us—is he,
Arthur? No Brown compromise to-night,” said East, looking at his watch. “But
it's past eight, and we must go to first lesson. What a bore!”
So they took down their books and fell to work;
but Arthur didn't forget, and thought long and often over the conversation.
Wednesday, 22 April 2020
"Hymn" by Saint Cædmon (in Old and Modern English)
Nū scylun hergan hefaenrīcaes
Uard,
metudæs maecti end his
mōdgidanc,
uerc Uuldurfadur, suē hē
uundra gihwaes,
ēci dryctin ōr āstelidæ
hē ǣrist scōp aelda barnum
heben til hrōfe, hāleg
scepen.
Thā middungeard moncynnæs
Uard,
eci Dryctin, æfter tīadæ
firum foldu, Frēa allmectig.
Now [we] must honour the
guardian of heaven,
the might of the architect,
and his purpose,
the work of the father of
glory[b]
as he, the eternal lord,
established the beginning of wonders;
he first created for the
children of men[c]
heaven as a roof, the holy
creator
Then the guardian of
mankind,
the eternal lord, afterwards
appointed the middle earth,
the lands for men,[d] the
Lord almighty.
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