Tuesday, 25 November 2025

Tuesday's Serial: “Scarface” by Armitage Trail (in English) - the end.

 

CHAPTER XXV

The newspapers the following afternoon gave Tony a shock. The Police Commissioner, in a lengthy statement about Flanagan's daring assas­sination, said that he felt that younger men were necessary to cope with these modern gangsters, and announced the promotion of Lieutenant Ben Gua­rino to Captain and Chief of Detectives. The new Chief, in a statement of his own, announced it as his opinion that the affair of the night before was the work of Tony Camonte and his gang, and promised to run Tony out of town or kill him in the attempt.

Tony laughed at that; then he frowned. It wasn't a nice thought to know that your own brother had sworn publicly to hunt you to the death. God! This family mix-up in his affairs was beginning to get on his nerves. Then Tony's jaw set and his eyes flashed. If they ever met in a situation where only one could escape, Ben would be just another dick in his eyes.

Tony went down to dinner in the dining-room of his hotel that evening feeling rather well-pleased with himself. One of the waitresses came forward to serve him, her crisply-starched white uniform rustling stiffly. He gave his order without looking up. But when she served his soup, her finely mani­cured hands caught his attention. From the hands, his glance strayed to her figure, the perfection of which drew his gaze upward to the face. Then he almost jumped out of his chair. For the girl was his sister, Rosie.

"You!" he exclaimed.

"Yes," she answered breathlessly in a low tone. "I hoped you wouldn't notice. But I had to do something, now that Mike's dead, and this was all I could find."

She hurried away before he could comment or question her further. Tony dipped his spoon into the soup, then paused. That explanation of her presence here did not ring true. He knew that she did not have to work; the monthly sum he had his attorney send to his family was more than suffi­cient to take care of them all in luxury.

Then why was she here? Why, indeed, except to attempt vengeance upon him? He gazed at the soup, his black eyes glittering with suspicion. But the clear liquid told him nothing. Surreptitiously he emptied the contents of his water glass upon the floor, and poured some of the soup into the glass. Then he rose and, concealing the glass by his side, walked toward the door that led into the lobby of the small hotel.

"I've been called to the telephone," he explained with a forced smile as he passed her. "Be back in a minute."

Out in the lobby, he called one of his henchmen and handed the glass to him.

"Take that over to the drug store across the street right away and have it analyzed." he ordered. "I'll wait here till you get back."

His thoughts in a turmoil, he waited. But he was positive of the verdict even before his hench­man returned and breathlessly announced it! The soup contained enough poison to kill a mule, much less a man!

Tony walked back into the dining-room with his face an expressionless mask in which only the eyes glittered with life. The nerve of the girl, to get a job in his own hotel so that she could have the opportunity of poisoning him, of exacting the toll for Mike's death that the law had been unable to collect. God! She was his own sister, all right.

He stood beside his table and she came forward, only her flaming cheeks belying her outward cool­ ness.

"You get off at seven, don't you?" he said calmly.

"Yes. Why?"

"I have to go upstairs on business. When you get off, please bring the rest of my dinner up to my private office on the top floor of the hotel. There'll be a big tip in it," he added with an attempt at a smile, "and I want to have a little talk with you anyway."

He went up to his office, wondering if she would come of her own free will or at the behest of the gunmen he had ordered to keep a close watch upon her and bring her up in case she should try to get away without complying with his request. He hoped she would come by herself.

She did, already attired in an attractive street costume, and carrying a large tray with a number of covered dishes. She set the tray down on his desk. He looked up at her grimly.

"Are these things poisoned, too?" he asked.

She jerked so violently that she almost dropped the tray and her eyes widened in terror.

"I don't know what—" she stammered.

"There was enough poison in that soup you served me to kill a dozen men," he continued smoothly. "And they don't usually poison it in the kitchen. So you must have done it."

"Yes, I did," she snapped with sudden defiance. "I loved Mike and you murdered him. You cheated the law but I resolved that you shouldn't cheat me. And I got this job so I could get you. But you've found it out. Now, what are you going to do about it?"

The abrupt directness of her methods, so very like his own, disconcerted him for a moment. "I haven't decided," he admitted finally. "I ought to have you taken for a ride, but I think you're too brave to be finished up by a stab in the back like that. Do you realize the danger you're in?"

"Yes. I've known all the time what a long chance I was taking. But Mike was dead; what difference did it make?"

"Mike was a hoodlum," snapped Tony harshly. "A gunman and a thug. He'd killed a lot of people and was always ready to kill more whenever I said the word and was ready to pay the price."

"I suppose you think you're better," sneered the girl.

"That's not the question. We're talking about Mike. He wasn't worthy of any girl's love. But I want you to know that I had no idea you two were married. I thought he was just going to take advantage of you, as he had so many other girls. That's why I—I bumped him off."

A tenderness had come into Tony's voice. He caught himself as he saw her staring at him, wide-eyed.

"What's the matter?" he demanded.

"N-n-nothing. For a minute, you seemed so much like—somebody I—I once knew."

Tony breathed hoarsely for an instant and turned away so that she could see only the scarred side of his face. She had almost recognized him.

"I'm sorry about Mike. But it just had to be," he said doggedly. "And you'll be a lot better off. Some day you'll thank me for what I did. So run along and forget Mike. And from now on, be care­ful of the guys you pick. You're too nice a girl to be chasing around with gunmen."

"How would you like to mind your own business?" she blazed, her eyes glistening with incipient tears.

"Fine. You might do the same. And don't try to poison any more gang leaders; some of 'em might not like it. . . . If you need any money—" "I don't," she snapped proudly. "And I won't. We have plenty."

Tony felt a thrill of satisfaction. They would never know, of course, that their prosperity was due to him. But he was glad that he had been able to make them comfortable.

"All right, then—girlie," he said slowly. "And just remember that you're the only person that ever tried to kill Tony Camonte and lived to tell about it."

Still staring at him curiously, a perplexed frown wrinkling her brows, she finally departed. Tony heaved a long sigh. Well, that was over.

Abruptly he switched his agile, daring mind back to the matter which had become an obsession with him—the wreaking of vengeance upon the officials to whom he had paid so much but who, in time of crisis, had betrayed him. And then he realized that there was something bigger to all this than venting his personal spite upon these officials who had betrayed not only him but their trust.

For the first time in his hectic life he felt the social impulse which is, at once, the cause and the result of civilization—the realization that the wel­fare of mankind was more important than his own preservation, the realization that he owed something to the world.

In the grip of new emotions, of strange ideas and convictions hitherto foreign to him, he wrote steadily for two hours. When he had finished he read through the pile of sheets with grim satisfac­tion, then folded and sealed them, together with a small black leather-covered notebook, in a large envelope, across whose face he wrote: To be delivered unopened to the "Evening American" the day after my death. Then he locked it up in his desk.

He realized, of course, the sensation that would follow its ultimate publication but he had no idea that he had just written, with amazing brevity and directness, the most significantly damning indictment of American political machines ever composed. Yet that proved to be the case.

Its publication, unknown to him, was to cause the suicide of half a dozen prominent men, the ruination of innumerable others, a complete reorganization of the government and police adminis­tration of not only that city but many others; and, by its revelation to the common voter behind the scenes of activities of so-called public servants, and their close connection with the underworld, was to prove the most powerful weapon of modern times for the restoration of decent, dependable government in the larger cities.

But he would have laughed unbelievingly had any one told him that now. And he wouldn't have been particularly interested. This social con­sciousness that had come over him for a time was too new a thing to him to be permanent. Already he was hungry again for action, for personal vengeance against those whom he felt had it coming to them. His cunning mind leaped to the problem which was, momentarily, his main purpose in life—the killing of Moran, that ratty assistant district attorney.

The telephone at his elbow jangled loudly in the complete silence of the room. He lifted the re­ceiver, growled a curt "Hello," and listened to the voice that came rapidly to him with its report. When he hung up, his eyes were sparkling.

Five minutes later, he and four of his most trusted men—that is, best paid—drove away in a high-powered sedan. To the far South Side they drove rapidly, yet at a pace not sufficiently rapid to attract attention. For they were in enemy territory there. If their presence was discovered, a dozen carloads of gansters, representing the various small and always turbulent South Side mobs—would be gunning for them.

There was danger, too, from detective bureau squad cars. With the contents of his car what it was, Tony realized that it would be impossible for him to give a satisfactory explanation of his presence in enemy territory. And if they should hap­pen to be picked up by a squad that wouldn't listen to reason, they should probably find themselves in a nasty jam.

Across the street from a saloon in a dark neigh­borhood, they stopped. The engine of their car had been cut off a block away and they had coasted up to their objective, the careful application of their well-greased brakes preventing any sound as they came to a halt. The chauffeur remained under the wheel, ready for the instant getaway that would be imperative, Tony and the other three men slipped on masks that completely concealed their faces. Then, carrying machine guns, they hurried silently across the street.

Noiselessly as ghosts they appeared in the doorway, their weapons poised ready for instant de­struction. A score of men were lined up at the bar. And at the end stood Moran, chatting chummily with four men who looked to be very improper com­panions for an assistant district attorney. In fact, two of them were prominent Irish bootleggers of the far South Side jungles, whom he had prosecuted unsuccessfully for murder not many months before.

The bartender, facing the door, was the first to see the masked intruders as they stood silently side by side with ready weapons. The way he stiffened and stared attracted the notice of the others because they began turning around to see what held his fascinated gaze.

"Hands up, everybody!" barked Tony brusquely.

"My God! It's—" cried Moran, but the rest of the sentence was drowned in the vicious stutter­ing of Tony's machine gun.

Without so much as a gasp, Moran fell forward, almost cut in two by the hurtling stream of lead. Behind his mask, Tony smiled grimly and swung the spouting black muzzle to include the two Irish bootleggers. Anybody that could stand being chummy with Moran was sure to be a rat and much better out of the way, and these two were notorious bad eggs anyway. As he watched them drop, Tony felt that he had accomplished a civic improvement. And undoubtedly he had saved the state the ex­pense of trying to hang them again at some future time.

Tony loosened the pressure of his forefinger on the machine-gun's trigger and the abrupt silence that followed the gun's death rattle was startling.

"Any o' you other guys want a dose of this?" he demanded. The men cowered back against the bar, their lifted hands trembling. "Well, don't come outside for five minutes or you'll get it."

His henchman on the left turned and walked out­side, on the lookout for danger from that direction. Tony followed, then the other two men backed out. During the hectic two minutes inside the saloon, the chauffeur had turned the car around and it stood humming angrily at the curb. They all leaped in and it roared away.

Tony was exultant. He had settled all his local scores now, except that with the D.A. himself and the contents of that envelope he had sealed not long before would take care of him—and how! But there was that New York crowd that were trying to invade his domain and who had tried to bump him off just before his trial. Tony frowned and gritted his teeth when he thought of them.

 

 

CHAPTER XXVI

Money will accomplish miracles anywhere, especially in the underworld, and within twenty minutes from the time of Rosie Guarino's depar­ture from Tony's private office, Jane Conley's hired spy had telephoned the information to her. He hadn't been able to give her full details of what had transpired but he could testify that Tony had offered this girl money—which she had refused.

Knowing Tony, Jane felt able to fill in the gaps herself. And it all left her gasping with fury. The fact that she was entirely mistaken in her conclusions made her rage none the less violent. She'd show him that he couldn't two-time her and get away with it.

She was fed up with Tony, anyway. Of late, she had felt an almost irresistible longing for the reckless doings and excitement of her former activi­ties as a gun girl. But Tony wouldn't permit it. As long as she was his moll, she had to stay at home and behave herself. And home life, even in the luxurious abode he provided, had become wearisome.

She had been friendly with only one man. She had always had the retinue of admiring males that surround every beautiful woman, and she missed them now. She felt that she had become entirely submerged to Tony, just another of his many ex­pensive possessions. His supposed philandering was merely the match that set off the powder.

For more than two hours she brooded over it all, then she made up her mind. First she telephoned Captain Ben Guarino, and had a pleasant chat with him. It seemed reasonable to suppose that having the chief of detectives for a boy friend would be a valuable asset to a girl like her. And then she telephoned Tony at his office.

"I've been very busy to-night," he said de­fensively the moment he heard her voice.

"I'm sure you have," she assented, and he missed the edge in her tone.

"And say, baby, Moran had an accident."

"Really? Were you there?"

"Yeah. Just got back."

"That's splendid. Listen, Tony, I got a real piece of dope for you. That New York outfit have called a big meeting at Jake's place for midnight to-night. Those big shots from the East are figur­ing on organizing all the local guys that don't like you—it'll save them the trouble of bringing out a lot of their own muggs from New York."

"Jeez! Baby, where'd you hear that?"

"Never mind! You don't doubt it, do you? Didn't they try to bump you off—"

"Yeah, sure," asserted Tony eagerly. "And they're all goin' to be at Jake's Place to-night?"

"Yes. The New York crowd will be in dark blue Cadillacs—three or four carloads of 'em—and they'll prob'ly have the side curtains up. It's only about eleven-thirty now," she continued smoothly. "If you hurry, you might be able to meet 'em on the way out."

"Much obliged, baby. I'll sure do it."

Jane hung up slowly, a grim smile playing about her rather hard lips. If things went right, there'd be a nice story in the morning papers. If it didn't, she'd probably wake up with a lily in her hand. Well, what the hell—a girl only lived once and she might as well get all the kick she could out of life.

Tony's headquarters was humming with ac­tivity. Quickly he assembled four carloads of gunmen, gave them strict orders, then climbed in with the group in his personal sedan and the calvacade raced away.

Jake's Place was a large saloon and gambling establishment catering largely to underworld customers. It was frowsy, sordid and dangerous. Located in a remote, still undeveloped neighbor­hood almost at the city limits, it was an ideal set­ting for gangland deviltry. And it had been the scene of plenty.

Tony halted his crew a block away while he took stock of the situation. There were a number of cars parked around the large, frame building but nothing unusual. And he could see no dark blue Cadillacs, either with or without drawn side curtains. Perhaps the boys hadn't arrived yet; midnight was still ten minutes away.

Ah! There they were, a line of cars approach­ing along the other road that led from the city. In the darkness they looked black but they might be dark blue and they were Cadillacs, all right. There could be no doubt of that. On they came, close together, four of them.

Tony felt his heart leap and his grasp on the machine-gun resting in his lap tightened. This would be the biggest coup of his whole career, proving to the world at large that his domain was his, and his alone, not to be invaded by others, no matter how strong they might be in their own regions.

He snapped out orders in a low, tense tone and sent a man to relay them to the other cars. Four on each side. One each! His plan was simple and direct. His column would move forward, swing into the road beside the other, then rake the enemy with a terrific fire, annihilating them before they could recover from their surprise at the sudden attack. Each of his cars was to confine its mur­derous attention to one of the others, the one nearest.

Rapidly his column moved forward and swung into the other road. Tony lifted his machine gun and squeezed the trigger. The vicious rat-tat-tat deafened him but he could hear the same stutter­ing sound coming from his other cars. Then from the cars of the supposed enemy, clear and sharp above the firing, came the Clang! Clang! Clang! of gongs.

"Jeez!" groaned Tony. "It's cops!"

Instead of gangsters, those four cars contained squads of detectives from the bureau. What a horrible mistake! Not that he hated shooting cops, but because of the consequences that were bound to fall upon himself and his men. Unless—

Pandemonium reigned. Every one of the eight cars was flaming with gun-fire. The banging roar was terrific. Tony tried to keep his head in the bedlam. His forces were in a panic; killing officers was far different than killing enemy gansters. But there was no backing out now. It was a fight to the death.

His chauffeur, too busy to fight and mindful of his own safety as well as his employer's, tried to run for it. The big car leaped ahead, slewed around the first gang car and shot ahead. But one of the squad cars leaped after, like a spurred horse.

For more than a mile the chase lasted. The cars swayed, swerved, bounced. Spurts of fire leaped from gun muzzles in both cars. Two of Tony's men were unconscious from wounds and another, blood-covered, was raving incoherently, trying to climb out of the racing machine. Tony finally lifted a clenched fist and knocked him cold. He himself miraculously had not been hit. Nor had the chauffeur, apparently. But that squad car was hanging doggedly to their trail. Gaining a little, too.

Beside himself with fury, Tony smashed out the back window and cut loose with his machine gun, the acrid smoke filling his nose and mouth and making his eyes smart until he could hardly see. The jolting and high speed made an accurate aim impossible but he knew that some of his shots landed. And nothing happened. They must have a bullet-proof windshield. Well, their tires weren't bullet-proof. He depressed the hot, blazing muzzle of the machine-gun, aiming for the tires.

One of them blew out with a bang that sounded above the firing. The heavy car slewed around and toppled over into the ditch. Tony gave a hoarse, savage grunt of triumph. But it was short-lived. For at that moment his own car turned over. The chauffeur had misjudged a turn.

Tony was still conscious when the big car plowed to a stop, resting on its side. But there was no sound from the chauffeur. Tony vindictively hoped the fool was dead.

His head whirling, his breath coming in short, harsh gasps that did not suffice, Tony untangled himself from among the heap of dead and wounded.

Abruptly he stepped back behind the shelter of the car and rested the machine-gun muzzle on a fender. Two men had climbed out of the squad car and were walking cautiously toward him, revolvers glinting in their right hands. His teeth gritted, Tony squeezed the trigger. But nothing hap­pened; ’twas empty. He drew his automatic, so long his main bodyguard.

Taking careful aim, he fired. One of the men dropped. The other, warned by the shot, threw up his head and lifted his revolver. But Tony only stared; fascinated, while his nervous fingers refused to obey the command that his numbed mind was trying to send. For the man was his brother. Captain Ben Guarino, the new chief of detectives.

Tony saw the revolver flash, then his head snapped back from the impact of the bullet. Anyway, he had always faced it.

Two hours later, Captain Guarino sat in his office at the detective bureau receiving the admiring congratulations of his colleagues and telling them the details of the furious battle which had accom­plished the finish of the notorious Tony Camonte.

"Tony's old moll gimme the tip," he said complacently. "S'pose they'd had a fuss and she wanted to get back at him. She ain't a bad-lookin' dame, either; I met her at Tony's trial. Bet she got a wad of dough and jewelry outa him, too. Anyhow, she gimme a buzz 'bout 'leven-thirty to­-night and said Tony and his mob was goin' to pull off a big killin' out at Jake's Place at midnight. And that was my chance to get him with the goods.

"I could see that myself so I got some of the boys and went out. But you know, I can't see what made Tony and his mob start after us the minute they seen us—But God! wasn't it lucky his gun jammed? He was a dead shot, that guy; for a minute I thought sure I was goin' to wake up with a wreath on my chest. But you never can tell about an automatic."

But even an automatic can't jam when the trig­ger hasn't been pulled.

 

The end.

Saturday, 22 November 2025

Saturday's Good Reading: "Imitation of Spencer" by John Keats (in English)

 

What more felicity can fall to creature

Than to enjoy delight with liberty?

Fate of the Butterfly.—Spenser.

 

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Now Morning from her orient chamber came,

And her first footsteps touch'd a verdant hill;

Crowning its lawny crest with amber flame,

Silv'ring the untainted gushes of its rill;

Which, pure from mossy beds, did down distil,

And after parting beds of simple flowers,

By many streams a little lake did fill,

Which round its marge reflected woven bowers,

And, in its middle space, a sky that never lowers.

 

There the kingfisher saw his plumage bright,

Vying with fish of brilliant dye below;

Whose silken fins, and golden scales' light

Cast upward, through the waves, a ruby glow:

There saw the swan his neck of arched snow,

And oar'd himself along with majesty;

Sparkled his jetty eyes; his feet did show

Beneath the waves like Afric's ebony,

And on his back a fay reclined voluptuously.

 

Ah! could I tell the wonders of an isle

That in that fairest lake had placed been,

I could e'en Dido of her grief beguile;

Or rob from aged Lear his bitter teen:

For sure so fair a place was never seen,

Of all that ever charm'd romantic eye:

It seem'd an emerald in the silver sheen

Of the bright waters; or as when on high,

Through clouds of fleecy white, laughs the cœrulean sky.

 

And all around it dipp'd luxuriously

Slopings of verdure through the glossy tide,

Which, as it were in gentle amity,

Rippled delighted up the flowery side;

As if to glean the ruddy tears, it tried,

Which fell profusely from the rose-tree stem!

Haply it was the workings of its pride,

In strife to throw upon the shore a gem

Outvying all the buds in Flora's diadem.

 

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Friday, 21 November 2025

Friday's Sung Word: "Ironia" by Ataulfo Alves, Alcebíades Barcelos, and Mário Nielsen (in Portuguese).

Ironia! Ironia!
Era só o que dizia
O moreno que eu amei
E por quem tanto chorei
Se chorei foi porque
Foi o meu grande amor
Eu não esqueço um só dia
Embora tenha sido tudo ironia
                   
Sim, foi o meu grande amor
E confesso por quem chorei
Mas não me deste valor
Ate´hoje a razão, não sei!

 

You can listen "Ironia" sung by Odete Amaral with the Diabos do Céu here.

Thursday, 20 November 2025

Thursday's Serial: “Journal Spirituel” by Sœur Marie de Saint-Pierre (in French) - III.

3

L’ÉPREUVE...

NOTRE-DAME DE LA PEINIÈRE

« J’eus l’inspiration d’aller faire un pèlerinage à Notre-Dame de la Peinière: cette vierge miraculeuse m’avait déjà obtenu du Ciel une grâce signalée. Sa chapelle, à six lieues de Rennes, dépendait de la paroisse de Saint-Didier. Comme je connaissais beaucoup Monsieur le Curé de ce lieu et aussi que j’y avais une de mes amies, j’obtins facilement la permission de m’y rendre. Je partis, pleine de confiance, afin de demander à Marie la guérison de mon directeur, pour preuve de ma vocation, et la prier de rompre enfin mes liens.

— Ah ! disais-je, je suis comme un oiseau enfermé dans une cage et qui ne trouve pas une petite ouverture pour s’envoler !

Dans la voiture, je trouvai un bon prêtre avec qui je liai conversation; je lui parlai de la sainte Vierge, et, voyant que cela lui plaisait beaucoup, je lui citai plusieurs histoires à la gloire de cette bonne Mère, et je l’entretins de l’archiconfrérie du saint Cœur de Marie, ce qui me procura un très grand plaisir: car la sainte Vierge faisait mes délices, et j’aimais à la glorifier selon mon petit pouvoir. Enfin j’arrivai à Saint-Didier. Ayant fait mes dévotions dans cette église, Notre-Seigneur, après mon action de grâces, daigna se communiquer à mon âme au sujet de ma vocation.

Mais, pour éclaircir les paroles que je vais rapporter, il faut que je dise une des raisons qui me faisaient craindre de ne pas être reçue aux Carmélites: c’est que mes parents, n’étant pas riches, ne pouvaient me donner qu’une petite dot de six cents francs. J’avais demandé à un ecclésiastique de ma connaissance d’avoir la charité de m’aider; il avait de la fortune, mais il me témoigna son regret de ne pouvoir m’obliger, à cause d’une charge considérable qu’il avait alors. Peut-être avais-je manqué d confiance en la divine Providence. Notre-Seigneur par la communication qu’il me fit, et dont je vais rapporter quelques mots, me remplit de consolation. Je crois me rappeler que, cette fois encore, il me montra une croix, et, répondant à mes inquiétudes :

— La vocation que je vous ai donnée — me dit-il — n’est-elle pas plus que la dot ?

Me faisant comprendre que si sa miséricorde infinie m’avait accordé cette première grâce d’un prix inestimable, Il serait assez puissant pour m’accorder la seconde, qui était bien moindre. Il me dit ensuite :

— Allez à ma Mère ; c’est par elle que je vous exaucerai.

Oh ! comme je la priai, cette bonne Mère, de briser mes liens et de s’occuper de ma vocation! Je goûtais tant de douceurs auprès de cette chère consolatrice des affligés! Je répandais mon cœur en sa présence avec le plus filial abandon! Elle ne fut pas sourde à mes vœux, et je reçus de son divin Fils de très grandes grâces pendant cette neuvaine. Je regrette pour la gloire de la très saint Vierge de n’en avoir pas conservé le détail par écrit. Je crois me rappeler que Notre-Seigneur ordonnait qu’on me permît, sans plus de délai, de suivre sa volonté. J’écrivis exactement à mon directeur tout ce qui se passa dans mon âme, et je portai cette grande lettre à la très sainte Vierge, afin qu’elle la bénit et qu’elle eût la bonté de toucher le cœur de celui à qui je devais la remettre.

— O ma bonne Mère, lui dis-je avec simplicité, je ne veux plus être obligée, cet hiver, de travailler à des robes de vanité; je veux m’occuper à louer votre divin Fils. Tenez, je vous remets les instruments de mon travail.

Je n’y sentais aucun attrait — pour les religieuses Hospitalières de Rennes — j’y aurais cependant consenti plutôt qu’à rester dans le monde. Quel fut mon embarras! Je ne connaissais point de maison de Carmélites, hors celle du Mans, qui ne pouvait pas me recevoir; je ne savais pas qu’il y en eût une à Tours et à Morlaix. J’allai donc dans mon petit oratoire, et je dis à sainte Thérèse et à saint Jean de la Croix, que j’avais en image :

— Hélas ! vous ne voulez donc point de moi ?

Me rencontrant un jour en ville, il me manifesta le désir de savoir si vraiment je voulais être religieuse. Comme je n’avais pas envie de faire à ce bon père ma direction au milieu de la rue, je remis cette franche déclaration à un autre jour et dans un lieu commode; et comme il était riche, je me proposai d’intéresser sa charité en ma faveur, et je me rendis chez lui, un après-midi, pour lui faire visite. Là, Notre-Seigneur m’attendait pour couronner cette longue série d’épreuves. Je me suis mise, par respect, aux pieds de ce bon vieillard, et je lui parlai de mon affaire. Mais lui, ignorant combien la terre de ma pauvre âme avait été labourée depuis cinq ans, voulut encore m’éprouver; il commença par m’humilier vivement et d’une manière inattendue, disant son bréviaire sans paraître se soucier de moi ni vouloir m’écouter; puis il m’ordonna de me relever et me congédia brusquement. Je respectai la volonté de Dieu dans celle de son ministre, et Notre-Seigneur m’en récompensa: cette épreuve fut presque la dernière que j’eus à subir dans le monde, et ce digne prêtre, favorable à mes désirs, eut la bonté de me faire un petit don.

Huit jours seulement s’étaient écoulés depuis le retour de mon pèlerinage; et, comme je l’ai dis, la dernière fois que j’avais vu mon directeur, il semblait presque décidé à m’envoyer aux Hospitalières. J’étais dans une alternative assez pénible, moi qui avais tant désiré habiter le désert du Carmel; l’esprit de retraité, de silence, d’oraison, avait tant d’attraits pour mon cœur! Et dans cet ordre des Hospitalières, il fallait soigner les malades, et, ce qui me répugnait davantage, ensevelir les morts, dont j’avais grande peur.

« Vous serez Carmélite »

Le Seigneur, dans sa bonté, me tira d’inquiétude; il m’avait promis de m’exaucer par l’entremise de sa sainte Mère, et il tint sa promesse: le neuvième jour après mon pèlerinage, il m’attira à lui après la sainte Communion avec une miséricorde infinie, et me dit à peu près ces paroles :

— Ma fille, je vous aime trop pour vous abandonner plus longtemps à vos perplexités ; vous ne serez point Hospitalière ; ce n’est qu’une épreuve ; on s’occupe de votre réception ; sous serez Carmélite.

Et une voix puissante répéta plusieurs fois : « Vous serez Carmélite ». Et je crois que Notre-Seigneur ajouta : « Carmélite à Tours ». Mais ne connaissant point ce pays, ne sachant si jamais il y avait eu des Carmélites à Tours, et craignant qu’en cela il n’y eût une illusion, parce que j’étais persuadée que mon directeur ne pensait plus à m’envoyer aux Carmélites, je me demandais : Que faire ? Il fallait pourtant écrire cette communication et la lui porter, selon ma coutume. Je n’étais pas trop fière, je crois, en lui remettant ma petite lettre. Mais, ô bonté infinie de mon Dieu! quel fut mon étonnement lorsqu’il me dit :

— Ma fille, vous êtes reçue chez les Carmélites de Tours.

Oh! quelle charmante nouvelle ! Que je goûtai de bonheur en ce jour, que j’avais tant désiré! Et quelle reconnaissance pour Notre-Seigneur et pour sa sainte Mère, qui avaient si promptement exaucé les vœux que je leur avait adressés dans mon pèlerinage !

Cette bonne mère,[1] pleine de charité, lui avait tout de suite répondu qu’elle voulait bien me recevoir. Mais comment tout cela s’est-il fait, Pourquoi le Seigneur marque-t-il une volonté si particulière de m’appeler à Tours, éloigné de soixante lieues de mon pays, tandis qu’il y a des Carmélites à Nantes et à Morlaix, bien plus près de ma famille ? Je demandai à mon confesseur s’il était en rapport avec cette maison: il me dit que, passant à Tours, il avait eu la pensée de faire une visite aux Carmélites ; mais il n’y était point allé et ne les connaissait point. Le Révérende Mère prieure avait encore moins contribué à cette affaire, puisqu’elle fut tout étonnée qu’un prêtre dont elle savait a peine le nom par ouï-dire lui proposât une postulante. Quel était donc ce mystère ? Ah ! je le comprends : c’est que saint Martin n’oubliait pas ma prière, et l’accueillit sans doute lorsque, dans sa chapelle et au jour de sa fête, je lui confiai mes peines et le soin de me trouver un asile dans son diocèse. Voici encore une chose remarquable à ce sujet. La Révérende Mère prieure des Carmélites de Tours avait remis mon entrée après la Toussaint, terme bien éloigné pour mes désirs. C’étaient deux mois encore à passer dans le monde! Néanmoins cette époque n’était point fixée par hasard, puisque je quittai la Bretagne le jour même de la fête de saint Martin, qui voulait me montrer d’une manière évidente qu’il était mon libérateur.

Comme je l’ai dit, mon père était maître serrurier; il faisait bien ses affaires, mais le bon Dieu l’éprouvait souvent. Il avait été obligé de subvenir aux frais de longues maladies; ma sœur aînée était encore malade à cette époque; mon frère aîné était tombé au sort, et, pour lui acheter un remplaçant, on avait payé près de deux mille francs, auxquels mes bonnes tantes avaient contribué. Alors, on se trouvait dans l’impossibilité de me fournir plus de six cents francs; mais Notre-Seigneur m’avait fait entendre que celui qui m’avait donné la vocation saurait bien pourvoir à ma dot: ce qui arriva, car la très sainte Vierge me rendit, avec une largesse digne de sa munificence, l’aumône que je lui avait offerte pour la construction de sa nouvelle chapelle. Une jeune demoiselle qui s’appelait Marie, avec laquelle mon directeur m’avait fait pratiquer la vertu de mortification, lorsqu’il la disposait à entrer dans une congrégation religieuse, se chargea de suppléer largement à ce qui manquait.

Qu’avais-je à faire, après tant de grâces reçues par la médiation de la très sainte Vierge? Ah! Notre-Seigneur avait bien dit :

— Adressez-vous à ma Mère, c’est par elle que je vous exaucerai...

Paroles remarquables dont je conserverai toujours le précieux souvenir. Il me restait donc un devoir sacré à remplir envers Marie, celui de la reconnaissance. Je sollicitai la permission de retourner à sa sainte chapelle pour la remercier de tous ses bienfaits par une neuvaine d’actions de grâces, ce qui me fut accordé. Je fis mes adieux à ma puissante protectrice et lui recommandai le nouvel état que j’allais embrasser, et qui devait m’attacher à elle et à son divin Fils par des nœuds si doux. Dans la simplicité de mon âme, je lui avais demandé ce cher Fils pour Époux; elle avait enfin consenti à me l’accorder, malgré mon indignité ; mon cœur n’avait plus rien à désirer, si ce n’est le jour fortuné de ces noces spirituelles. » [2]

En attendant le départ…

« Pour moi, je désirais avec ardeur le jour de mon départ. On attendait une religieuse qui devait se diriger vers la Touraine, et c’est à elle qu’on voulait me confier pour le voyage ; mais elle n’arrivait point, et je brûlais du désir de partir. Alors mon bon père se décida à quitter son atelier pour quelques jours, afin de venir lui-même m’offrir au Seigneur. Je n’avais pas eu de peine à obtenir son consentement, car il savait tout sacrifier au bon Dieu quand il connaissait sa volonté. Je fis avec grande joie mes adieux à mon pays et à ma famille, quoique je les aimasse et que j’en fusse aimée; mais comme j’avais un si vif désir d’aller servir la sainte Famille au Carmel, cela m’empêchait de sentir la douleur d’une telle séparation, toujours très pénible à la nature.

J’allai aussi faire mes adieux à celui qui m’avait dirigée dans ma vocation. Il m’assura de ma persévérance, en me disant que la démarche serait durable, qu’il en avait bien la confiance. Cependant, craignant peut-être que la voie par laquelle Notre-Seigneur me faisait marcher ne fût pas assez en harmonie avec la vie de communauté, il me dit :

— Ma fille, tâchez de suivre une route toute commune; quand une religieuse est conduite par une voie extraordinaire, elle est obligée de demander des confesseurs extraordinaires, et cela n’est point commode en communauté.

Puis, comme dernier présage, il ajouta :

— Faites vite ce que vous avez à faire; hâtez-vous de vous sanctifier, car je prévois que votre course ne sera pas longue.

Il me donna d’autres conseils utiles, et je reçus sa dernière bénédiction. »

 

[1] La mère Supérieure du Carmel de Tours.

[2] Document A, page 39.

 

 

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LE CARMEL DE TOURS – DÉPART DE RENNES

« Je partis de Rennes, accompagnée de mon vertueux père, le 11 novembre 1839, jour de la fête de saint Martin, mon cher protecteur, et je me dirigeai vers la Touraine, ma nouvelle patrie. J’arrivai à Tours le 13, et j’entrai tout de suite aux Carmélites, à cinq heures du soir; et, ce qui est remarquable, c’est que saint Martin me présentait à « tous les saints du Carmel », dont on célébrait la fête le lendemain. J’étais sûre que ces bons saints ne me refuseraient pas au jour d’une si belle fête; je les avais beaucoup priés de m’admettre dans leur famille; ils ne pouvaient me donner une preuve plus certaine de ma persévérance qu’en me recevant à pareil jour. »

Perrine ne s’attardât pas à visiter Tour…

« Cela m’importait peu; en descendant de la diligence, mon père me conduisit aux Carmélites ; il me donna sa bénédiction et me dit, tout ému, en m’embrassant pour la dernière fois, que c’était la volonté de Dieu qui lui faisait faire son sacrifice. Pauvre père! que le bon Dieu saura bien récompenser votre admirable résignation à ses ordres !... Bientôt la porte s’ouvre, et mon père me remet entre les mains d’une nouvelle famille qui se présente pour me recevoir. Si je faisais à Dieu dans ce moment le sacrifice d’un bon père, il me donnait à la place une bonne mère qui devait, dans sa grande charité, rendre à mon âme des services d’un prix inestimable. C’était la très Révérende Mère Marie de l’Incarnation, alors prieure et en même temps maîtresse des novices. Il me semble que Notre-Seigneur me fit entendre un jour, comme j’étais encore dans le monde, que la mère qu’il me destinait aurait une grâce spéciale pour me diriger dans ses voies. Ce qui est certain, c’est que cela se réalisa lorsqu’elle eut connaissance de mon intérieur; ce qui n’arriva pas tout de suite, mais quand le bon Dieu le jugea convenable pour sa gloire et le salut de mon âme.

 

BOUT-EN-TRAIN

La première chose que notre très Révérende Mère me fit faire, après que j’eus embrassé mes nouvelles sœurs, fut de me conduire aux pieds de Marie, ma bonne Mère, pour la remercier de mon admission dans la sainte maison du Carmel, et me mettre sous sa puissante protection. Bientôt après vint l’heure de la récréation, où je fus invitée à chanter des couplets: je ne me fis pas prier. Il y a longtemps que je les chantais d’avance, en attendant le jour fortuné de mon entrée au Carmel; ils commençaient par ces mots :

 

Bénissons Dieu, je suis dans un asile

Après lequel j’ai toujours soupiré.

Ici pour Dieu je vais vivre tranquille,

Loin des mondains, loin de l’iniquité.

 

J’avais ainsi une quinzaine de couplets; je les chantais avec un air si gai et si content, qu’on ne pensait point à m’interrompre.

À ce moment-là, la Prieure arrive…

— Eh bien ! vous avez été bien pressée de montrer petit talent ? Voyons si vous savez encore quelque chose ?

— Oh ! ma Révérende Mère, je vous ai gardé ce que j’avais de mieux !

Cette franche gaieté était déjà pour moi une preuve de vocation au Carmel ; car notre sainte mère Thérèse ne voulait point de sujets tristes et mélancoliques : je savais très bien cela. Le jour suivant, on me fit assister à l’office divin; là j’eus une tentation assez risible, et comme c’est la seule que je me rappelle avoir éprouvé contre ma vocation, je la rapporterai. Voyant l’hebdomadaire, les chants, les versiculaires et certaines religieuses se rendre au milieu du chœur, faire des salutations, dire quelques mots en latin, puis s’en revenir, et bientôt d’autres aller à leur place, je fus tout effrayée de tant de cérémonies; je pensai que jamais je n’aurais l’intelligence d’en faire autant, ni de savoir quand ce serait à mon tour d’aller ainsi. Je dis alors qu’il était peut-être plus expédient pour moi de prendre mon petit paquet et de m’en retourner en Bretagne. Mais comment faire? Je n’ai qu’un louis de quarante francs dans ma petite bourse; ce n’est peut-être pas suffisant pour un si long voyage ; et d’abord, j’oublie que je l’ai déjà donné à la bonne Mère : prenons donc patience, et nous verrons ! On me conduisit au confessionnal : autre déboire ; j’aperçois une plaque de fer blanc, percée de petits trous, et placée sur la grille selon l’usage. On me dit qu’il faudra parler par cet endroit au confesseur qui m’est destiné; mais prenons patience encore, nous verrons comment on s’en tirera. On me conduisit au noviciat; là, je trouvai le saint Enfant-Jésus et la sainte Famille, objets chéris de mon cœur. Dès lors cette sainte Famille, pour qui j’avais quitté le monde afin d’aller la servir au Carmel, que je savais lui être spécialement dévoué, m’y fit trouver tout facile et agréable; il me semblait y avoir déjà passé plusieurs années. Je compris bien alors, par ma propre expérience, qu’il y a non seulement vocation d’ordre, mais aussi vocation de maison; car je n’éprouvais pas d’attrait à demeurer dans un autre couvent ; et au contraire, dès en entrant dans celui de Tours, je sentis que j’étais où Dieu me voulait. » [1]

 

[1] Document A - page 42.

Wednesday, 19 November 2025

“Laudabiliter” by Pope Adrian IV (translated into English by Ernest Flagg Henderson)

 

Bishop Adrian, servant of the servants of God, sends to his dearest son in Christ, the illustrious king of the English, greeting and apostolic benediction. Laudably and profitably enough thy magnificence thinks of extending thy glorious name on earth, and of heaping up rewards of eternal felicity in Heaven, inasmuch as, like a good catholic prince, thou dost endeavour to enlarge the bounds of the church, to declare the truth of the Christian faith to ignorant and barbarous nations, and to extirpate the plants of evil from the field of the Lord. And, in order the better to perform this, thou dost ask the advice and favour of the apostolic see. In which work, the more lofty the counsel and the better the guidance by which thou dost proceed, so much more do we trust that, by God's help, thou wilt progress favourably in the same; for the reason that those things which have taken their rise from ardour of faith and love of religion are accustomed always to come to a good end and termination.

There is indeed no doubt, as thy Highness doth also acknowledge, that Ireland and all other islands which Christ the Sun of Righteousness has illumined, and which have received the doctrines of the Christian faith, belong to the jurisdiction of St. Peter and of the holy Roman Church. Wherefore, so much the more willingly do we grant to them that the right faith and the seed grateful to God may be planted in them, the more we perceive, by examining more strictly our conscience, that this will be required of us.

Thou hast signified to us, indeed, most beloved son in Christ, that thou dost desire to enter into the island of Ireland, in order to subject the people to the laws and to extirpate the vices that have there taken root, and that thou art willing to pay an annual pension to St. Peter of one penny from every house, and to preserve the rights of the churches in that land inviolate and entire. We, there- fore, seconding with the favour it deserves thy pious and laudable desire, and granting a benignant assent to thy petition, are well pleased that, for the enlargement of the bounds of the church, for the restraint of vice, for the correction of morals and the introduction of virtues, for the advancement of the Christian religion, thou should'st enter that island, and carry out there the things that look to the honour of God and to its own salvation. And may the people of that land receive thee with honour, and venerate thee as their master; Provided always that the rights of the churches remain inviolate and entire, and saving to St. Peter and the holy Roman Church the annual pension of one penny from each house. If, therefore, thou dost see fit to complete what thou hast conceived in thy mind, strive to imbue that people with good morals, and bring it to pass, as well through thyself as through those whom thou dost know from their faith, doctrine, and course of life to be fit for such a work, that the church may there be adorned, the Christian religion planted and made to grow, and the things which pertain to the honour of God and to salvation be so ordered that thou may'st merit to obtain an abundant and lasting reward from God, and on earth a name glorious throughout the ages.

A.D. 1155.